I can smile to the world but only cry in front of you
I can lose the whole world but I can't live without you
I can tell the world I am strong but I can't bear leaving from your hug
I think I am strong, but tear is flowing when I hear you
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I start missing you.
It is incredibly regularly think of you
It is about once per month, the lock is loosen and then, you will appear on my mind
I have to re-seal it with the most powerful incantation
As you are forbidden, forever