Mar 29, 2008

我的妈妈是模范

贪嗔痴恨爱恶怨

人,污秽

我的妈妈却出污泥而不染

永远永远不会超出身为人、媳妇、妻子、母亲、岳母和祖母的模范角色。

永远都遵循道德的规范标准。

尽心尽力,将她的一生奉献给家;

任劳任怨,从来不会怪别人带给她的不幸(即使它们很该死)

当我们愤愤不平时,她都会说,“算了吧。”

当我们为了小事而不愉快时,她也会说,“心平气和些。”

这样完美的妈妈我一直都引以为傲,是我的学习榜样。

但是,我不完美

我无法原谅

像现在,我又为了那些该死的和妈妈不愉快了

魔障,是我自己给自己的

我不快乐,因为我不想为了那些不值得和我最爱的人不愉快

我了解,也想照她所说的做

但是

我办不到

我无法原谅

我不是妈妈

我不是妈妈

我不是妈妈

我的信仰,我的佛祖,我会下地狱吧?

因为,我真的无法原谅

我不是神,我无法忘记

发生过的

弥补,对我来说,

已经太迟了。

Mar 28, 2008

Listening

在水一方,在周杰伦的《周大侠》里“看”到的一词。不知为何有了思念的思绪,想到你,在水一方,我到不了的那一方

《青花瓷》,思念的味道

梁静茹《会呼吸的痛》,听了真的是,痛。

马天宇《依然在一起》,简简单单的淡淡感叹;记忆,不需要。

Avril Lavigne, When You're Gone

Alicia Keys, No One

Mar 26, 2008

Know e Questions U r Asking

My mum always says, think before you ask. (想过了才问问题)
My sisters complimented, I always did all I could do for the best result I could have. Sometimes, I may over-do and over-anxious in preparation.

But, that is me. Before I do one thing, I would try to do some preparation. For instance, research on Taiwan trip although I signed a tour package. I hate being ignorant during the process.

As long as you know what, why are you asking it, I can accept any cute, stupid, offensive or aggressive questions which intend to play, test or challenge me. At least you did some preparation before you ask.

Mar 25, 2008

PSA Pasir Panjang Port Tour

What else I can say? I was totally elated and moved! It is a really really really DEMANDING, TOUGH and STRESSFUL job. Honestly, I was scared. I scare that I might not be able to cope with the demand. I scare that I might disappoint PSA ultimately IF I was shortlisted in the end. Anyway, since it is just the first phrase of interview process. Let's wait and see!

Hm, I am really no confidence at all to get this job... Orz

Mar 23, 2008

My S$ fled away~

一大清早,就已梳洗一番,准备出门了。(Os:我美好的星期天啊~)

My destination is Convention Hall 401, Suntec City, Singapore. Chan's Brother Travel Fair is held at 10a.m. Before reaching, there is another tour agency called Dynasty Travel organizing their travel booths at the entrance of Suntec City! A path we must pass through to go to Convention Hall, excludes those of drive cars or take cab. I must say, they are so mean! (Os: 够狠) Apparently try to snatch customers, (os: but I like it! ha-ha...)

However, what they (Chan's and Dynasty) offered me are so so so so lousy while their price are so high, compared to Five Stars Tours. I met a salesperson in Chan's Brother Travel Fair, I must praise for his presentation. Although the tour package is very lousy, he still can talk WELL, makes it very wonderful and interesting as well as take us, clients, into their consideration. I know that the 8-day tour package I want has limited seats for a particular day I chose. Then that clever salesperson was keep offering me a 7-day tour package which is SUPERB lousy to me. In fact, when I read through their tour itinerary, both packages are not attractive to me. note: Lousy, to me, is FEW places we will travel, TIME-CONSUMING transport spent on travelling to one place from another place. After I know their prices, there is only one word in my mind. (Os: SIAO) Luckily I am not stupid as I did some research on Taiwan, not only visited different tour agencies but also find information via Internet. Or else, I may be "persuaded" by his talk. However, thanks to him and this travel fair, I got some information about Taiwan and also their brochures! (Os: OMG, the Maps - in Mandarin o!!)
note: a Taiwan Map (in English) costs S$10.50 in NUS COOP.

Candy and Marcus accompanied me to the office of SA Tours in Chinatown. Candy was unhappy to the service provided by a salesperson, named him as A (a middle-aged male). Because of his attitude, we decided to compare the prices offered by other tour agencies which we can find them in Chinatown too. note: most of famous tour agencies e.g. Five Stars Tours, CTC, SA Tours, ASA Holidays and etc set their headquarters at People's Park Complex, Chinatown. However, after a discussion, we went back to SA Tours because of its tour itinerary is the optimal one BUT its price is also the highest. (Os: sobbing) To me, itinerary is more important as I hope my parents can enjoy the tour. (Os: so, BYE, my S$ notes~) Although we went back to SA Tours, we signed this deal with another salesperson B (a long-hair lady with a relatively friendly smile).

This is not an end of the story. I have to buy necessary stuff for this trip; luggage, handbag, swimsuits, more detailed research, contact friends in Taiwan etc... Hope this would be a great experience to me and my parents!

