水果档？

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总是会找任何借口、理由滞留在外头。。。

太安静了。。。没有人的家

从来没有像今天的星期五一样如此期待回家

还未踏上台阶，已经听到了电视声、电玩声响、说话声和杂声。。

好吵，可是好温暖。。。有家的感觉。。。

有你的地方才是我的家。。

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爸爸妈妈的到来也带来了各式水果 - 苹果、鲜橙、山竹、红毛丹、奇异果、樱桃、水晶梨、椰子、还有什么芒果和“布桃山”？

好健康，好“水果” 呵呵呵

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listening IF TODAY IS YOUR LAST DAY by Nickelback...

Power of will: I move on and I leave all old pictures in the past. I said goodbye to yesterday

Chorus:

If today was your last day
and tomorrow was too late
Could you say goodbye to yesterday?
Would you live each moment like your last?
Leave old pictures in the past
Donate every dime you have?
If today was your last day

Every second counts as we don't have second try... So, never regret

to yourself

to your family

Gals Hang-Out at Orchard

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Hang out with my dearest girls; had our dinner @ NYDC. Wheelock Place. Orchard. 

Then chit-chat in TCC of Orchard. *we are really TCC loyal customers* Just too bad I have to leave first

I received the great birthday gifts from dajie!!! 

Never doubt it, my greatest gift of Singapore is both of you gals. 

May Buddha bless us, forever

听得懂吗？不懂代表你不了我

我很讨厌大道理。可是，妈妈却说我很会也很爱说大道理。

会吗？我不过是把我所想以我认为最简单易懂的词汇表达出来和她分享罢了。

妈妈说我把事情复杂化了；想得太多、太艰深。。。是我思想奇怪？还是我们频率不同啊？

爱是无私的。听起来很恶心，可是却是我向往的。世人不论掩饰得多好，他们的爱都是带有条件的。除了我妈妈对我的。不要求任何有形的回报，我的幸福，健康就是她最大的满足。

她的爱宠坏了我

哈

我说，为什么人们不能怀着一颗无私的心去爱人帮助人呢？就像妈妈。

她说，她真怀疑我只有15岁。（那时她还没完全了解我的论点就爱打岔下定论，坏习惯要不得）

妈妈说，不要把全天下的人和她相提并论。一种米养百种人，这个论点我懂的。可是，我却相信只要教育，人是能有所进步的。就像可以从人猿进化成人类，人是能不断进步的。人不应该在道德思想上停止探索。人类有再教育的必要。君不见日本美国世界各地乱枪扫射的疯子一堆吗？就像唐三藏为了普度众生点化世人而愿意舍身往西方取经，不就是希望借由宗教的力量引导众人走向正途？人们需要一定程度的指引。

我不要求外人能做到对人人无私。有否做到，也不管我的事。要打诨过日子还是潜心进修看个人。残忍一点的说，别人好坏我管不着，也没空管。只是对家人，我希望我们能更接近完美。可是或许对家人而言，我是个严以律人律己的人吧。

呵

或许有人会反驳我说“我从来都不会要求回报”呢？

可是这是真的吗？扪心自问，当他不能不想或不要帮你的时候，你是不是会忍不住想，甚至说出口，“早知道以前不要这么帮你，爱你。。。等等等？”

还是你会忍不住对我辩解，“如果他有良心，他当然应该要对我好一点或怎样怎样。。。？”

原谅我的不以为然（嗤笑）。其实这些类似懊恼，索求的话语对我来说就已经是一种变相的要求回报。我不怀疑当你在付出的时候，你可能真的没有想过要得到什么回报。你是真心的。

但是，人是贪心的，也是偏执的。。。

“我以前这么帮他！现在叫他帮个小忙也没办法？！亏我当初还不辞辛劳竭尽所能得帮他打点一切！”

扭曲的心。。。

以恩报恩，是美德。可是，一种米养百种人，人人性格皆有所不同因而造就了大千世界里的差异、纷乱、奇特和异彩。有多少人会有如此美德？一个人会不会因为你对他/她的好而有所感动从而回报你是说不准的。因为你不是他，你不懂他是不是一个有美德的人。你怎么能期待他的回报呢？当他没有如你所愿的回报你时，你是否还要为了这样一个没有美德的人而扭曲了你原该是不求回报的一颗真挚的心？

