Apr 24, 2009

Am I possessive?

我的心情就像是坐云霄飞车般,忽高忽低的阴晴不定。

Dear MNC (you know who) still keeps me waiting. ^^ NVM, let's see who will be the final winner! "SoB"!

Dear part time (you know who too) delayed my time being together with my beloved. ^^ NVM, NVM, I am adult. NVM.

When I reached home, I was watching my beloved sleeping soundly with my little niece. It is a blessing; a peaceful mind is filled in me...

I was waiting for her waking up...

But I was sent to complete a task; a responsibility that shouldn't be mine but seemingly to be done by me only. It further killed my precious time. I know I am getting irritated. 

... Family Occasion's Merry

Why I can only see how busy my mum is and how messy my lodging that I cleaned in last night is?

(You are not in the right mood)

Why I gave in so easily to nephew's tantrums, why I felt sorry to him at that moment? 

(You are stupid)

Usually I supposed to enjoy playing computer games with my little cute nephew and niece. But now, I felt pissed only. 

I've had it enough =)

DBB said I am not possessive. But I doubt it. =( 

The mood is getting better after I mopped the floor. Perhaps, exercise is the best method to appease anger. Viewing those grand family pictures, enjoying our happy look, I know I am not angry anymore. 

Hope to share with you my pictures soon. 

Or I shall keep them privately as my talisman. 

A talisman to appease my sudden anger


Apr 21, 2009

Motorbike Robbery

Happening

Wendy, Candy, Marcus and I went to Causeway Point for gift collection. For the sake of Genting ticket booking, we went into JB. Then 3rd BIL went to meet his friend for a while. It is already around 830pm when we finally reach the destination for our dinner. 

Typical nasi brani embedded with fragrant beef and chicken rendang, BBQ and ice kacang enriched with a thick layer of coco powder, this is a real sinful bouquet to me! While we were enjoying it, I saw a waitress screaming with a frightened expression. Looking towards the direction she pointed at, a motorbike with 2 persons swiftly drove off. Behind it, a woman was lying down on the floor. The first word popped out from my mouth at the first moment is "SHIT!!!"

A robbery happened in front of me! 

Although her property is safe, she got a slight injury on her elbow, it is still Ridiculous! The robbers are really too much! The road where they tried to commit crime is just besides our hawker centre! It is really too much! 

WBD

Conclusion: JB is really not suitable for living... (sigh)

Apr 19, 2009

最甜美的果实

Why does the path towards the success always 一波三折??

Never mind

Never mind

I am telling myself

It doesn't matter, really

I am telling myself

I love challenges

I love to overcome the obstacles

The more difficult the process

I have gonna go through

The more tiring the effort

I have gonna pay

The sweeter the fruit of success

I would obtain

Eventually

Apr 18, 2009

Knowing

Cast by Nicholas Cage, Knowing is the best movie describing the potential natural disaster human being gonna face in the future, perhaps, near future. 

A little girl who predicts the disasters within 50 years where all her messages are given by those kind aliens. She played a role to convey the warning of those kind-hearted non-human being... But no one knows.

In the end of the story, our beautiful planet - the Earth is destroyed by the powerful solar wave. Those kids who have been chosen by aliens are sent to another beautiful planet - a beautiful hope given by writer...

As if it would happen!!

For sure, Natural Disasters would happen sooner or later. All are triggered by destruction of human being that have done a lot on the planet. Human being would not have a good ending like what writer of Knowing "hopes" - kids continue the story of human being... No way!!! Human being would extinct like those species which exist once on the planet. (You think, aliens are so free to lend their hands?) Perhaps, it is the "harvest" time of human being for their "long-time effort" on the Earth. Pitiful but beautiful Karma time... =] Honestly, if the day comes, I would say, human being deserve it.

Hope you get the warning from this movie, too - Cherish our planet

Before watching this movie, I just have a talk with mum. Telling her, the end of the world is coming, why are we still pursuing fame, wealth and worrying about those unimportant in our life? I would rather spend time with them before the end of the world. She laughs non-stop in the phone. I love it. And because of it, I sincerely hope that Karma on human being wouldn't happen too fast. Let me enjoy my mum's laughter a little more time... 

May Buddha bless Everyone Else...

GE

努力了未必有收获
不努力一定没有收获

I would never give in

I would never give up

I am your best choice

and

You are my best choice, too

I have faith in you

Please give me yours, too

Apr 16, 2009

I am having a happy birth-week but...

Except Monday, I am fully booked >___<
But

I am having a slightly bad mood

真是的


By the way

I wanna watch Knowing!!!

=D

Apr 5, 2009

movie movie movie

Dragon Ball - the most interesting parts > whenever 周润发 appears
Confessions of the Shopaholic - great!!

Look forward to Shijoku, Knowing, & Transformer II

I am a coward

I am a coward
Timid!!!

Sick of IT!!!

胆小鬼!!!

就只会嘴炮!!!

Apr 3, 2009

To HH

是爱情还是执著蒙蔽了你的双眼? 

为什么认定她是你的唯一?

是爱情让你放不下?

还是不甘心?

难过自己的努力没有得到回报

所以不舍得放弃?

爱情不是1+1=2的公式

更不是读书

有努力就有回报

何必在乎她所说过的那些“甜言蜜语”

何必在乎她隐瞒背后的故事?

那只不过是你自己给的缓期徒刑

帮她找理由

帮自己找借口

给自己一个好死吧

接受事实

放下,再出发

有舍必有得

或许你会获得意想不到的

不要被自己的执著害了

封闭自己的心

只为了一个你以为是你的真爱的假象

若干年后

你会发现

为了她所受的伤心,委屈,难过

都是微不足道

都只是成长的一小部分

加油,你真的值得更好的

Apr 2, 2009

EQ

Whenever it involves you, I lose control.

Regardless how many curse and swear apply on me, I don't mind.

*不重要的人说的话能有多重要?

But once they apply on you...

Let's wait and see how much I can tolerate 

*就像你心疼他们对Wendy所出的恶言,我也有同感

Tolerance

Tolerance

Tolerance

Tolerance

Tolerance

...............................

Ludicrous!!!!!!!

*不过是正巧我们流着同样的血

Cauz' of this relation, I tolerant till today since 2002.

CHAOS

CHAOS

CHAOS

It is just an issue of TIME

我的人生:

爸爸,妈妈,姐姐,好友和未来爱我和我爱的人

乱七八糟的你们不要搅乱了我人生里的人们

I've had it enough!!!!

Apr 1, 2009

over-estimation

I overestimated myself
I am not that heartless as I thought...

Job offer and interviews come in a lump sum

on the 2nd day of work

I made the decision

as I told myself I would do so when the opportunity comes

But

I felt bad

when I accepted it

Sorry to E.gal, 

I know you understand my dilemma

Sorry to conscience

If there is the way to survive

If there is the way to succeed

If there is the way to achieve my ultimate dreams

I will leave you behind

Eventhough my heart is in a deep pain

May Buddha forgive me