请允许我这样爱你们

四月28日，下午3.00正

“我担心你半夜里会发高烧。”

所以，妈妈决定不回去了；我的爸爸也为了我付出了许多。（那一瞬间，我好感谢佛祖；它让我拥有了我的父母）

因为他们的爱，我得到了救赎。

我不懂别人的父母如何，但据我所知（周遭所认识的人），没有一个人的妈妈像我的妈妈般无怨无悔的付出。（她们总会要求一些金钱上的满足或其他）。 我的妈妈却从来不要求任何回报；就连一顿美食她也不让我请，情愿在家辛苦地煮一顿家乡菜给我品尝。

我很感动我爸爸妈妈为我无条件所付出的一切。我不管别人怎么做/想，我会用我自己的方式报答他们。很极端，但那就是我, Ken 的风格。

ps: i bought a new handphone (happy-ing)

expect the unexpected...

everything is out of control. i expected an unexpected result; however, eventually it didn't happen. or i am too easily smitten? anyway, my mood changed.

study is stressful; i would rather working than studying. at least, i got pay... (ya ya, it's just my nagging)

feel sick 1

well, Wednesday he left and she came. miss his voice; love her arrival.

Thursday, today, should be a great day but going to have my first paper on Friday.

having my dearest mum's fish porridge, my favorite, and wondering will he come back tonight...

everything is too messy; I start worrying other papers (wols)

thank you my friends

i am pleased to receive you guys' messages. it gave me a feeling of warmth, especially during this period of time - study week. i was so surprised that Cherng was the first one greeting me. (i wonder will Khailing be upset? ha ha) anyway, thanks for his regards. of course, i replied all messages as i was so touched except one. i received "his" message too, but too bad, i couldn't force myself to give him a reply. i am not a saint. although i am not as upset as before, i still avoid any contact with him. i was touched to his sincerity but he was such a disappointment.

i miss mum; happily, she is coming soon. i am looking forward to her arrival.

my LOVELY B'day of 22

mocha-flavored or cappucino-flavored? hmm, i forgot. anyway, it tastes good. not only is the quality of cake, but also the people around me. compared to the past, in this year's birthday, there is a "slight" difference. (in fact, it is a very huge change to me) my wenwen celebrates my 22's B'day with me. i am so great introducing him to my family. only my dear daddy and elder sister haven't meet him, but they will like him de (hopefully) :p

Adorable puppy! (thanks, xiao feng feng and Wenwen's sister) it is superb adorable - see, there is a little pink kitty with it. i always envy that my sisters got their cute doggies, now i have one too! (it smells good!!) ok, i like to name it as Wenwen no.2 hehehe...

a Jewelry box. gosh, that is my favourite color! (can't imagine if it is in red color.. arghhh) it is sophisticated and gorgeous! i love it so much. i love his consideration. he noticed what i lack of. (i am touched)

a pair of "cutie" earrings, i love it too! hehe, it suits me. soon, i will show u guys the photos i am wearing it. hahaha

DKNY perfume! that is so scary!! how come my Wenwen has the taste as good as me?!! i have aimed it for a long time. i really can't believe that we share the same mind. it is really excited to me! it is just like a dream come true to me. goshhh... i almost cried it out.

i am very touched to what my Wenwen did for me. he is so Sweet~ i appreciate it a lot. my heart is filled with love and happiness. i love your hugging and i was touched to what you said at that moment.

i have planned to tell you the magic word with my whole heart tonight. however, at that moment, i can't find my bravery. i think "it" went back to hometown... :p i expect to see you happy and excited; but you just comment on my tone. (-0-) i thought you would appreciate it. this is my first time yaa (>x<) pig Wenwen... (>-<) anyway, i am really that my Wenwen will understand and appreciate it.

sometimes i have no response, it doesn't mean i am heartless. i am just wols... bleahhh

B'day celebration on 12 April 07

i had my birthday celebration with my dear sisters and their spouses except my dear elder sister whom i don't forget. they are very nice; although they are busy studying and working, they still made the trip and celebrated my big day with me.

Wendy & 3rd bro-in-law rocks! erjie couple rocks!! candy couple rocks!!!

of course i don't forget my Ryan babe who greeted me and thanked me with his soft~ voice. i love it so much!!! lastly but not least, wenwen; thanks for coming and not being late :p may exam finish as soon as possible, i wanna explore everywhere with you...

although the exam is coming,

i received my friends' "love". their friendship touched me a lot.

thanks Nicholas who did an amazing workpiece to me. I'm sure i will cherish it and him (ahahaha) thanks Ernee and Eileen too, the frame is great. how i wish to be employed by Boss Ernee (ahahaha)

thanks Maayam people, the card is great. JianWen did it, it's really unique to me (ahahaha) i appreciate it a lot. Thanks for everyone and the one who made the effort to me. (i guess it's minhui)

thanks Minhui who made the effort of sending the card and her token to me. i was so pleased and then hugged her with a feeling of happiness. I'm filled with happiness right now.

May Buddha bless me and those who i love.

insecurity

they talked a lot with me and it affected my mood. the funniest is i am going to have my exam!?
i always well-prepared for the worst situation. however, it doesn't mean i have totally no confidence. however (again), i need more and more sense of security from you to stronger my confidence.

i feel bad and insecure, the feeling is not really good. you are my ww, can you prove it? prove it to them, and me... i am getting more and more insecure to everything...

be punctual

€ last night, you came late. i was very angry and upset as the meeting was very important to me. i know you can do better. i hope you can spend more effort on it. of course, as long as there is a valid reason, i will accept.

€ thanks for understanding me; accompany me back to home; you know what? "it" is exciting :"p

$ most of the time you're considerate, but may greedy me ask for more?

ya, everything will be fine

last night, the most important woman in my life came around 8plus. then she met with a guy who plays a special role in my life.

my mum is the most perfect mother in this world. i can't find any bad habits from her except a strong voice if you consider it as a weakness. she is passionate, friendly and talkative; sometimes she is cute too. that is my lovely mum.

my wen wen is a boy-look guy who likes to "knock" my head. (bleahhh) although it is not a formal meeting, hope he would more well prepare for the next time... elderly likes so yaa (^-^)

a spender?

recently i spent a lot on purchasing of clothes... hmm, i know the reason why i do so. i wanna always look good in anytime when we meet up. well, abit silly :p aha...

although i spent a lot, i am still desire to buy a lot of things... Adidas jacket, handphone, mp3... i will work hard de!! jia you jia you!!!

(>-<)

life can be as beautiful as possible if we are always together!~

Planet Earth

channel: art central
time: 10pm on every Wednesday

i am in tears when i am watching this programme. you will realise, how trivial we, human being are to this planet. i heard of one theory, we, human being, should not exist in this planet. we have broken the rule, bringing the planet to the end... "The day after Tomorrow", perhaps, it will be realised soon in the near future...