that is the answer

finally i solved a 10-years question. i am relieved. it is not as hard as what i expect. but i can't control my tears, my heart is breaking. may Buddha bless me, this is my last heart pain to it.

a perfect guy

what is a perfect guy to you?

no drinking, no smoking and no gambling? never think about flirting around? plus romantic, humor and generous to you?

you may ask, does this kind of guy really exist in this cold-hearted world? well, maybe. it depends on whether you have the luck to meet him... ^^

then next step you should consider, is he the one to you?... hmmm


*my mobile phone was damage (>n<) it dropped into the water (sobbing) why don't it wait for the month of June? i am going to shift your heavy duty la... now i lost all my contacts...

i am going crazy

i am worrying. i may fall into trap, where i may get into a big trouble...

i am such a fool (arghhhhhhh...)

*sweet sweet sweet, filled in a superb sweet moment... (12:31am)

*i am going to buy a new hp to you, i can't bear the moments when i can't reach you at all. it scared me. i can't stand it anymore, mum. (9:55pm)

*sorry sis, i am not purposely to do so. i was frustrated to issue on above... but you called in such a perfect timing yaa... (9:25pm)

*fell asleep,... if nobody will feel sad, i wish i never wake up anymore... (6:30pm)

bleahhh, unlucky

thanks for that urgent report, thanks for the clever boss, thanks for everything that screwed up it... ha-ha... Be positive, may It give me the sign telling me it is not the time? may Buddha bless me...

coughing coughing... see doctor? donnnn't want (i deserve it, lalala)

Angela.Z & Gary.C

Angela Zhang (张韶涵)'s 不痛

[00:55.68]谎言让人太陶醉,
[00:58.83]陶醉在你给的世界,

[01:03.62]我不想不愿不去
[01:05.15]承认我的执著,
[01:07.04]怕不知不觉无法
[01:08.69]忍住眼泪不留,
[01:10.37]是爱伤害了彼此的自由,

[01:17.40]你不看不听不说
[01:19.12]为什麼要离开我,
[01:21.06]我不哭不笑
[01:22.69]只剩下沉默,
[01:27.46]带著我的骄傲高飞远走


& Gary (曹格)'s 背叛

[00:42.98]爱
[00:45.47]只剩下无奈
[00:50.89]我
[00:52.74]一直不愿再去猜

[01:12.46]紧紧相依的心如何
[01:16.13]Say goodbye
[01:19.59]你比我清楚还要我说明白

[01:26.27]爱太深会让人疯狂的勇敢

[01:41.48]把手放开不问一句
[01:48.29]当作最后一次对你的溺爱
[01:54.70]冷冷清清淡淡今后都不管
[02:02.60]只要你能愉快

recently...

i couldn't do my paper... at first i was sad now i am numb.

poor result? whatever...

*a very bad sign...

supposedly i am out from the house, having project discussion with my teammates. they cancelled it suddenly. it is very... (- -)

*this time, i am not so as "on" as before... didn't well-prepared like my friends... bleahhh...

going out later, may catch a movie; i am worried about my sore throat. it may spoil everything but leave the embarrassment to me. may Buddha bless me, please don't happen in cinema...

*a complicated thing can be simplified.

sick

cough cough cough cough cough... pale look, reddish nose, listless eyes; i look so sick!

now it is worse. after had my lunch, cough was coming. i vomited. haiz... waste of food...


*last night i studied till 4plus. my friend didn't break promise, accompanied me. i was surprised. i didn't expect that promise would be kept. thanks a lot. again, i was touched.