哦，来个小小反驳。妈妈就说，就因为一种米养百种人，你更不应该去要求别人变成你想要的。

是这样吗？就像我前面提到的，我不是硬性要求，只是好奇，如果能让自己的心灵更上一个层次，不好吗？不断进步或许是我的致命伤？

哈

罗罗嗦嗦了一大串，我想说的只是，家人之间，爱人帮助人都应该是出自最真诚的心意，而不带任何附加条件。人情，是做给外面的人看。真心，是给里面的人感受。会不会感恩图报是看个人修为，不要因此污了自己的一颗纯正的心。不要求回报的爱往往才会得到最大的回报。

妈妈，你是最大赢家！

哈

新的梦想

23岁前，我人生里绝大多数的梦想都一一实现了。。（唯一一个还没实现的，我会继续努力）

小学，中学一路顺遂（老实说根本是为所欲为，横行霸道）、进入理想中的理工学院就读我想读的科系、再理所当然的迈向新加坡最高等学府，然后顺利毕业。

同时也完成了爸爸的梦想-所有女儿都是大学生（我们比很多人的儿子都更有出息！！！）

也在23时，实现了我另一个重要的梦想-带我爸妈出国旅行。虽然很重本，但是我知道在未来忙碌的工作将我压得喘不过气时，我会骄傲的告诉我自己我那时做了一个明智的决定。

可以说，我前半段的人生梦想都完成了。现在24岁了，我需要新的人生梦想！

梦想和规划一样吗？

我会说，虽然一个听起来较不切实际，但是本质上是一样的。

“人的一生是由一个梦想的完成再连接另一个新的梦想构成的。”

我会实现所有的所有

在我想清楚到底什么是我的终极目标

Am I possessive?

我的心情就像是坐云霄飞车般，忽高忽低的阴晴不定。

Dear MNC (you know who) still keeps me waiting. ^^ NVM, let's see who will be the final winner! "SoB"!

Dear part time (you know who too) delayed my time being together with my beloved. ^^ NVM, NVM, I am adult. NVM.

When I reached home, I was watching my beloved sleeping soundly with my little niece. It is a blessing; a peaceful mind is filled in me...

I was waiting for her waking up...

But I was sent to complete a task; a responsibility that shouldn't be mine but seemingly to be done by me only. It further killed my precious time. I know I am getting irritated. 

... Family Occasion's Merry

Why I can only see how busy my mum is and how messy my lodging that I cleaned in last night is?

(You are not in the right mood)

Why I gave in so easily to nephew's tantrums, why I felt sorry to him at that moment? 

(You are stupid)

Usually I supposed to enjoy playing computer games with my little cute nephew and niece. But now, I felt pissed only. 

I've had it enough =)

DBB said I am not possessive. But I doubt it. =( 

The mood is getting better after I mopped the floor. Perhaps, exercise is the best method to appease anger. Viewing those grand family pictures, enjoying our happy look, I know I am not angry anymore. 

Hope to share with you my pictures soon. 

Or I shall keep them privately as my talisman. 

A talisman to appease my sudden anger

失而复得

真的是太开心了！本想和爸爸妈妈去台湾的珍贵影片都没了（死小偷，死猪脑我），谁知，老天爷真的很疼我！原来我有烧碟让妈妈去冲印！！！更甚，笨笨的我不是只选择性的挑了几张，而是将我们出游时一路所拍的照片甚至所有影片都burned了一份给妈妈！（那时还被妈妈念说不会就挑几张上来哦）呵呵，太太开心了，花了一点时间把那些光碟挖了出来！（我承认我乱丢）现在重新看到那些珍贵照片和录影片段，真的觉得太幸福了。。。可爱的爸爸妈妈。。。

如果东西可以失而复得，人呢？可以吗？

失去的亲情、友情或是爱情呢？

我有答案，你（们）呢？

要跟我的一样噢！^^

You must learn from my dad

it is not because of the digits

it is not a huge amount, too

it is a token issue

he didn't say anything to me, too

scolding

grumbling

or nagging

NONE at all

just pass me the money

words are meaningless

a hug a eternity love

morale of the story: 这样的男人才是王道！

快乐天堂

did anyone hear of this song before?

no reason, just bring up bits of my memorable childhood...

爱逞强

应该就是妈妈唯一的小缺点。。。

生病了：（体弱气虚）没事，只是头有点晕。吃药了啦！我还行！没有事啦！！！（信你的是笨蛋！）

累了：（满身大汗）不会啊！好好好，我去睡了，快了快了。。。（敷衍我！）

过劳：（提不上气）没事啦！只不过是血压不小心升了一点点。（= =）

生气了：没有啦！没事啦！跟你讲不要问不会听啊！！（好，不问。待会儿再问！）

提行李：（直接提了就走）不重，轻得很！（麻的，5-6kg的大箱子不重？还提着走楼梯！）

。。。

太多了，太多的逞强和爱。。。怕我们担心，结果我更担心。。。G!

