Good things
It's Cindy's birthday - wish her happy and healthy
Completed PT Bahari's DD timely
Met old friend for lunch and had a good laugh over the conversation
Apr 1, 2015
Mar 17, 2015
THESE DAYS
2015.3.18
Did a thing I never do in my lifetime. Verbal confession! (applause to my bravery)
I know I am impulsive. I don't expect good ending. I am doing it purely for my own satisfaction. I don't want to regret I never do it. Well, it ends up I don't really into it as I thought?
I am still learning... to love myself more. I believe I can achieve it. The proof is, I enjoy cooking for my family. The compliments, the smiles on their faces are so precious... no matter how tired it is...
Frustrating since last week
- because mum went to China
- because I am getting "mature" (hehe)
I clearly know the problem lies on myself hehe...
Conclusion of these few months: 郁闷 ^w^ll
I am HAPPY and HAPPIER...
Note: mum asked me to contact D.T. Hmmm, timid me
Did a thing I never do in my lifetime. Verbal confession! (applause to my bravery)
I know I am impulsive. I don't expect good ending. I am doing it purely for my own satisfaction. I don't want to regret I never do it. Well, it ends up I don't really into it as I thought?
I am still learning... to love myself more. I believe I can achieve it. The proof is, I enjoy cooking for my family. The compliments, the smiles on their faces are so precious... no matter how tired it is...
Frustrating since last week
- because mum went to China
- because I am getting "mature" (hehe)
I clearly know the problem lies on myself hehe...
Conclusion of these few months: 郁闷 ^w^ll
I am HAPPY and HAPPIER...
Note: mum asked me to contact D.T. Hmmm, timid me
Dec 16, 2014
Life is still not bad
2014.12.16
What happened recently?
Been approached by an American Vietnamese... Been assigned more tasks... Went to Desaru with family...Watched movies Hunger Game and Epic... Been annoyed by irritating relatives.... But what makes me almost get stroke is the kindness of my mother
I am totally admired and impressed to my mother's BIG HEART forgiving the sinners.
Do you know you should inform before visit especially you come to deliver wedding cake on behalf of your daughter?
Do you know leaving the cake and asking the person to collect is very disrespectful? and without the invitation card?
How much does an apology call worth? NOTHING esp. that person is my mother
What happened recently?
Been approached by an American Vietnamese... Been assigned more tasks... Went to Desaru with family...Watched movies Hunger Game and Epic... Been annoyed by irritating relatives.... But what makes me almost get stroke is the kindness of my mother
I am totally admired and impressed to my mother's BIG HEART forgiving the sinners.
Do you know you should inform before visit especially you come to deliver wedding cake on behalf of your daughter?
Do you know leaving the cake and asking the person to collect is very disrespectful? and without the invitation card?
How much does an apology call worth? NOTHING esp. that person is my mother
They will forgive you but not me. I will gradually forget but I don't forgive. 人必自重而人重之... YOU do not deserve my respect, He Family.
American Vietnamese, I am totally flattered and PUZZLED to his aggressiveness. Am I too conservative? Anyway, I am not impressed.
Epic is truly epic.
Hunger game is really a good movie.
Sometimes I think of a person. I doubt I can give him the happiness. I wish nothing but all the best to him, D.T.
Nevertheless, I am grateful my hot temper is short. I am grateful I still have some incentives at work - a lot of eye candies - they are so handsome and beautiful... lovely girls and boys ^^
Nov 16, 2014
2014.11.16 - 8.48pm (short break before working)
I made a mistake. This blog is to record all beautiful things / thought / people I experienced / met.
From now onward, I do my best to spread good and positive messages out!
Hee-hee!
Read 2 comic books called 120年的初恋 and 已逝时光中的哀之花, recall the beauty of love...
Beautiful~ hahahahaah
From now onward, I do my best to spread good and positive messages out!
Hee-hee!
Read 2 comic books called 120年的初恋 and 已逝时光中的哀之花, recall the beauty of love...
Beautiful~ hahahahaah
Nov 12, 2014
I am here because I am irritated
Nov 12, 2014
Woah, it is almost a year since I wrote the last post. There are a lot of changes...
The L left. Official announcement is he resigns because he wants to further study. The insider new is his employee evaluation is below expectation and as a result, retrenchment happens... or perhaps choice to resign is given...
I have been travelling almost every month since Dec 2013 - Seoul, Beijing, Shanghai, Jakarta, Bali, Bintan, Batam, Bandung, Yogyakarta, Rendang Island, Genting Highlands, Bangkok, Perth, Adelaide, Melbourne, Sydney, Manila, Taipei... Time flies in travelling for business and leisure... Am I happy? I feel being superior initially. Thereafter, exhaustion is swallowing me. Sadness comes when I am alone in Yogya in mid-autumn festival. It is the very first time I don't celebrate the day with my family together. Skype-ing with them barbecuing and gathering happily makes me wonder is this the life I want to pursue at that time...
The answer is half-half. I don't regret to whatever decision I made. I don't regret being utilized by company. It is a recognition to capability. I appreciate it. What I need to strive is balancing off the work life and personal life. As people say, you are responsible to your life. Don't shift blame to anyone or anything incl. work when you overlook your family, friends and other important thing / person in your life. You should know and weigh what is most important in your life. I have the answer.
I strive hard for career. However, I draw a clear line now. Nothing should affect my family and personal time. You can lose job but you should not lose your life. It's not a big deal finding a new job. It is a BIG deal if you lose your family, friends and life.
Being optimistic is a must to achieve success... I am hypnotizing myself.
