26.2.12

世间不幸何其多

你我不过沧海一栗

放下执念

还我自由

EYESORE

uneasy

headache

stomachache

gastritis

whole body is in pain

frustrate

to my own issue

to family

irritated to stupid stuff

R u PIG? chewing so loudly??!! Don't you ever learn Dining Etiquette??

R u PIG? stop demand me doing such stupid stuff!

R u PIG? don't repeat your words!

R u PIG? listen carefully and I hate to repeat them over and over again!

R u PIG? Keep me a distance! I hate the PIG smell!

SHIT, bad mood spoilt everything!

Everything irritated me; Everything is EYESORE

这一秒我有点自厌

本来嘛，决定了一件事，但是回响并不是很好，那就拉倒作罢。

算了~

起初

妈妈很担心

姐姐们也说搞不懂我

朋友们也在敲边鼓

现在

都说只要我开心

可是

问题是

我要怎样才会开心？

我做什么我都不满意

我说什么我都不爽快

我连我自己在想什么都觉得烦

我真的是。。。

被宠坏了吧？

哈！

Stop the Prank

4 May

You did successfully attract my attention. 

My attention with anger

If this is the way of getting closer to me

Like what they said

Nut

But

Thanks for your prank

I had a "great" moment

I "enjoyed" the feeling of fear

I learned a lesson

Be more considerate 

Am I possessive?

我的心情就像是坐云霄飞车般，忽高忽低的阴晴不定。

Dear MNC (you know who) still keeps me waiting. ^^ NVM, let's see who will be the final winner! "SoB"!

Dear part time (you know who too) delayed my time being together with my beloved. ^^ NVM, NVM, I am adult. NVM.

When I reached home, I was watching my beloved sleeping soundly with my little niece. It is a blessing; a peaceful mind is filled in me...

I was waiting for her waking up...

But I was sent to complete a task; a responsibility that shouldn't be mine but seemingly to be done by me only. It further killed my precious time. I know I am getting irritated. 

... Family Occasion's Merry

Why I can only see how busy my mum is and how messy my lodging that I cleaned in last night is?

(You are not in the right mood)

Why I gave in so easily to nephew's tantrums, why I felt sorry to him at that moment? 

(You are stupid)

Usually I supposed to enjoy playing computer games with my little cute nephew and niece. But now, I felt pissed only. 

I've had it enough =)

DBB said I am not possessive. But I doubt it. =( 

The mood is getting better after I mopped the floor. Perhaps, exercise is the best method to appease anger. Viewing those grand family pictures, enjoying our happy look, I know I am not angry anymore. 

Hope to share with you my pictures soon. 

Or I shall keep them privately as my talisman. 

A talisman to appease my sudden anger

Motorbike Robbery

Happening

Wendy, Candy, Marcus and I went to Causeway Point for gift collection. For the sake of Genting ticket booking, we went into JB. Then 3rd BIL went to meet his friend for a while. It is already around 830pm when we finally reach the destination for our dinner. 

Typical nasi brani embedded with fragrant beef and chicken rendang, BBQ and ice kacang enriched with a thick layer of coco powder, this is a real sinful bouquet to me! While we were enjoying it, I saw a waitress screaming with a frightened expression. Looking towards the direction she pointed at, a motorbike with 2 persons swiftly drove off. Behind it, a woman was lying down on the floor. The first word popped out from my mouth at the first moment is "SHIT!!!"

A robbery happened in front of me! 

Although her property is safe, she got a slight injury on her elbow, it is still Ridiculous! The robbers are really too much! The road where they tried to commit crime is just besides our hawker centre! It is really too much! 

WBD! 

Conclusion: JB is really not suitable for living... (sigh)

EQ

Whenever it involves you, I lose control.

Regardless how many curse and swear apply on me, I don't mind.

*不重要的人说的话能有多重要？

But once they apply on you...

Let's wait and see how much I can tolerate 

*就像你心疼他们对Wendy所出的恶言，我也有同感

Tolerance

Tolerance

Tolerance

Tolerance

Tolerance

...............................

Ludicrous!!!!!!!

*不过是正巧我们流着同样的血

Cauz' of this relation, I tolerant till today since 2002.

CHAOS

CHAOS

CHAOS

It is just an issue of TIME

我的人生：

爸爸，妈妈，姐姐，好友和未来爱我和我爱的人

乱七八糟的你们不要搅乱了我人生里的人们

I've had it enough!!!!

警方没有通知我，手提应该是凶多吉少了。。。

联合晚报2008.11.15星期六page9

新加坡国立大学(NUS)一名24岁华族男大学生涉嫌干下超过20起校园窃案

嫌犯今早已在初级法庭第26庭被控偷窃罪，罪名一旦成立，将被判处3年监禁，或罚款，或两者兼施。。。

虽然不同意回教国理念，可是却深深同意他们对待窃贼的古回教律法

...

