2015.6.18

I hate to be maligned ^^

They said, when people misunderstood you, let them be. They will find out later. So, when?

I don't give it a damn ^^ I am not Korean in the drama. I will not just hide at a corner and cry, "why don't you believe me?"

I don't mind to explain. I use figures and facts to tell you what is the truth. Root cause analysis and Corrective Action should give you a better idea what happened and how can we prevent going forward. 

Regardless it is work or life, i treat it seriously as i know myself, it is not a joke which i can just let it be. 

现在在这个世界上我只欠一个人了。 我都未必会让她了，你就甭想在毫无根据的情况下冤枉我。

人是活给自己的。

2015.5.17

If you are a Malaysian who wants to convert your Malaysian driving license to Singaporean driving license, this post should help you.

First of all, go to any driving center in Singapore, register an user account, apply basic theory test, book a date and pay an exam fee around SGD6+ by using NETS only. 

Most importantly, pass the test. Get a piece of pink sheet from Traffic Police counter: Application for A Driving License to Drive. You need it to know what is the document requirement for driving license conversion. 

Next, go back to your hometown to ask for retrieval of driving license record. In JB, you can either go to UTC or JPJ. 

1. You must have all copied documents on hand in order to LET information counter issue queue number to you. 

2. You can renew your Msian driving license to Max 5 years. It will last until its expiry date even though you convert to Sporean driving license. 

3. Queue number of driving license renewal and request for record retrieval is different. 

4. Photocopying at JPJ is MYR0.30 per front page per item. Meaning if you request to photocopy license, NRIC and SG NRIC on one page. It still cost you MYR0.90.

Of course there is always a hidden process available which may save you more time. The offer starts from MYR250. 

Then next step is go back to Traffic Police counter to convert to Singapore driving license ^^ go luck to all.

Update:
I went to Bukit Batok Driving Center for license conversion. I strongly suggest you reach there before 830pm and get queue number. Be ready with original and photocopied documents: Singapore IC, Malaysian IC, PR permit entry, passport, Malaysian license, JPJ document and a passport size photo. After officer reviewed your document, you are asked to watch a safety video on 1st floor. There are sessions held at 1015AM, 1115AM and so on. After watched the video, the officer there will return you the slip with a stamp to acknowledge your completion of video-watching. Bring it back to the counter for final processing! Upon payment of SGD50 via nets, you will receive a slip telling you that you can drive and your new license will be posted to your home within a month!

2015.5.13

Happy things

1. Received a Watch from Mum.
2. Received a bottle of Sake with gold bits
3. Received flower bouquet from Jewelle, what a sweet girl
4. Had meals with family, best friend and old friend
5. Received surprise greeting from 令人怀念的 friend
6. Went Maldives
7. Raised salary
8. Booked air ticket of grant event!
9. Received meaningful gift from best friend
10. Met old friends for steamboat and dessert at Bugis
11. Confirmed leadership program
12. Received variable bonus
13. Slimmed down 2 kg hahaha

Exhausted but more to go.

Motto of the year: you don't even have a chance if you don't ask it. No harm asking and trying.

2015.4.1

Good things

It's Cindy's birthday - wish her happy and healthy

Completed PT Bahari's DD timely

Met old friend for lunch and had a good laugh over the conversation

THESE DAYS

2015.3.18

Did a thing I never do in my lifetime. Verbal confession! (applause to my bravery)

I know I am impulsive. I don't expect good ending. I am doing it purely for my own satisfaction. I don't want to regret I never do it. Well, it ends up I don't really into it as I thought?

I am still learning... to love myself more. I believe I can achieve it. The proof is, I enjoy cooking for my family. The compliments, the smiles on their faces are so precious... no matter how tired it is...

Frustrating since last week

- because mum went to China
- because I am getting "mature" (hehe)

I clearly know the problem lies on myself hehe...

Conclusion of these few months: 郁闷 ^w^ll

I am HAPPY and HAPPIER...