Tried para-sailing, climbed Sydney's harbor bridge and nude swimming (OMG)... I don't try magic mushroom because I think of a friend who really cares about me... I always don't mean to hurt him but end up, I hurt him again. Perhaps it is not as bad as first time? I don't know. I only know my timidness to new relationship stop me from moving on. Sometimes, I am upset why does he give up so "easily"? Then I will remind myself he had been waiting for me about a year if I remember correctly... Anyway, it doesn't matter anymore... Noticed he is doing good or even better whenever I am not with him (bitter smile)...
Back to the main topic why I am here today, it is because I am totally mad at a lot of ad-hoc tasks which need to be completed at the same time is given to me on top of my load of works. All these works can only be done if I do overtime everyday... Guess do I do overtime?
I will work hard like a horse only if my hard work is recognized. For this, I must say my former manager is good in leading people. At least, to me, I like and respect her even though others said she is demanding (though I don't feel it this way at all. I feel it is kinda perfectionism which I have similar thought. Perhaps it is because we are both Aries). From her, I really learn A LOT. I am grateful I had been working for her.
What is my next solutions? I am thinking wild recently. I need some courage to take it. Sigh... If I don't start it, it will never happen, correct?
I hate being pessimistic. It sounds like a L. Phew!
All the best to myself. I achieve what I want.
Woah, it is almost a year since I wrote the last post. There are a lot of changes...
The L left. Official announcement is he resigns because he wants to further study. The insider new is his employee evaluation is below expectation and as a result, retrenchment happens... or perhaps choice to resign is given...
I have been travelling almost every month since Dec 2013 - Seoul, Beijing, Shanghai, Jakarta, Bali, Bintan, Batam, Bandung, Yogyakarta, Rendang Island, Genting Highlands, Bangkok, Perth, Adelaide, Melbourne, Sydney, Manila, Taipei... Time flies in travelling for business and leisure... Am I happy? I feel being superior initially. Thereafter, exhaustion is swallowing me. Sadness comes when I am alone in Yogya in mid-autumn festival. It is the very first time I don't celebrate the day with my family together. Skype-ing with them barbecuing and gathering happily makes me wonder is this the life I want to pursue at that time...
The answer is half-half. I don't regret to whatever decision I made. I don't regret being utilized by company. It is a recognition to capability. I appreciate it. What I need to strive is balancing off the work life and personal life. As people say, you are responsible to your life. Don't shift blame to anyone or anything incl. work when you overlook your family, friends and other important thing / person in your life. You should know and weigh what is most important in your life. I have the answer.
I strive hard for career. However, I draw a clear line now. Nothing should affect my family and personal time. You can lose job but you should not lose your life. It's not a big deal finding a new job. It is a BIG deal if you lose your family, friends and life.
Being optimistic is a must to achieve success... I am hypnotizing myself.
Tried para-sailing, climbed Sydney's harbor bridge and nude swimming (OMG)... I don't try magic mushroom because I think of a friend who really cares about me... I always don't mean to hurt him but end up, I hurt him again. Perhaps it is not as bad as first time? I don't know. I only know my timidness to new relationship stop me from moving on. Sometimes, I am upset why does he give up so "easily"? Then I will remind myself he had been waiting for me about a year if I remember correctly... Anyway, it doesn't matter anymore... Noticed he is doing good or even better whenever I am not with him (bitter smile)...
Back to the main topic why I am here today, it is because I am totally mad at a lot of ad-hoc tasks which need to be completed at the same time is given to me on top of my load of works. All these works can only be done if I do overtime everyday... Guess do I do overtime?
I will work hard like a horse only if my hard work is recognized. For this, I must say my former manager is good in leading people. At least, to me, I like and respect her even though others said she is demanding (though I don't feel it this way at all. I feel it is kinda perfectionism which I have similar thought. Perhaps it is because we are both Aries). From her, I really learn A LOT. I am grateful I had been working for her.
What is my next solutions? I am thinking wild recently. I need some courage to take it. Sigh... If I don't start it, it will never happen, correct?
I hate being pessimistic. It sounds like a L. Phew!
All the best to myself. I achieve what I want.
Nov 7, 2013
They are right
Why should I bother those unimportant?
I don't like to badmouth people. I don't join the gossiping.
I like to say good things of people because I see the good in them :)
I pity your poverty as you can only judge people by its cover and can only see "fake" side of people.
I work hard and so sorry it makes you "feel" threatening. Instead of improve yourself, of course you choose the easiest way that is badmouth me at no cost. I can totally understand the behavior of L. So be it :) I will keep moving on to the highest point :)
As long as I am doing without against my conscience, I do not need to bother how those unimportant judge me.
I don't like to badmouth people. I don't join the gossiping.
I like to say good things of people because I see the good in them :)
I pity your poverty as you can only judge people by its cover and can only see "fake" side of people.
I work hard and so sorry it makes you "feel" threatening. Instead of improve yourself, of course you choose the easiest way that is badmouth me at no cost. I can totally understand the behavior of L. So be it :) I will keep moving on to the highest point :)
As long as I am doing without against my conscience, I do not need to bother how those unimportant judge me.
Oct 31, 2013
2013.11.1
The start of Nov.
I did a good deed.
I asked a young girl to give up the seat to an old man standing in front of her.
To the girl, I may be a busybody bitch
To the crowd, I may be a daring and bold one
To the old man, I see his appreciation
I heck care the rest, I am firm what I do does not against my conscience. That is enough.
I did a good deed.
I asked a young girl to give up the seat to an old man standing in front of her.
To the girl, I may be a busybody bitch
To the crowd, I may be a daring and bold one
To the old man, I see his appreciation
I heck care the rest, I am firm what I do does not against my conscience. That is enough.
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