happy-ing

today I'm quite happy, no reason, feel great to meeting up.

coincidence ^^

most important is nothing change.

most fearful thing is embarrassment.

fortunately it didn't happen.

私の名前はyiyingされています。

私は苦いチョコレートが非常に好きです。

私は向日葵が好きです。

私はあなたに関してすべてが非常に好きです。

私は家族を愛しています。

私は親友を愛しています。

彼を愛していましたが、私は彼を忘れようとします。

在世界中心呼喊爱

i heard of this movie <在世界中心呼喊爱> but i didn't watch it. today i read its comic book. it is filled with sadness and despair. a very nice story, cherish what we have

what would you choose?

if you die, what will you like to see?

1) your dearest beloved and those who know you crying, heartbreaking to your death, always keep you in their mind and sad forever?

or

2) hope there is a magic antidote which can make them forget you, forget your death, forget the sadness of losing you, they can live happily but you will be forgotten.

what will you choose?

hoping them remember you forever, feel heart pain whenever they recall you;
giving them the antidote, be noble of forgiving no one of your beloved remember your death, as long as no one of your beloved cry for you;

most of us may choose neither one of them as they may too extreme. people prefer their beloved will always remember them whenever they recall; they will feel sad and heart pain but not too much; they will forget me gradually but not too soon.

though i ask this question, in fact, i myself do not have an answer too. if you are interest please leave me your number i will tell you when i die. it may take more than 60 years...

crazy me

i spent whole night doing something unforgiven!

i slept at 7a.m. gosh! forgive mum! i betrayed your trust! damn me! i should do tutorials and revision rather than reading... comic books!!!

but i impressed myself too! as i woke up 12 noon! it is so incredible! ha-ha... some more i went to gym. cool~ but...

everything is SO ridiculous!!!!

i'm so tired

my "battery" is flat... there are so many things to do, but i have so little time to finish them. some more i can't resist the temptation. thus, a lot of things clashed.

on Tuesday night, i couldn't do my homework as my little cute nephew came. it did bring me a big impact which i never expect for this whole week. Wednesday is my free day but i am not free at all. i had my dates for whole day. i reached home at 11plus. at that time, i haven't touched my tutorial. i have enough time to finish it however quarrelling with sister and disturbing by uncontrollable factor did disrupted my plan. it affected my sleep too. a deep impact which i paid the price for the following days.

on Thursday, eye lids are already out of control. i need bed! however, i still went out with my sisters (arghh). again, i have been tempted.

time flies. now it is end of week 4. soon, i am going to have my mid-term test. of course, Chinese new year is around the corner too. though i have one-week holiday during Chinese New Year, i am worrying that i can't enjoy it as a lot of stupid stuffs need to be done.

my dear dajie and i

my dear dajie, Yan hong. Eileen and her are my best friends since we were in SP. last Wednesday, we had our happy k-session at Suntec City. as she was working, Eileen girl and i did sing a lot before she reached. therefore, we drank a lot ha ha.

she is as pretty as i remember. her dear dear is still handsome and humor too. i am great to have them singing together. i like to go out with them, i can freely show them the real me, a blur blur but cute xiao ken. ha ha :P

today (Thursday) i met my friend in campus while i was having lunch with Eileen. he told me chatting with me is a de-stressful thing. i heard of it before from my other friend. however, i wonder why they say so? ha ha, is it because I'm too pretty? (impossible) ha ha...

anyway, I'm great to know my best friends. they did give me what i wish to have since i was in secondary - a complete, whole friendship. As I'm a greedy person, i want the whole thing rather than a portion. Therefore, i can't bear to share my friendship with others so i can't find it in secondary. fortunately, i meet my dear girls in Singapore. i don't mind sharing tangible asset but i don't like to share those intangible valued asset with others.