Jun 29, 2008
Scary M
As usual, I would only go to downstairs on Sunday for the sake of sundry of next week.
But, today I am in a good mood. I decided to shop for a while.
After handing over my broken glasses for repair, I wandered to Gio. I found that I have none of white T although I have a lot of Black. So I picked up both of Size L and M to fitting room, not as usual.
In the past, I could only wear either size XL or even bigger. Now, I know that I can wear size L. hahaha...
In the fitting room, I realized that size L doesn't suit me well! Gosh, in mandarin, "doesn't fit me well" is called "穿不下". But now, my situation is "穿太下"!
I have to wear size M!! It is such an incredible size number to me!! Regardless the material, cutting or what, the T I am going to buy is the same as what I bought in the past. So, it means that I did achieve what I want?
I should feel happy, right? But, why I am not?
But, today I am in a good mood. I decided to shop for a while.
After handing over my broken glasses for repair, I wandered to Gio. I found that I have none of white T although I have a lot of Black. So I picked up both of Size L and M to fitting room, not as usual.
In the past, I could only wear either size XL or even bigger. Now, I know that I can wear size L. hahaha...
In the fitting room, I realized that size L doesn't suit me well! Gosh, in mandarin, "doesn't fit me well" is called "穿不下". But now, my situation is "穿太下"!
I have to wear size M!! It is such an incredible size number to me!! Regardless the material, cutting or what, the T I am going to buy is the same as what I bought in the past. So, it means that I did achieve what I want?
I should feel happy, right? But, why I am not?
Jun 28, 2008
就只为了让我记住
上次去了那里，很可惜没见到该见的，却认识了不该认识的。
回来后，心里想着：“这么样我都会再去一次”。
是为了海阔天空-一生的梦想
也为了该见的就要见
可是，那目的竟悄悄地多了一个。。。
后来，因为不同人的意见，想法和观点，心情上一直不断遭受变化。。。
起伏不定
可是，想出国的想法越来越强烈；不一定要再去那里，哪里都好
让我远离这里
本来是有个机会的，结果，却又去不成了。
香港，怎么这么难去？
海洋公园、大屿山、黄大仙。。。
接着，又有一些不切实际需要别人更大配合度的机会降临
肯定的，更加不可能了
大环境的因素更让我寸步难行
等了又等，终于机会又来了！
好不容易！好不容易！
开心不已的定下了可以海阔天空的临时合约
满怀喜悦的大声分享
结果呢？
答案却是令人气愤难过的
不过
这也让我明白了解到
你真的不真实
虚拟，空洞
临时合约是需要束缚的
站着、看着、想着
突然觉得
空
竟然忘了我最初的目的
变成好像只为了赌一口气
心境不一样了！
我不想带着这种烂心情去！
犹豫不决的，终于还是放弃了履行合约的机会
是上天的旨意吗？
让我在犹豫时遇见了
或许真的还不是时候
一个人旅行
问了这么多人讯息，给了这么多空头支票
麻烦了好多朋友
真的对不住
老业
陈医师
雪莉gal
eileen gal
derrick
wen
。。。
还有我的家人
让你们费心了
不过没去成你们一定很开心的咯！
算了
我会期待澳洲之旅
如果计划还是赶不上变化
我不会再去顾虑了
到时
我会一个人旅行的
Jun 23, 2008
Sorry I am wrong
I learnt a real-life lesson from this company's HR department. At first, I thought they are different. In fact, they are indifferent.
Again, I am the one to be blamed. I made a wrong step. In the future, I would not feel shy anymore. I would "bombard" those whoever I should do so!
SO, JIA U JIA U !!!
Again, I am the one to be blamed. I made a wrong step. In the future, I would not feel shy anymore. I would "bombard" those whoever I should do so!
SO, JIA U JIA U !!!
Jun 12, 2008
be yourself, be your own lord
i just watch the TV programme - myworldmyblog regarding to the stories of teenagers in Singapore.
today, the story is about a teen who loves to be alone. he has been treated as a weirdo by his friends surrounding him, even his parents (i think this is the saddest part). so, he tried his best to change himself to suit others. however, he failed.
there is a sentence he said in the show caught my attention,
"if i can't be me (myself), what can i be?"
that is the point!
luckily, he accepted being himself and been accepted by others too. that is the end of the story. regardless its accuracy, the point is clearly stated.
don't push yourself too hard for the sake of others! unless they worth it! from my viewpoints, they are those of my family, so far. but the funniest part is, the one who understands me better is my best friend. hahaha... cool!
today, the story is about a teen who loves to be alone. he has been treated as a weirdo by his friends surrounding him, even his parents (i think this is the saddest part). so, he tried his best to change himself to suit others. however, he failed.
there is a sentence he said in the show caught my attention,
"if i can't be me (myself), what can i be?"
that is the point!
luckily, he accepted being himself and been accepted by others too. that is the end of the story. regardless its accuracy, the point is clearly stated.
don't push yourself too hard for the sake of others! unless they worth it! from my viewpoints, they are those of my family, so far. but the funniest part is, the one who understands me better is my best friend. hahaha... cool!
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