although i am sick...

i have my sister... she prepares refreshing coconut water to me... superb touching... (>o<)

the coconut water tastes heavenly great! (TuT)

i am adorable

i am touched but i will not tell that person. most of time people can't accept "kind" praise. perhaps, they are shy. :p thus, i choose to keep that feeling in my heart. thanks a lot, you are so kind-hearted. it is so great to know you ya. (coughing :p) you are adorable, like me. (applause)

note: today i coughed crazily again. xue te! moreover, fever visits me too. almost faint ha-ha... like a "ben dan" (;>n<;) sobbing...

i think...
i will lose voice... (- -')

haizZZZ...

he is smart!

he delighted me. opposite of cold dot com... :D

i did it

after one-week holiday, it is not so bad to return campus. it is very bad! some more i am sick. coughing crazily brought others inconvenience. i hate myself of giving others troubles.

i kept the smile on my face successfully although the cough almost killed me. (clap for myself)
d(^v^)b

should i?

i'm excited. should i or shouldn't i?

"to be or not to be, that's a question." by Shakespeare

will it affect academic? but is academic important? i am sick of it...

never mind, just give it a try.

you will not know if you never try...

give it a try eventhough you may need to pay a big price for it. else you may regret in the future.

"regret" is the most undesirable word

初三 20Feb07

初三 i was doing nothing but slacking at home he-he.. these photos were taken by 初二. 阿姨,舅舅们visited us. it was very exaggerated. the cars blocked the road, luckily it didn't cause a lot of inconvenience to our neighbors. however they can ease their mind as this scenario will happen again only after 2 years. cheerz!

初二 19Feb07

My Friend - a very CUTE guy (- -) OKC
My supplier - (^u^) SKY
My friends!!! taken at PhonCherng's house

初一 18Feb07

ang pao! i got a very BIG ang pao from my grandma! hurray!

in the night, i went out for a gathering. It is a slightly major gathering; Sky, KangWei, TeckHuat, JunYeh, HaoYong and his girlfriend, JinnLing, PhonCherng, XueLi, PeiWen, KhaiLing, SuCen, ChaiEe, FongFong, ManRong, SanYu, BoonChuan and his cousin, JinnHuey and XiaoTian.

my shows (><)

i almost cried it out.

i can't watch my favorite shows: supernatural and survivor:Fiji. i am so upset. i have waited for these shows for a whole week. Friday is my favorite day because of these shows.

sadddddddd.....

i am touched

i read a good article, a real story from my friend. it touched me. i don't believe eternity but i believe his sincerity. however, will it last forever? i wonder. as nothing can last forever. maybe one day i will see a different scene soon.


no matter how, he did sacrifice for it. at this moment, i am touched for his sake.

be positive!

> DBS
i am working as a part time DBS helper. hi-hi, it is a very easy task to everyone. do nothing but provide smile! smile is a very essential part in marketing. in other word, my part time job is selling smile ha-ha.

> QI
today was not so good as i was irritated by layma. as she is a girl, i did not know how to reject her request (i always cant reject girls' request). it brought me a trouble and then caused my frustration. i hope i can learn how to reject people's unreasonable request especially girls.

> XIN
i have enjoyed the campus life with my dear girl, Eileen. i miss dajie, a campus life with you is colorless. to both of them, i may change my appearance, however, in depth of my heart, i am still your xKen. hi-hi...

i gave my 1st rose

today 13 Feb 07, i bought a stalk of rose to my dearest friend, Eileen. in fact this is not my first time to buy the rose. i bought a bouquet of rose to my 3rd sister in her graduation ceremony. however, buying a Vday rose is my first time. as she told me her matter, i decide to give her a surprise. it is great to let her have this kind of feeling. to me, it is a very special experience too. like a small kid, i blushed when i bought it. :P i think i can understand those guys who buy roses. it is great to see her smile on her face. it is worth it.

unavoidable

(^.^") i did my best but it still happened. what i learnt in the past doesn't help me a lot...

i'm a fool again. (>u<)

i love u

to me, it is a very serious word, especially when it involves BGR. don't say it if you don't mean it.
my dear friend, Eileen, asked me don't i feel "ke xi" of giving up a buddy.
i told her, it is not easy to build up a friendship. it is tougher to build up "buddy"ship (fellowship). i am sad but i wondered, if he doesn't treasure it, why should i? therefore, no matter how sad i am, i will not waste any effort on it anymore.
i say it as i mean it.

i'm fooled

hi hi, i had my April fool lol. hm, am i angry? it depends.

well, i should make an announcement here,

the more important you are to me, the more i can't accept betrayal.

who are important to me? take a look o!

my parents, my sisters, my best girl-friends, buddies (msia + spore).

so sorry, i can accept "kind" jokes only.

i warned u more than twice, u still wanna do so? now what else you wanna say?

my dear bro, you destroyed my trust on you. ^^

cry

suddenly, Justin timberlake's cry me a river appears in my mind...

ya, i like to cry now...

to stranger, please be polite

firstly, i don't think that we are close enough. thus, please mind your manner. you have no right to use this kind of tone to me. even my brothers, buddies never treat me like that.

secondly, please be polite. i have no any responsibility to your boring. use your brain before you say. i think this is the basic etiquette, don't you know?

OK, this is the most unhappiness experience in msn since i use it.

a sweet gift from my sweetie

can't you see what is the content?