Note: mum asked me to contact D.T. Hmmm, timid me

Life is still not bad

2014.12.16

What happened recently?

Been approached by an American Vietnamese... Been assigned more tasks... Went to Desaru with family...Watched movies Hunger Game and Epic...  Been annoyed by irritating relatives.... But what makes me almost get stroke is the kindness of my mother

I am totally admired and impressed to my mother's BIG HEART forgiving the sinners.

Do you know you should inform before visit especially you come to deliver wedding cake on behalf of your daughter?

Do you know leaving the cake and asking the person to collect is very disrespectful? and without the invitation card?

How much does an apology call worth? NOTHING esp. that person is my mother

They will forgive you but not me. I will gradually forget but I don't forgive. 人必自重而人重之... YOU do not deserve my respect, He Family. 

American Vietnamese, I am totally flattered and PUZZLED to his aggressiveness. Am I too conservative? Anyway, I am not impressed. 

Epic is truly epic. 

Hunger game is really a good movie.

Sometimes I think of a person. I doubt I can give him the happiness. I wish nothing but all the best to him, D.T. 

Nevertheless, I am grateful my hot temper is short. I am grateful I still have some incentives at work - a lot of eye candies - they are so handsome and beautiful... lovely girls and boys ^^

2014.11.16 - 8.48pm (short break before working)

I made a mistake. This blog is to record all beautiful things / thought / people I experienced / met.

From now onward, I do my best to spread good and positive messages out!

Hee-hee!

Read 2 comic books called 120年的初恋 and 已逝时光中的哀之花, recall the beauty of love...

Beautiful~ hahahahaah

I am here because I am irritated

Nov 12, 2014

Woah, it is almost a year since I wrote the last post. There are a lot of changes...

The L left. Official announcement is he resigns because he wants to further study. The insider new is his employee evaluation is below expectation and as a result, retrenchment happens... or perhaps choice to resign is given...

I have been travelling almost every month since Dec 2013 - Seoul, Beijing, Shanghai, Jakarta, Bali, Bintan, Batam, Bandung, Yogyakarta, Rendang Island, Genting Highlands, Bangkok, Perth, Adelaide, Melbourne, Sydney, Manila, Taipei... Time flies in travelling for business and leisure... Am I happy? I feel being superior initially. Thereafter, exhaustion is swallowing me. Sadness comes when I am alone in Yogya in mid-autumn festival. It is the very first time I don't celebrate the day with my family together. Skype-ing with them barbecuing and gathering happily makes me wonder is this the life I want to pursue at that time...

The answer is half-half. I don't regret to whatever decision I made. I don't regret being utilized by company. It is a recognition to capability. I appreciate it. What I need to strive is balancing off the work life and personal life. As people say, you are responsible to your life. Don't shift blame to anyone or anything incl. work when you overlook your family, friends and other important thing / person in your life. You should know and weigh what is most important in your life. I have the answer.

I strive hard for career. However, I draw a clear line now. Nothing should affect my family and personal time. You can lose job but you should not lose your life. It's not a big deal finding a new job. It is a BIG deal if you lose your family, friends and life.

Being optimistic is a must to achieve success... I am hypnotizing myself.

Tried para-sailing, climbed Sydney's harbor bridge and nude swimming (OMG)... I don't try magic mushroom because I think of a friend who really cares about me... I always don't mean to hurt him but end up, I hurt him again. Perhaps it is not as bad as first time? I don't know. I only know my timidness to new relationship stop me from moving on. Sometimes, I am upset why does he give up so "easily"? Then I will remind myself he had been waiting for me about a year if I remember correctly... Anyway, it doesn't matter anymore... Noticed he is doing good or even better whenever I am not with him (bitter smile)...

Back to the main topic why I am here today, it is because I am totally mad at a lot of ad-hoc tasks which need to be completed at the same time is given to me on top of my load of works. All these works can only be done if I do overtime everyday... Guess do I do overtime?