经典！

妈妈，我以你为荣！

喜欢就是喜欢

喜欢西瓜（红的！）

喜欢草莓

喜欢蜜瓜、哈密瓜

喜欢水晶梨

喜欢榴莲

喜欢Sunkist鲜橙

最喜欢樱桃！！！

喜欢果冻

喜欢水果糖

最喜欢bitter chocolate！！！

喜欢curry chicken

喜欢curry veggie

喜欢curry fish head

喜欢tomyam soup

喜欢海鲜料理

喜欢鸡蛋料理

喜欢sushi, sashimi, teppayaki...

喜欢steak

最喜欢instant noodles！！！

喜欢Ribena
喜欢Marigold, Fruitree fruit juice
喜欢hundred plus
喜欢Qoo
喜欢Lemon Barley
喜欢Pokka Green Tea
喜欢全好plum juice
喜欢Heineken, Asahi
喜欢white wine
最喜欢Meiji Fresh Milk！！！

喜欢蛋糕

喜欢蛋塔

喜欢全麦面包

最喜欢CHEESE！！！

喜欢妈妈

喜欢爸爸

喜欢姐姐们 (included their spouses)

喜欢Ryan

喜欢Jewelle

喜欢Boyan

喜欢JW

喜欢NIC

喜欢Eileen

喜欢Viva

喜欢APC

喜欢Panda

喜欢eye candieS

喜欢好多好多朋友。。。

喜欢的，大多数都在我身边。。。嘿嘿

很感动

谢谢你们：

Eileen gal，Ya ling mui mui, Pexxx, Beauty Kaiwan, Sweetest Grace and many many friends who "bombard" my mobile phone inbox and MSN.

Your Blessing, I received! ("swallowed" into my heart)

Because of you, I have a very happy Birthday of 2008!

心灵上的感动足以支撑我度过这“艰难又恶心”的时期！

刚吃完晚餐

以前的我很少，甚至是几乎不下厨。就算煮包泡面或冲杯美禄，也要妈妈或姐姐帮忙看着（羞）。更别提煎颗荷包蛋了，那简直是个大工程（笑）这不禁让我想起了我中学家政科的趣事。But, that's another story.

随着年龄的增长，即使我甚少下厨，可我也从来没烧坏菜。这可多亏了我的母亲。我可说是从小看着她煮饭的侧影长大的。小时还会埋怨妈妈怎么都不让我试一试（身手）？长大后才渐渐体会了妈妈说的，“看着，记住，就会（烧菜）了。”这还真不假！！我不就是个铁铮铮的例子吗？

现在的我，烧菜技术是日益纯熟了。就算一个人烧菜，脑海还是会自动浮现妈妈烧菜时的模样，想幻灯片般不断重播。一个人，一口接一口地吃着自己烧的菜，不论再好吃、再怎么模仿，都还是缺了一味。。。

#我妈妈的，我家的，纯粹的幸福味道#



真的是长不大。。。（笑）



真的是，好想回家。。。（哀）

我的快乐冬至

今次特别些，用华文来记录这既特别又重要的华人节庆日子。这些既美观又可口的汤圆是我和妈妈一起搓的！当然，吃汤圆固然开心，但真正令我愉悦的是能与妈妈一起边搓汤圆边话家常。。。
冬至嘛，也就是我们华人的小新年；妈妈说，它的重要性可不输新年哦！所以，我们决定比拟年夜饭，就来一顿“小”火锅啦！（因为是小新年嘛，配料也就“小”规模的啦！哈哈。。。） 虽然并不是全员到齐，但是也不失其意义。一家人，聚在一起、分工合作、共享欢乐，那是多么窝心的呐！而这，其实就是我要的幸福。。。

感觉真的是超幸福福福福。。。滴！！ (hohohoho...)

when it's Hari Raya Haji

Wa, Today is Hari Raya Haji. But, does it relate to me? Not at all, of course. However, thanks for it, I got one day-off (超high）. I didn't go out like the public, afraid the crowd; afraid everything which can make me afraid. Ha-ha... I am too tired.

I slept till 4 plus p.m.! I almost suspect I am a pig (of course I am not, I am the cutiest pig). Ha-ha... but it did help me regain my stamina which is losing swiftly in this week. (Thanks for that Monday Midnight's noise, next time I will seriously consider about the charge of noise disturbance) Hopefully I would not need Nescafe anymore for my next working weeks.

