It is fascinating to read the past posts and recall my feeling when I write.
I am relieving.
I accepted the fact the society welcomes hypocrites, instead of truth teller.
I accepted the fact I don't want to be those people telling sarcasm but treat it as "a sense of humor"
I accepted the fact who I am, a serious girl who dislike to badmouth behind oneself's back, criticize but act friendly to those whom I dislike. Though it is painful, I will remain who I am, as usual. I am proud of being a honest and blunt person.
But, this valuable side of me will no longer show to the society anymore. I will keep it to myself, being low-key, and living happily with my beloved.
Hehe...