DANG DANG DANG DANG! cookies! they taste great!!!
i received it on Friday, I'm so blessed! i treated it as a pre-v gift ha ha...
thanks a lot to my sweetie, Pei Hua.

survivor: cook islands

i missed it! the final episode of survivor: cook islands. >.< now i just find out that Yul won the game. how i wish the winner is Ozzy...

no matter how, Yul is intelligent enough to win the honor although i feel sorry to Ozzy... >n<

upset

i have done it on Monday. she did it on Thursday. how could she says that mine is same as hers? upset-ing

it is too much.

ding dong ding dong

strangely added by a stranger in msn. then found out that he is friend of friend. feel not very nice. besides, his attitude.. cmi (cannot make it)but do you think that I'll bear a stranger's AP (attitude problem)? ha-ha...

recap: I'm a sweet, friendly and cheerful girl to my friends who know me.

think everything is going well... let it be. i feel relaxing and happy-ing as nothing is in my mind now except revenge of prince! work it out!

blur

i almost lost my keys!

after i went to 3 places, i found out that i lost my keys. luckily i still remember where i lost it - mailbox. fortunately it is still there. i can't imagine the consequence of losing it - i may be killed by my sister. some more, as it is found at mailbox, if somebody with bad intention can easily find my home.

again, thanks Buddha

PS: now i admit that I'm really blur.

a little naughty

today i returned what left yesterday, but i made a naughty play. hope it can be found, too bad i am unable to see the expression ha-ha

treasure her

today i heard of a good news from my friend. she is a very cute girl. she told me she has a boyfriend now. i know him too...

I'm elated to know about this info. i feel great to her as he is a nice guy. at the same time, i feel happy to him too. he is worth it.

i wish she can always happy, she has my blessing. V.C. ^o^

note: to him, 幸福真的不容易,要好好珍惜她 *wink*

happy-ing

today I'm quite happy, no reason, feel great to meeting up.

coincidence ^^

most important is nothing change.

most fearful thing is embarrassment.

fortunately it didn't happen.

私の名前はyiyingされています。

私は苦いチョコレートが非常に好きです。

私は向日葵が好きです。

私はあなたに関してすべてが非常に好きです。

私は家族を愛しています。

私は親友を愛しています。

彼を愛していましたが、私は彼を忘れようとします。

在世界中心呼喊爱

i heard of this movie <在世界中心呼喊爱> but i didn't watch it. today i read its comic book. it is filled with sadness and despair. a very nice story, cherish what we have

what would you choose?

if you die, what will you like to see?

1) your dearest beloved and those who know you crying, heartbreaking to your death, always keep you in their mind and sad forever?

or

2) hope there is a magic antidote which can make them forget you, forget your death, forget the sadness of losing you, they can live happily but you will be forgotten.

what will you choose?

hoping them remember you forever, feel heart pain whenever they recall you;
giving them the antidote, be noble of forgiving no one of your beloved remember your death, as long as no one of your beloved cry for you;

most of us may choose neither one of them as they may too extreme. people prefer their beloved will always remember them whenever they recall; they will feel sad and heart pain but not too much; they will forget me gradually but not too soon.

though i ask this question, in fact, i myself do not have an answer too. if you are interest please leave me your number i will tell you when i die. it may take more than 60 years...

crazy me

i spent whole night doing something unforgiven!

i slept at 7a.m. gosh! forgive mum! i betrayed your trust! damn me! i should do tutorials and revision rather than reading... comic books!!!

but i impressed myself too! as i woke up 12 noon! it is so incredible! ha-ha... some more i went to gym. cool~ but...

everything is SO ridiculous!!!!

i'm so tired

my "battery" is flat... there are so many things to do, but i have so little time to finish them. some more i can't resist the temptation. thus, a lot of things clashed.

on Tuesday night, i couldn't do my homework as my little cute nephew came. it did bring me a big impact which i never expect for this whole week. Wednesday is my free day but i am not free at all. i had my dates for whole day. i reached home at 11plus. at that time, i haven't touched my tutorial. i have enough time to finish it however quarrelling with sister and disturbing by uncontrollable factor did disrupted my plan. it affected my sleep too. a deep impact which i paid the price for the following days.

on Thursday, eye lids are already out of control. i need bed! however, i still went out with my sisters (arghh). again, i have been tempted.

time flies. now it is end of week 4. soon, i am going to have my mid-term test. of course, Chinese new year is around the corner too. though i have one-week holiday during Chinese New Year, i am worrying that i can't enjoy it as a lot of stupid stuffs need to be done.

my dear dajie and i

my dear dajie, Yan hong. Eileen and her are my best friends since we were in SP. last Wednesday, we had our happy k-session at Suntec City. as she was working, Eileen girl and i did sing a lot before she reached. therefore, we drank a lot ha ha.

she is as pretty as i remember. her dear dear is still handsome and humor too. i am great to have them singing together. i like to go out with them, i can freely show them the real me, a blur blur but cute xiao ken. ha ha :P

today (Thursday) i met my friend in campus while i was having lunch with Eileen. he told me chatting with me is a de-stressful thing. i heard of it before from my other friend. however, i wonder why they say so? ha ha, is it because I'm too pretty? (impossible) ha ha...

anyway, I'm great to know my best friends. they did give me what i wish to have since i was in secondary - a complete, whole friendship. As I'm a greedy person, i want the whole thing rather than a portion. Therefore, i can't bear to share my friendship with others so i can't find it in secondary. fortunately, i meet my dear girls in Singapore. i don't mind sharing tangible asset but i don't like to share those intangible valued asset with others.