Mar 22, 2008

刚吃完晚餐

以前的我很少,甚至是几乎不下厨。就算煮包泡面或冲杯美禄,也要妈妈或姐姐帮忙看着(羞)。更别提煎颗荷包蛋了,那简直是个大工程(笑)这不禁让我想起了我中学家政科的趣事。But, that's another story.

随着年龄的增长,即使我甚少下厨,可我也从来没烧坏菜。这可多亏了我的母亲。我可说是从小看着她煮饭的侧影长大的。小时还会埋怨妈妈怎么都不让我试一试(身手)?长大后才渐渐体会了妈妈说的,“看着,记住,就会(烧菜)了。”这还真不假!!我不就是个铁铮铮的例子吗?

现在的我,烧菜技术是日益纯熟了。就算一个人烧菜,脑海还是会自动浮现妈妈烧菜时的模样,想幻灯片般不断重播。一个人,一口接一口地吃着自己烧的菜,不论再好吃、再怎么模仿,都还是缺了一味。。。

#我妈妈的,我家的,纯粹的幸福味道#



真的是长不大。。。(笑)



真的是,好想回家。。。(哀)

I love BBS


Finally I know why BBS is so attractive to "乡民". It is so exciting! You can get a lot of information, knowledge or gossip from BBS. Take this 台湾总统大选 as an example, apparently most of 乡民 (no matter they support KMT or DPP), they wish a better future to Taiwan. Besides, you can observe that most of them are not happy to the issue of 吴淑珍 (wife of current president of Taiwan, 陈水扁). They wish that a fair and just judgment will be processed to her case. Except some of aggressive 乡民, most of them are humor and interesting. I know I fall in love with BBS! I don't mind to be a 乡民 too! ha-ha...

Note: Congrats Mr.马英九 of KMT been selected as President of Taiwan! cheers!


However, to Mr.马英九, there is a long path to go. Thanks for DPP, Taiwan 負債 from $4+兆 to 13+兆. (Taken from 乡民 discussion). Hope that Taiwan people give more time and confidence to Mr.马英九 so that he can work it out, bring Taiwan a positive economic growth.

All the best, Taiwan.

News: 報告新總統先惦惦爛攤子... 負債13.5兆 金改損3千億
http://tw.news.yahoo.com/article/url/d/a/080322/17/vu5f.html

Picture forwarded frm:
http://magazine.sina.com.tw/images/newtaiwan/576/2007-04-05/U17P88T11D31725F159DT20070405225652_max300.JPG

Mar 18, 2008

listen to me, let me explain

it appears only when you really care about that person...

add: damn it, stop appear in my mind!

Mar 11, 2008

“烦”一定是书生所创之字

I think that the word of "烦" created by 书生 of the past. Why I say so? If we split out the word of "烦", they are the words of "火" and "页", means 焚书之意. Who will frustrate on the books? Of course those who are reading. 书生 are so "烦" on reading till wish to burn them. That is what I am feeling. Of course, if we stand on another viewpoint, we can also guess that something has troubled 书生 till they are so "烦". The level of their "烦" is accelerated up to the level of burning their favorite = books.

Wahahaha...

*Just for fun*

Mar 5, 2008

5th Mar I was tipsy

Here is wen wen yaa... & I~ We found that we share the same thought!Before the wine appreciation starts, the glasses are well-arranged.
Well, our generous speaker said we hit the jackpot as he got more wine sponsorship. Here are the 4 types of wine we tasted. In fact, we have 8 bottles of wine!!! Whaooo~

During the session, I tasted champagne, white wine and 2 types of red wine. *Tipsy*
Here is our speaker, Mr. Ch'ng Poh Tiong (Gosh, I hope that I didn't spell wrongly). He is a well-known wine writer in Singapore. You may find his articles in 联合早报.

Updated on 22 Mar 08:
There are 4 types of wines presented on that wine appreciation session.
  1. Champagne: France, GH Mumm, Cordon Rouge, 12.5% alcohol
  2. Red wine: Australia, Jacob's Creek, Grenache Shiraz - Vintage 2006, 14.5% alcohol
  3. Red wine: New Zealand, Montana South Island, Pinot Noir - 2007, 12.5% alcohol
  4. White wine: New Zealand, Montana Malborough, Sauvignon Blanc - 2007, 12.5% alcohol

Personally I prefer white wine. Mr. Ch'ng is kind enough, he recommended me several bottles of white wine. I will share with you my feedback soon after I appreciate those wines.

Mar 3, 2008

又一个摧毁





以为,不会发生;假装,那是在未来
谁知道,未来已经是现在。
完全地,毁了我所有在这里的童年回忆
一点也不剩
发展,永远是胜者


Mar 2, 2008

I love Rengit where my parents living at...

Omg, "Black" oil
Smokes
Yummy Durians bought by my Dearest dad
I designed and they not only made it as their class uniforms but also related product - magnet... *Happy*

浑然不知时光流逝





Before Election @ My Hometown