I will work hard like a horse only if my hard work is recognized. For this, I must say my former manager is good in leading people. At least, to me, I like and respect her even though others said she is demanding (though I don't feel it this way at all. I feel it is kinda perfectionism which I have similar thought. Perhaps it is because we are both Aries). From her, I really learn A LOT. I am grateful I had been working for her.

What is my next solutions? I am thinking wild recently. I need some courage to take it. Sigh... If I don't start it, it will never happen, correct?

I hate being pessimistic. It sounds like a L. Phew!

All the best to myself. I achieve what I want.

They are right

Why should I bother those unimportant?

I don't like to badmouth people. I don't join the gossiping.

I like to say good things of people because I see the good in them :)
I pity your poverty as you can only judge people by its cover and can only see "fake" side of people.

I work hard and so sorry it makes you "feel" threatening. Instead of improve yourself, of course you choose the easiest way that is badmouth me at no cost. I can totally understand the behavior of L. So be it :) I will keep moving on to the highest point :)

As long as I am doing without against my conscience, I do not need to bother how those unimportant judge me. 

2013.11.1

The start of Nov.
I did a good deed.
I asked a young girl to give up the seat to an old man standing in front of her.
To the girl, I may be a busybody bitch
To the crowd, I may be a daring and bold one
To the old man, I see his appreciation
I heck care the rest, I am firm what I do does not against my conscience. That is enough.

Thank you, me of Jul 23, 2013

It is fascinating to read the past posts and recall my feeling when I write.

I am relieving.

I accepted the fact the society welcomes hypocrites, instead of truth teller.
I accepted the fact I don't want to be those people telling sarcasm but treat it as "a sense of humor"
I accepted the fact who I am, a serious girl who dislike to badmouth behind oneself's back, criticize but act friendly to those whom I dislike. Though it is painful, I will remain who I am, as usual. I am proud of being a honest and blunt person.

But, this valuable side of me will no longer show to the society anymore. I will keep it to myself, being low-key, and living happily with my beloved.

Hehe...

2013 Oct 27

It is a happy day because I restart my FB for ease of mind! Hurray! :D

At least we tried!

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Pointing finger

It's all right even if you are at fault

Just notice if the victim points his or her finger to you or not

Once he or she did, you immediately state it and accuse, you win even though you are at fault

Fking seniority and topic diversion

S.O.B.

There are two types of man should not exist.

One is two timer. Another one is married guy that enjoy ambiguity or making an external affair. They are as filthy as mud. No, it's kind of insult to mud by comparing it to that kind of creatures. They are trash. I wish nothing but their tragedy.

Jackson is an imposter displaying innocence, friendship and justice but in fact a filthy minded, loser but rich bastard. I guess wealth is the only advantage he has. Thanks for his father. It's totally my bias. But heck cares!

My Amitabha is only applied to those who worth it.

Sometimes people think too much

17.8.13 when thing is stolen, you find the thief. What will you do?

As Aries, it's a straight line. Get my stuff back or get a new placement.

But to Virgo, it's complicated. It takes all factors, regardless relevant or not, into the consideration. Not to hurt people, then not to hurt oneself... Come on, why do you consider the thief when you are the victim?

Thief is thief and he is not stealing to save his mum, but for money.

I pity their way of processing info. It's too troubling and unhealthy.

2.8.2013

Cut queue auntie makes me wonder what is politeness. I let her go because I don't want to be like her.

A script on movie prelude said don't want ppl look down on him... I wonder do you think highly of yourself first? I always do.

A fat and normal look (sorry) lady ran towards the lift that is closing. She is smiling. I wonder, what makes me unhappy? I was a happy fat girl...

Being an adult

Because I am an adult, I must act like one
Because I am an adult, I must bear with other's sarcasm and teasing that are wrapped inside the candies
Because I am an adult, I can't cry publicly anymore
Because I am an adult, I can't tell people my sadness

But because I am an adult, I know how to destress and bring back my happiness. That's why I am here!

I have a better mood now. Wakakaka. Good job!

Feb 1, 2013

It's the end?

還好

一切都好:-)