Oct 30, 2008

I found "you"

Google Chrome is really something.
I could find whatever information I am looking for. 
As long as I key in the correct keywords...
I keyed in.
And I found it surprisingly. 
I almost cry it out. 
Thanks for technology.
Everything is online. 
No one could hide. 
No one could be forgotten.

The pain last forever. 
Never mind, 
Let it be

Oct 26, 2008

因祸得福吗?

Cloudy Sunday
woke up around 9 plus, lying on the bed and staring at the ceiling
what I gonna do?
well, it couldn't help if I just keep doing so
crawled out from the blanket, opened the desktop (yuxx)
nobody gonna help, let's check it out myself
printer is getting crazy again (very hard to detect it as a recognized tool)
whose fault?
still indecisive...
should I or should not I?
I know I should but so many constraints hindered me
never mind, let's talk to my battery (to reach her, it is not an easy task manz - Jewelle is the cause)
"mum, ...." "......"
ha-ha... as you said, I just want to get a scolding from you.
OK, let's set off.
Time is around 1.
damn it, life is not always smooth.
Dell's Inspiron 1420 is not available.
I am in a loss again
what I gonna do?
luckily
Maliki recommended another 3 models
after consulted with Marcus
Acer wons again
though it don't have bluetooth
it fulfils my 3 requirements (net-surfing, report, Game!)
and most important
it has 3-years warranty and microsoft office software included in a very cheap price
OK (grinding teeth), buy it
time is around 1.23
money transaction is immediate
so "efficiently" the Challenger
but where is my laptop?
"well, you wait for a while. your laptop is setting up. you can collect it here (leading me to a corner) then, i go for my lunch first. OK?"
!!!
what I could say, then?
break your legs to stop you?
"OK."
wait wait wait wait... about 20 ++ min
"excuse me, may I check with you how's the progress of my laptop?"
"oh, we just get it and just start the set-up. please wait about 20 minutes."
(shocked) just get it?
"OK."
sat on the chair, and started STONEeeee
"hi, miss, it is already OK."
Hurray, my Buddha
stood up (though I want to jump) from the chair and walked (I wish I can run) towards the counter
another 10 + minutes on check-up...
when the IT staff is going to pack my laptop into the bag
"wait! let me check the shell, thanks"
"? oh ok... well, usually it is free of defective."
"to play safe." (no idea, just want to check)
in few minutes,
"... what is this?" (pointing on the crack at the edge of the top)
"erm.... (try to erase it) a dirt? erm, I think it is a scratch. let me get you a new one."
"hello, give me a new Acer Ex4630Z..."
well, what a BIG scracth
"OK, thank you."
another set-up time...
STONE on the chair, again
Time is about 3.
Haiz... half of my Sunday is goneeee
"sorry, miss, there is something wrong."
!!!
"what is it?"
"they gave me a wrong laptop to set-up. the model you want is unavailable now. could you come and collect tomo...OK?"
OK???
"I WANT REFUNDDDD!!!"
explanation continued till Maliki was back.
he went to understand what was happening
while I STONE again...
but in a helpless anger
my pathetic Sunday, you died in a misery
"yiying, I can get you a new one within 45 minutes... (my eyeballs popped out with fire) AND, to compensate your time, we would like to give you this and this..."
"................(helpless, listless and grumbling)"
"give me one more wireless mouse" (grinding teeth)
I know, he can make it.
I wandered around as I gave him 1 hour and 15 minutes
stupid me
toy shop Popular Jollibean Daiso playground...
damn it my poor legs
time is 6.06
finally, I get my laptop with those additional free gifts home
what are they?
let's wait for my laptop ready tomorrow...

Oct 21, 2008

To Dr. Loh

thank you

without you

what will happen?

thank you

Oct 19, 2008

You must learn from my dad

it is not because of the digits

it is not a huge amount, too

it is a token issue

he didn't say anything to me, too

scolding

grumbling

or nagging

NONE at all

just pass me the money

words are meaningless

a hug a eternity love

morale of the story: 这样的男人才是王道!

Oct 16, 2008

i lost my laptop after 5 months i lost my digital camera.

i always aware of the stealing issue spreading over the campus. in this semester, i never leave my laptop unattendable.

Murphy's Law broadly states, "if anything can go wrong, it will." It is also cited as: "Whatever can go wrong will go wrong, and at the worst possible time, in the worst possible way".

this time, i left my hand fully occupied with sandwiches and a cup of hot milo again. same as that time i lost my digital camera, assisting my mum handling my nephew and his baby chair.

because of my carelessness, i lost most important tools in my life.

if i am doing an analysis about the external factors affecting me, they would be:
1. physical exhaustion
2. mentally carelessness
3. distraction on external features surrounding me
4. timing constraint

policeman asked me the value of the laptop. the value? to them, they want to know its monetary value. 1.9+K about 2k. but to me, it is priceless.

it contains numerous of memorable, valuable information and materials

the most heartbreaking is those videos and pictures of my family. it makes me out of breath whenever i think of them
then the favorites!
and the relevant information in my life...

laptop is the tool, just like the digital camera. what they contain are more important to me.

mum said, po cai xiao zai. wen said, fate ends. but i would say, "ken go and die"

anyway, mum and wen, thanks. again, i have to learn to let go. and i am telling myself, perhaps, it is Buddha's hint - i should let you go.

nat, eileen, nic, jo, yenteng etc thanks for concern.

mum, i would do what you wish me to do...

Oct 12, 2008

快乐天堂

did anyone hear of this song before?

no reason, just bring up bits of my memorable childhood...

好想出去走走

虽公务缠身,仍想出去走走

海边!
博物馆!
理工学院!

我也想:

野餐!
唱K!
打篮球!
骑单车!
看电影!
打麻将!

哈哈哈

算了,就先去gym好了~凑合凑合着。。。



Oct 9, 2008

要笑得开心,活得快乐

变态?哈哈,我喜欢
不过我不是啦





很空。。。
很空。。。



要笑笑!





随缘吧!





会珍惜的就会珍惜
不用我去确认



电池要来了
终于。。。
不然我要死了



但是好好奇哦
谁会哭呢?

Oct 5, 2008

No Goal

Should go home

Shouldn't stuck here

Perhaps

Air Stewardess is the only way to get me out of this chaos...

Considering...


Oct 4, 2008

咩咩(4)巴士

总是一个人

跟着他/(她)朋友上了巴士

又一个人

坐在车后一偶

慢慢地滑下身子

双脚高高/(悄悄)地扳起

紧紧挨着前座

找到了最舒适的位子

打开车窗

头发一点也没被风吹乱(笑)/(吹得乱七八糟)(气)

专注地静静地看着窗外

是看着天空吧?

是吧?



有一天

他坐在她身边了

勇气却从她身上失踪了

什么都没说

他坐回自己那一偶/她继续看着课本

滑下身子

扳起双腿

打开车窗

眼睛却闭上了。。。/课本的字都是模糊的




End Time City

Retrieved from Amazon.com

Photographs by Michael Ackerman

秃鹰抢食,猴子被囚禁的豁达、无助、无奈和依赖,人类死亡的冲击

Mixture of feelings...

猴子的感情比人类还要赤裸裸的呈现出来。。。


Oct 1, 2008

first and last

011008-1125pm

好开心

朋友送我一首歌

萧敬腾的原谅我

好久没那么开心了

开心得掉眼泪

一直不会停

看来会开心很久。。。

希望不要太久

不然

我怕我很难再开心了