I am watching the special news about Taiwan politics: 国民党马英九vs民进党谢长廷

I am so sorry to Taiwan people; everyone hopes to have a peaceful life, I think. However, the sub-conclusion of the TV show is: "民进党这7年执政上的失败或许是国民党的机会。但是，在容易被户籍课题统独问题等政治操盘捉弄下鼓噪的台湾，正直清廉未必能获得最终的胜利。"

"胜者为王，败者为蔻" stated in the show. Perhaps, there is no such thing: "just and fair" in politics.

Well, I may go back in this weekend. I just find out that it is our冬至! Mum said it can be considered as 小新年to us. So, such an important festival, I must return to have a reunion with my parents (Happy!).

(6) 13.12.07

I'm in Malaysia but I did prepare this post in advance. I can expect what I am doing in my hometown -- Sleep like a pig!

Ha-ha... dream on! I will wake up at 8a.m. and go to the market to buy the materials for dishes. Well, I may suggest mum to let me handle our food. She may realise that her youngest daughter can cook! (but no guarantee to its quality ha-ha...)

I bring my treasures with me, and I gonna share them with my mum. Telling her anything happened on me is my pleasure.

Nov 9th, 2007

Having Sakura in Orchard, see what is on my hand? Red Bean Mochi! Yummy!

We are leaving to Clarke Quay
Jiang Jiang!!
Yanhong Dajie and I (waiting for the train)Jiang Jiang (again)!!

My Lovely 4th Sis

My lovely 4th sis, she did a Great job on my fingers! I love her manicure service! And the most touching is, like what she said, she is willing to share what she has with us, her family. Oh, I'm touched!!!

The 1st Day of Term 2

A tiring Monday, wake up at 7 where I slept at 4. I was frustrated to a lot of issues. However, I received gifts from Eileen, thus, today can be considered as a great day! haha.. here is one of the gift I had received.

I appreciate it a lot to what Eileen gal have done. It is so great to having this dictionary, hope it can help me in learning :)

请允许我这样爱你们

四月28日，下午3.00正

“我担心你半夜里会发高烧。”

所以，妈妈决定不回去了；我的爸爸也为了我付出了许多。（那一瞬间，我好感谢佛祖；它让我拥有了我的父母）

因为他们的爱，我得到了救赎。

我不懂别人的父母如何，但据我所知（周遭所认识的人），没有一个人的妈妈像我的妈妈般无怨无悔的付出。（她们总会要求一些金钱上的满足或其他）。 我的妈妈却从来不要求任何回报；就连一顿美食她也不让我请，情愿在家辛苦地煮一顿家乡菜给我品尝。

我很感动我爸爸妈妈为我无条件所付出的一切。我不管别人怎么做/想，我会用我自己的方式报答他们。很极端，但那就是我, Ken 的风格。

ps: i bought a new handphone (happy-ing)

my LOVELY B'day of 22

mocha-flavored or cappucino-flavored? hmm, i forgot. anyway, it tastes good. not only is the quality of cake, but also the people around me. compared to the past, in this year's birthday, there is a "slight" difference. (in fact, it is a very huge change to me) my wenwen celebrates my 22's B'day with me. i am so great introducing him to my family. only my dear daddy and elder sister haven't meet him, but they will like him de (hopefully) :p

Adorable puppy! (thanks, xiao feng feng and Wenwen's sister) it is superb adorable - see, there is a little pink kitty with it. i always envy that my sisters got their cute doggies, now i have one too! (it smells good!!) ok, i like to name it as Wenwen no.2 hehehe...

a Jewelry box. gosh, that is my favourite color! (can't imagine if it is in red color.. arghhh) it is sophisticated and gorgeous! i love it so much. i love his consideration. he noticed what i lack of. (i am touched)

a pair of "cutie" earrings, i love it too! hehe, it suits me. soon, i will show u guys the photos i am wearing it. hahaha

DKNY perfume! that is so scary!! how come my Wenwen has the taste as good as me?!! i have aimed it for a long time. i really can't believe that we share the same mind. it is really excited to me! it is just like a dream come true to me. goshhh... i almost cried it out.

i am very touched to what my Wenwen did for me. he is so Sweet~ i appreciate it a lot. my heart is filled with love and happiness. i love your hugging and i was touched to what you said at that moment.

i have planned to tell you the magic word with my whole heart tonight. however, at that moment, i can't find my bravery. i think "it" went back to hometown... :p i expect to see you happy and excited; but you just comment on my tone. (-0-) i thought you would appreciate it. this is my first time yaa (>x<) pig Wenwen... (>-<) anyway, i am really that my Wenwen will understand and appreciate it.

sometimes i have no response, it doesn't mean i am heartless. i am just wols... bleahhh