一棵开花的树

一棵开花的树

作者: 席慕蓉

如何让你遇见我 在我最美丽的时刻　为这 我已在佛前　求了五百年 求他让我们结一段尘缘 　 佛于是把我化作一棵树 长在你必经的路旁 阳光下慎重地开满了花 朵朵都是我前世的盼望 　 当你走近　请你细听 那颤抖的叶是我等待的热情 而当你终于无视地走过 在你身后落了一地的 朋友啊　那不是花瓣 是我凋零的心

不要作茧自缚

“很多事情是自己不愿想开。其实真要想开的话，一秒钟就想得开了。”

深有同感

但是

泥足深陷

无法自拔

想

亡羊补牢

回头是岸

只是

欲盖弥彰

于事无补

继续

作茧自缚

都是

自作孽，不可活

痞子英雄

“我们不要开始；你的起点在英雄那，不在我这。” - 陈在天vs陈琳

“我知道你心里在想什么。只要在你难过，在你想哭时，不要把我推开，就够了。” - 吴英雄vs陈琳

“我不值得你这样，因为。。。我一直在等她。” - 陈在天vs陈琳

“如果是家人的话，谁都不可以先离开。” - 何小玫vs陈在天

“我会保护你的。我再也不要让我在乎的人离开我了。” - 陈在天vs篮西英

Nice song recommendations:

Perfect Stranger

放逐爱情 

无赖正义

********************To Remember*******************************

Had a good chat with you

I am unchanged, you said

No matter how much I change, internally or externally

I am still the same when I am with you, you said

I knew you praisin me 

but, from past till now

I am still unchanged

when everyone is changing

is moving on

everyone... 

You should move on, too, you said

I am moving on

Ya, but you left one, you said

“你的执着帮助你成功，但它也困住你了”, you said

Perfectionism 

Perseverance

Pathetic?

I never regret any decisions I made

Only once

Cauz' of fear of unexpectation 

Most painful 

That's enough 

Now I am fearless

If I have one more chance

I will leave no more regret anymore

Never

note: Listening "Perfect Stranger"

when it's Hari Raya Haji

Wa, Today is Hari Raya Haji. But, does it relate to me? Not at all, of course. However, thanks for it, I got one day-off (超high）. I didn't go out like the public, afraid the crowd; afraid everything which can make me afraid. Ha-ha... I am too tired.

I slept till 4 plus p.m.! I almost suspect I am a pig (of course I am not, I am the cutiest pig). Ha-ha... but it did help me regain my stamina which is losing swiftly in this week. (Thanks for that Monday Midnight's noise, next time I will seriously consider about the charge of noise disturbance) Hopefully I would not need Nescafe anymore for my next working weeks.

I am watching the special news about Taiwan politics: 国民党马英九vs民进党谢长廷

I am so sorry to Taiwan people; everyone hopes to have a peaceful life, I think. However, the sub-conclusion of the TV show is: "民进党这7年执政上的失败或许是国民党的机会。但是，在容易被户籍课题统独问题等政治操盘捉弄下鼓噪的台湾，正直清廉未必能获得最终的胜利。"

"胜者为王，败者为蔻" stated in the show. Perhaps, there is no such thing: "just and fair" in politics.

Well, I may go back in this weekend. I just find out that it is our冬至! Mum said it can be considered as 小新年to us. So, such an important festival, I must return to have a reunion with my parents (Happy!).

I Like 宅男?

人的时间有限，这是事实你永远无法逃避。所以，只要你还有想做的事情，就要紧紧抓住每一次机会，包括感情。---美味关系

I have so many things to do! I wanna try gun! I wanna bag-pack travelling! I wanna know how to swim! I wanna diving! I wanna "spoil" my parents with everything they desire! Whaooooo!

There is a very long to-do list in my mind! May Buddha grant me more time and health. I will, SOONER or later, achieve them ALL! Thus, I have no time wasting on unreliable investment such as what my sister had complained me just now. Well, indeed, I do not want it too! It is really a TIMING problem! I can't control them, do I? So, the problem is on them, not me! (bleahhhh.. ha-ha) Perhaps, they were the right person but they came in a wrong timing! (so sad)

Opps, out of the title - I like 宅男. He-he, recently I am addicted to this Jay Chou's new song - 阳光宅男. This song is so lovely, cheerful and cute! After a 宅男's girlfriend's effort, a 宅男 can be a hunk! Ha-ha... Thank for 宅男, my bad mood is turning better and better. I know I will get well soon! Yahoo!

Footnote: I watched that MV on the next day, I found that its story is different to what I thought (diaoooo...)



Oh, that's my dinner! I tried to "decorate" it (I know I am a bit "bo liao", ha-ha...)! Too bad, tomatoes are overcooked. However, the BIG prawn is superb Yummy! (let's compare with other normal prawns surrounding it) I love my mum! (touching daooo...)

(5) 12.12.07

I'm going back to hometown today. I will return on either Friday or Saturday. So, before I set off, here is some scripts I read from the Taiwan drama series -- Sweet Relationship 美味关系.



我怕的是你

你知道吗

当我发现自己喜欢上你的时候

心里好害怕

怕被你讨厌

怕被你嫌

所以满心恐惧

(Suggestion: Never Fall in Love? :P)




我该怎么做呢

我没有信心了

我连任何一点被爱的自信都没有了

可是我不想放弃

(Not recommendable: a horrible woman who deny the failure)

Existence

I was watching a Taiwan drama series -- Sweet Relationship 美味关系 while I was having my dinner. (A bad dining habit)

“当你喜欢一个人的时候，就连他的一个笑容，你都会想保存下来。

可是，在我心目中比喜欢还要更重要的存在。”

There is the word attracting my attention -- 存在。

“对他的感觉，就算他不出声，我也可以一眼看出他的位置，知道他在哪里。他在我心中一直存在着。”

It is a powerful word compared to that "I need you" in the movie of 孤男寡女 by Andy Lau and Sammi Chang.

I wanna be the existence to somebody, just like my parents to me. No matter how insignificant they are among the crowd or in a group picture, I can find them in minutes. (I'm impressed to myself) So, no matter where I am, how insignificant I am, he can find me. (That's cool, isn't it? Like radar! ha-ha...) I wonder, when I can get one? ha-ha...

my shows (><)

i almost cried it out.

i can't watch my favorite shows: supernatural and survivor:Fiji. i am so upset. i have waited for these shows for a whole week. Friday is my favorite day because of these shows.

sadddddddd.....

survivor: cook islands

i missed it! the final episode of survivor: cook islands. >.< now i just find out that Yul won the game. how i wish the winner is Ozzy...

no matter how, Yul is intelligent enough to win the honor although i feel sorry to Ozzy... >n<