Side effects

Cycle of Illness

Stage 1: Sore Throat

Stage 2: Coughing

Stage 3: Sniffing

Stage 3.5: Running nose

Stage 4: Nose block

Stage 4.5: feverish

Stage 5: Lying on bed

Dman it, now is progressing till Stage 4!

And Damn again, put on weight!!! and height?!!

ahaha...

就只为了让我记住

上次去了那里，很可惜没见到该见的，却认识了不该认识的。

回来后，心里想着：“这么样我都会再去一次”。

是为了海阔天空-一生的梦想

也为了该见的就要见

可是，那目的竟悄悄地多了一个。。。

后来，因为不同人的意见，想法和观点，心情上一直不断遭受变化。。。

起伏不定

可是，想出国的想法越来越强烈；不一定要再去那里，哪里都好

让我远离这里

本来是有个机会的，结果，却又去不成了。

香港，怎么这么难去？

海洋公园、大屿山、黄大仙。。。

接着，又有一些不切实际需要别人更大配合度的机会降临

肯定的，更加不可能了

大环境的因素更让我寸步难行

等了又等，终于机会又来了！

好不容易！好不容易！

开心不已的定下了可以海阔天空的临时合约

满怀喜悦的大声分享

结果呢？

答案却是令人气愤难过的

不过

这也让我明白了解到

你真的不真实

虚拟，空洞

临时合约是需要束缚的

站着、看着、想着

突然觉得

空

竟然忘了我最初的目的

变成好像只为了赌一口气

心境不一样了！

我不想带着这种烂心情去！

犹豫不决的，终于还是放弃了履行合约的机会

是上天的旨意吗？

让我在犹豫时遇见了

或许真的还不是时候

一个人旅行

问了这么多人讯息，给了这么多空头支票

麻烦了好多朋友

真的对不住

老业

陈医师

雪莉gal

eileen gal

derrick

wen

。。。

还有我的家人

让你们费心了

不过没去成你们一定很开心的咯！

算了

我会期待澳洲之旅

如果计划还是赶不上变化

我不会再去顾虑了

到时

我会一个人旅行的

Belief, Talent, Appearence and Myself

I felt down today (5th Nov) for a number of reasons. Keywords: Ch2271 presentation (in fact, it doesn't really affect me), 85, small E, and a Caucasian's girlfriend.

Dear girl and sister said it may due to those strangers and asked me don't take it to heart. Didi said it so. However, I felt that 85 is indeed the main cause.

Anyway, thanks my didi. What did he say do make me feel better although I'm still wondering. :P However, I will try out the method he taught me. So watch out dudes!

I should give him a slap

I am so sad! Why don't you tell me earlier? If I know you don't mind, I die die will give that JB kw a good lesson. At least I will let him 气得内出血. Haha-haha...

FAILED

really hate "it"! i can't believe that! the worst is i can't check the correct answers! arghhh, never mind, i will work hard! ONE DAY i will get my license!!!

the days

*Friday
i went back to hometown alone. i rejected friend's invitation of fetching her brother's car as i don't really like to wait for and trouble other.

it is horrible to take cab alone... i discourage female taking cab alone.

*Saturday
i woke up at 5.30am to prepare for Sucen's "traditional marriage ritual". after had had her wedding lunch at Segamat, i reached home around 5 or 6 plus. it is exhausting.

in the night, i think i was too tired. i did a stupid thing, i dropped my Babe Ryan's birthday cake!!! fortunately it didn't out of shape. however, it did destroy its completeness. i was so sorry at that moment. it could be avoided.

*Sunday
i returned Singapore with my dear 4th sister and her boyfriend. it was a hot day, i almost fainted. (*v*)

*Monday
the first day of the terrible week, i had my 2 tests in the morning; hopefully i can pass them. (*v*)

*irritating
recently irritated by some unavoidable issues. really hope to smack them... but it is not allowed. i wonder how could it happen in this way?! it is really funny to me.

*happy-ing
Nat is my "xiaomei" now hahaha, i am "dajie" in NUS. it is so interesting as i am xiao ken to my yanhong dajie yaa. hahaha..

i am pleased to know you and i would not regret at all.

it is really unlike me

u have fully occupied in my mind. bleahhh.. i am thinking about u, talking about u. i found that i am so naggy. fortunately my dear girl was not irritated by me. i did silly thing for u, ignore others' view as i just want to show you the best one. it is so unbelievable. i can't recognise myself le... (><)

sick

cough cough cough cough cough... pale look, reddish nose, listless eyes; i look so sick!

now it is worse. after had my lunch, cough was coming. i vomited. haiz... waste of food...


*last night i studied till 4plus. my friend didn't break promise, accompanied me. i was surprised. i didn't expect that promise would be kept. thanks a lot. again, i was touched.

i am adorable

i am touched but i will not tell that person. most of time people can't accept "kind" praise. perhaps, they are shy. :p thus, i choose to keep that feeling in my heart. thanks a lot, you are so kind-hearted. it is so great to know you ya. (coughing :p) you are adorable, like me. (applause)

note: today i coughed crazily again. xue te! moreover, fever visits me too. almost faint ha-ha... like a "ben dan" (;>n<;) sobbing...

i think...
i will lose voice... (- -')

haizZZZ...

i did it

after one-week holiday, it is not so bad to return campus. it is very bad! some more i am sick. coughing crazily brought others inconvenience. i hate myself of giving others troubles.

i kept the smile on my face successfully although the cough almost killed me. (clap for myself)
d(^v^)b