ALL F**K!

never judge a book by its cover

I just realize, 

I am such a person, in his eyes. Perhaps, in eyes of those who don't know me....

Hahahaha....

Funny... and Irritating

Angel can be the most filthy, despicable feature

Satan can be as pure as white sheet

世人只肯相信眼前的假象

家人就不同。所以我找不到理由不爱他们耶。。。

Stand from another viewpoint, it's Satan's own fault. 

It's the one projecting its own image to people. 

Angel, such a cunning, filthy and despicable load, is happily spreading its "merry" and "blessing" to people who are willing to live in the fantasy

我曾经也深深相信。。。

再也不要叫我天使！

why did we become like this?

Headache comes again

as

I am sad

I am stressed

I am frustrated

I am irritated


by


many of you

and


many of me

就只为了让我记住

上次去了那里，很可惜没见到该见的，却认识了不该认识的。

回来后，心里想着：“这么样我都会再去一次”。

是为了海阔天空-一生的梦想

也为了该见的就要见

可是，那目的竟悄悄地多了一个。。。

后来，因为不同人的意见，想法和观点，心情上一直不断遭受变化。。。

起伏不定

可是，想出国的想法越来越强烈；不一定要再去那里，哪里都好

让我远离这里

本来是有个机会的，结果，却又去不成了。

香港，怎么这么难去？

海洋公园、大屿山、黄大仙。。。

接着，又有一些不切实际需要别人更大配合度的机会降临

肯定的，更加不可能了

大环境的因素更让我寸步难行

等了又等，终于机会又来了！

好不容易！好不容易！

开心不已的定下了可以海阔天空的临时合约

满怀喜悦的大声分享

结果呢？

答案却是令人气愤难过的

不过

这也让我明白了解到

你真的不真实

虚拟，空洞

临时合约是需要束缚的

站着、看着、想着

突然觉得

空

竟然忘了我最初的目的

变成好像只为了赌一口气

心境不一样了！

我不想带着这种烂心情去！

犹豫不决的，终于还是放弃了履行合约的机会

是上天的旨意吗？

让我在犹豫时遇见了

或许真的还不是时候

一个人旅行

问了这么多人讯息，给了这么多空头支票

麻烦了好多朋友

真的对不住

老业

陈医师

雪莉gal

eileen gal

derrick

wen

。。。

还有我的家人

让你们费心了

不过没去成你们一定很开心的咯！

算了

我会期待澳洲之旅

如果计划还是赶不上变化

我不会再去顾虑了

到时

我会一个人旅行的

Sorry I am wrong

I learnt a real-life lesson from this company's HR department. At first, I thought they are different. In fact, they are indifferent.

Again, I am the one to be blamed. I made a wrong step. In the future, I would not feel shy anymore. I would "bombard" those whoever I should do so!

SO, JIA U JIA U !!!

它活生生被烧死

原来的它-无辜的它

因为“他”-它
还有它-左边的
小白变成了。。。
变成了这样。。。

谢谢乡民：boogoo将烧狗的張x程和施辰叡照片备份于自己的相簿

http://www.wretch.cc/album/album.php?id=is8taelgold&book=9

新闻：國中生虐殺狗？　愛狗人5萬緝兇

http://tw.news.yahoo.com/article/url/d/a/080420/8/xmoq.html

http://w116.news.tpc.yahoo.com/article/url/d/a/080420/69/xmwb.html

我了解了为什么古代有以命抵命的惩戒。庆幸新加坡，中国都仍然有死刑，如果可以的话，这两个家伙应该也尝尝被火烧的滋味！

以其人之道还治其人之身。公平公正

在这时候不要跟我说人权，死刑不人道的瞎话！人类tmd有什么了不起？猴子也是用两只脚走路，它们还会爬树勒！

道德沦亡！！！！

They treat it as A Game, A joke in their boring life! This is not a one-time sin; they are habitual offenders. Some videos are uploaded in one of their girlfriends' wretch album too!



Don't tell me they are ignorant, they are still too young! All are excuses! It should be a common sense: NEVER BULLY WEAKS, KIDS & WOMENS to those living in a peaceful society. what the x are these two boys thinking? What they did are so horrible and heartless!

如果一切属实，那真是超离谱

威廉王子把妹大排場　軍機降落女友家後院
http://tw.news.yahoo.com/article/url/d/a/080421/17/xni3.html

如果一切属实，那真是超离谱！（希望媒体不是在哈拉）

如果一切属实，那真是tmd的不懂人间疾苦的公子哥儿。

5千万英镑勒！！可以养活、救活多少在赤贫线上的小孩啊？不会去救济他们哦？拜托，没看新闻、没听说全球油价上涨哦！？还练习勒？睁眼说瞎话。全球缺粮啊，英国贵"zu"们！把你们那些奢华浮夸的省一省，多捐钱、积德。那会万福的哦！

Being rich is not his fault; Showing off while others are suffering is unbearable.

