Apr 1, 2009

over-estimation

I overestimated myself
I am not that heartless as I thought...

Job offer and interviews come in a lump sum

on the 2nd day of work

I made the decision

as I told myself I would do so when the opportunity comes

But

I felt bad

when I accepted it

Sorry to E.gal, 

I know you understand my dilemma

Sorry to conscience

If there is the way to survive

If there is the way to succeed

If there is the way to achieve my ultimate dreams

I will leave you behind

Eventhough my heart is in a deep pain

May Buddha forgive me