是我没搞清楚状况？还是想太多？

bet they did mention at the beginning

u're hired for projects

though it did extend

the attribute doesn't change

i am invisible

sourcing for the info they need only

"you don't need to attend the conference."

? i know i am not enough of knowledge and skills to host the conference.

but, why i don't need to attend?

i voice out, "then, i can't learn."

he is speechless.

is it a kind of 抢功劳？

i need to study one new module for workplace...

the feeling is really not that good after I suffered "mental trauma"

I envy sisters' lovely relationships

I envy their investments

I envy their LV bags

But, what I can do is, WAIT till...

I am capable of skills and knowledge

I am savvy with mechanisms

I am fluent with different languages

I am rich

Then it would be the time they pay the price

a long way to go =)

\无奈/\等待/

since July... sense that something is wrong

CT scan and blood test tell nothing.

Endoscope found "ulcer" that was at last examined as first-stage cancer cell.

Thanks mum

081109 we cant do anything, but wait

We waited a great news - a success!

But we overlooked Dr. Melissa's words - pancreas

Operating theatre, High Dependency Unit, general ward - Block 5, Floor 7, Ward 57

Office, SGH, Home for 11 days

082409

With this envelope, check with chemo-therapist is there a need for chemotherapy on 11 Sep?

there is still a long way to go

Materialism

LV neverfull GM

LV speedy 30

LV wallet with coin pocket

Nokia E71

Iphone 3G+

HTC Diamond

Sony MP3

Ipod suffle

Honda Jazz

Suzuki Swift

Giorgio Armani Diamond Perfume

Channel Poison Perfume

...

I will have you all sooner or later!

My Nite Travel with My Family

Bushuang

080509

My platinum necklace has broken. This is the second time! Luckily my little diamond pendant is not missing. That is what I get after paying SGD10 repair fee? "Amazing"~ Mum asked me to buy a new one... LOL

080609

Stucked in train~ stood about 1 hour to reach my destination. "Amazing" morning~ I shall buy another new pair of HIGH heels

Happy

080509

Lovely night, after a great dinner, we set off to Orchard - Takashimaya. Then the next destination should be Clarke Quay, but our lovely "taxi uncle" brought us to Bukit Merah?? Haha, in the end, we went to AMK for crab meal as supper. I always think that having seafood in SG is stupid as I can have a super generous seafood banquet in MY at a much cheaper price. But at this time round, I must admit this Merllon Seafood doing quite well with their creativity. That's why it can expand from a small food stall to a big seafood restaurant. However, they shall improve themselves in terms of service.

Honesty could be a sin

When we were young, teachers taught us Honesty is a virtue. It is a must to be a honest person in our life...

What a lie...

Parents want honesty of children

Teachers prefer honest and smart students

Everyone loves honesty

We shall be honest

What a lie...

How to be honest when your honesty could hurt people without your notice?

How to be honest when your honesty could bring monetary loss to people?

How to be honest when your honesty is already a weakness to you?

I was told I am a very straightforward, direct and honest person. I don't know and don't like to lie. Rule by rule, that is my discipline.

However, this honesty already hurt people. If that so, I found no reason to be honest anymore.

I would rather be a liar, giving others an easier life although it breaks my rules, disgusts me...

At the same time, I found no more reason to trust people because they abuse my honesty

Morale of story: If I trust HR again, I am a fool.

Eventhough it's not my mistake (everyone shall pay the price for their mistake), I feel bad to this result. Sorry, Melissa.

Keep Smiling or Be A Loser

Am I evil?

If you are such hypocrite talking sarcastically in every speech you giving, I am sure No One would like to entertain you.

Ppl love to complain, "Why they don't like me?" Sometimes, you are just unlucky being together with a group of "unclick" people where unfortunately there is a person who has a strong influence power dislikes you. Then that is your luck. I met this before (but I never complain, I tried to fix). And trust me, that person would pay this price. The word of "forgiveness" doesn't really exist in my dictionary, to enemy.

Another reason is, the problem lies on you. Attitude is always the issue, especially in this case. =P Lunch break is really precious moment, be wise.

绝对男友

Just watched special last episode of Perfect Boyfriend.

... I wish I never watch it.

Knight:

"I can't have a family with Riiko. I wouldn't be aged. I remain this look loving Riiko forever. As I am a robot, I can't be together with Riiko for her sake...

I was born to love Riiko. But I wouldn't be together with her. Therefore, pls destroy me. My love to Riiko is torturing me."

Totally sad....

And that Stupid Riiko:

"Robot would never die. Knight is born to love me. Even if I die, the one he can/must only love is still me. At that time, Knight must be very sad because he can only love me. I really like Knight but I can't be together with him."

=______= Stupid! Cauz you love him, so you don't wanna him suffering when you die? Idiot. Should cherish the time and create more memories with him. No one can tell the future. Perhaps, he might be the one "dying" before you! (e.g. hit by TEU container! haha)

End up, stupid human girl runs towards the human boy too.

OK LOL, happy ending LOL. Human vs Human. Poor Robot who was created by Selfish Human die quietly.

Totally ................ can't accept that ending.

I prefer the previous sadly ending.

Asia Pacific Customs-Business Dialogue

01 Aug 09

Asia Pacific Customs-Business Dialogue (ACBD)

9am - 530pm

Grand Copthorne Waterfront Hotel, Grand Ballroom - Level 4

1) saw a manly Japanese guy who is tall and most importantly, eyebrows were shaved! wahaha

2) spilled a glass of orange (great piece of the day)

3) under-dressed (damn)

4) strong air-con (I thought there is a rise on electricity?)

5) so-so food

6) detailed documents

7) interesting presentations

conclusion: I would rather overdressed, next time