我的妈妈是模范

贪嗔痴恨爱恶怨

人，污秽

我的妈妈却出污泥而不染

永远永远不会超出身为人、媳妇、妻子、母亲、岳母和祖母的模范角色。

永远都遵循道德的规范标准。

尽心尽力，将她的一生奉献给家；

任劳任怨，从来不会怪别人带给她的不幸（即使它们很该死）

当我们愤愤不平时，她都会说，“算了吧。”

当我们为了小事而不愉快时，她也会说，“心平气和些。”

这样完美的妈妈我一直都引以为傲，是我的学习榜样。

但是，我不完美

我无法原谅

像现在，我又为了那些该死的和妈妈不愉快了

魔障，是我自己给自己的

我不快乐，因为我不想为了那些不值得和我最爱的人不愉快

我了解，也想照她所说的做

但是

我办不到

我无法原谅

我不是妈妈

我不是妈妈

我不是妈妈

我的信仰，我的佛祖，我会下地狱吧？

因为，我真的无法原谅

我不是神，我无法忘记

发生过的

弥补，对我来说，

已经太迟了。

Know e Questions U r Asking

My mum always says, think before you ask. (想过了才问问题)
My sisters complimented, I always did all I could do for the best result I could have. Sometimes, I may over-do and over-anxious in preparation.

But, that is me. Before I do one thing, I would try to do some preparation. For instance, research on Taiwan trip although I signed a tour package. I hate being ignorant during the process.

As long as you know what, why are you asking it, I can accept any cute, stupid, offensive or aggressive questions which intend to play, test or challenge me. At least you did some preparation before you ask.

3 days before CNY

The ordering of feeling today is nervous, tiring, HAPPY and bu-shuang.

**Nervous**
I need to meet up my sister's junior to pass him some baby stuff so that he can bring them back to my elder sister who is currently in Beijing. As I seek for his help, I do not like to be late. However, as I always in "slow motion", I almost could not cacth on time. Fortunately, I reach the meeting point before him. (Bling Bling! Ha-ha)

**tiring**
When I reached home around 7p.m., I have to do the cleaning in the kitchen. However, cleaning does not make me tire. In fact, I finished my work in a high spirit. What makes me tiring physically is frustration.

**HAPPY**
Being prompted by a sudden impulse, I did a small action. Although it is small, its impact is huge. It brings me a sweetness of happiness. I know, I always know that WHAT I desire.

**Bushuang**
However, this sweetness had been modestly destroyed; I hate been framed. But, now, I feel better (after 3 minutes). Perhaps, 说者无心，听者有意. I could not expect others to know me well, right? Since we do not know each other well. Anyway, as long as I know that I am doing my best on my work, no intention on hurting anyone, it should not be a problem to let people know me well.

This issue recalled my worst interpersonel experience: a girl (I do not mind if you like to call her B) who always twisted my words.

I love Buddha because I learn a lot of knowledge and they are proven accurately.
心存善念，方得正果。

I am fortunate of having my best friends. Dajie, Eileen muacks la! ha-ha...

No Mercy

It is almost a week since the school term starts. I can say that 这个学期很“凶”! I have no a single free day at all! I feel stressful NOW although it is just the first week of this semester.
I start worrying about a lot of things. And I wish to complete them on time. Thus, I would eliminate any possible hindrances, in any ways.

May Buddha bless me

I'm lazy (9)

well, I returned yesterday. I chose to slack, leaving myself in exercise and MSN! ha-ha...

Let's talk about what had actually happened in these days.

In these few days, I didn't waste all my times on playing around with my little niece (but she is indeed a superb lovely 小家伙). I learnt cooking! My mum is the best cook (although she always told me "depends, depends"), I did learn a lot of delicious dishes such as curry chicken from her.

Besides, I met my old friend, Cherng. I must say, thanks for asking me out although I had invited you first. ha-ha... Because of you, my bad mood is turned to better. And I will prove it to you, I can cook! (bleahhh...)

I should not return to Singapore so early. However, I have to. I need to work (la la la la...$$$). Sooner or later, I will achieve my goal! Wait for me!!!

NUS is nothing but TROUBLE. Although the coming semester is still far away, the first trouble I get now is that sickening career planning & management program. I wish that it would not delay my graduation (I'm still waiting for the reply). I do not mind to take 6 modules in one semester, BUT I dXmn MIND to delay my graduation!

PS: I am watching 红星大奖, I am so happy that 林湘萍 got the best actress award. She worth it as she did play well in that drama series. MediaCorp made a right choice of inviting Xiao Zhu, 183 Club and other celebrities. They did live up the show.