气

从来，不觉得生为这里人，或是那里人因为都没什么了不起！

不想是这里人

更不想是那里人-自私自利，自我中心，以为小小一个岛国犹如千年古国般了不起-井底之蛙。

当然，生活在这里或那里都好，家里认为那里更安全。

第一次，有点恨，

为什么我生长在这里，生活在那里

为什么我要在他处遇见你？

可恶！！！

明明知道知易行难，为什么还来招惹我

What a "happy" Saturday

I gave my mum the "best" gift. I lost the digital camera she gave me. Dxxx it!

Mum said, 破财消灾

Part of me agreed with her. But the remaining of me think of karma. Is it because of my 幸灾乐祸 towards unpleasant and embarrassment of those whom I dislike? I should forgive them regardless what they have done on my parents?

On the other hand, I think of more rational side. I am careless because of tiredness. I used to pay my utmost attention on my stuff and I kept them as simple as possible while I was in Taiwan. But when I return, I didn't raise up my awareness at the same time the stuff are too bulky and messy with me.

I lost it. Mum didn't scold me as she knew, I tried my best finding it. But I couldn't forgive myself. That is her gift, and memoriable pictures and videos of the day are in the camera.

一字诀：悟

醒悟了

不记得是从哪里听过的，

“闭上眼，想一想那个你可能永远无法再见到的人们，睁开眼，会让你伤心永远不能再见、流泪不止的就是你最爱的人”

我傻傻的试了，也狠狠的哭了

心中的答案果然是最最最诚实的。

原来一直只有她

对读书、对人生、对待人处世，对一切的一切，都觉悟到不行！

悟哦哦哦哦~

（说的是挺了了，但真悟透了吗？旁人不以为然。我也有几分。哇罢了）

以爱我之名，我说你想听，做你想我做；我喜欢大家都开心。

可是，我会继续坚持我所坚持、执著我所执著、爱我所爱（就算其中一个是错的）

讨厌我的请继续讨厌，你的讨厌让我感觉到我的存在是你最大的威胁（爽）；

喜欢我的请继续喜欢，你们的存在是我继续活下去的最大理由（感恩）

May Buddha bless my beloved