Mood Swing

recently my mood swing dramatically.

yesterday, i had a superb great mood.

my boss was very "piss off" on me as i did some error. i amended. too bad, he is a picky boss. therefore, he "scolded" me. however, i didn't cry because i didn't know he was scolding me. thus, i was surprised to his compliment on I'm strong enough to encounter his scolding. (i think he will vomit blood if he realises that i have no feeling to what he said at all) besides, he praised on my handwriting too.

overall, i found it was very funny. first of all, i didn't know he was scolding me, besides i wouldn't consider that as scolding as compared to my sisters. his level is MUCH lower. thus, no a big deal. second, i know i have a good handwriting. But, overall, what made me so HAPPY is my boss was frustrated. the part of reason is because of my error, (main reason is due to his own work) i was superb elated to his frustration. (from here, you can know how failure he is as a boss) :p

anyway, a coin has two side. TODAY, my mood is superb down. start from walking into the office until the end of the day... the worst is i read through a Friendster profile... it made me sick!!! or i should say, BU SHUANG!

gosh... mood swing is really bad to the health (some people say it may shorten the life span). May Buddha bless me, save me from this kind of struggling.

life...

a lot of things happened. i was happy, upset, frustrated, excited, disappointed and even angry when they incurred. i laughed, i shouted, i cursed at those moments. however, now i am feelingless.

i have a lot of thing to get it done. i wish to achieve something. i was inspired, yes, from my workplace. if they can achieve, i can too. however, sacrifices is unavoidable.

so, may my family, friends and anyone affected forgive me. i just wanna have something good to my beloved people.

May Buddha always watch at me, lead me to the correct path.. Namo Amitabha

say "hi"

wenwen babe was tired, working is tough and tiring.

he cut a new hairstyle, looked like a boy?

i can't sense your sincerity

a message, a call, do you get it?

it is a very bad feeling i have.

i took it

finally i gave the employer my reply, telling him i will take his job. however, i am unhappy. mostly because of myself, a mentally obstacle. i feel very "bu-shuang", very unhappy to this job. anyway, happy-go-lucky; just do it before i find a better one.

vomit blood

i can't find a dream job. it is so difficult to finding a job now. haiz.. i am really upset. should i take that offer? i still can withdraw now, should i?

So long, Toubi

a lovcly moment, a farewell for Toubi in cineleisure. hope she had an enjoyful dinner with us.
Kawaii Toubi, i and Eileen: cheers!
Kawaii Toubi and Kawaii Anata, aha, compatible! plus i, so sweet!!!! Toubi must cherish it o.. hihi
before Toubi leaves, let's take a photo here. "uniquely singapore". in fact, call us international group. :p