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Before the exam starts, everyone is walking towards the "hell"

When she said "time's up", camera comes~ hahahaha

os: time is insufficient!

4th day - 21 April - theory of 热胀冷缩

After 20th Apr, I mugged at home till the next morning, which is today 6+am, now I am mugging at HSSML. It is crowded with muggers as I expected. Unfortunately, I could not find a table near to any power plug. Anyway, I would survive without it.

不要用电脑咯

But I am very "sui" as I am sitting behind a pair of couple! I must say, they are kind enough as they just whisper. But they are whispering non-stop! It did affect my study. Thanks to them, I realise how irritating Nic and I were in the last semester.

比他们更吵吧 :p

Besides, thanks for my superb sharp nose. I smelled cigarette (from a guy sitting behind wen wen yaa, natural body smell from an Indian girl who is sitting behind me etc!) OMG! Help yaaa!

editted: the weird smell is not from that Indian girl, in fact she smells nice. BUT from that guy of that pair of couple! OMG~~~

note: wen wen enjoying her music while studying... *pout*

wen wen's blur look while studying ha-ha... did you see that guy behind her? he has a very long hair yaa! I bet his fringe is even longer than mine.

Do you know what is theory of 热胀冷缩? Here is the illustration

Her hands are cold; the ring seems so loose on her finger...

Arghh.. stucked!

(wahahaha...just kidding)

它活生生被烧死

原来的它-无辜的它

因为“他”-它
还有它-左边的
小白变成了。。。
变成了这样。。。

谢谢乡民：boogoo将烧狗的張x程和施辰叡照片备份于自己的相簿

http://www.wretch.cc/album/album.php?id=is8taelgold&book=9

新闻：國中生虐殺狗？　愛狗人5萬緝兇

http://tw.news.yahoo.com/article/url/d/a/080420/8/xmoq.html

http://w116.news.tpc.yahoo.com/article/url/d/a/080420/69/xmwb.html

我了解了为什么古代有以命抵命的惩戒。庆幸新加坡，中国都仍然有死刑，如果可以的话，这两个家伙应该也尝尝被火烧的滋味！

以其人之道还治其人之身。公平公正

在这时候不要跟我说人权，死刑不人道的瞎话！人类tmd有什么了不起？猴子也是用两只脚走路，它们还会爬树勒！

道德沦亡！！！！

They treat it as A Game, A joke in their boring life! This is not a one-time sin; they are habitual offenders. Some videos are uploaded in one of their girlfriends' wretch album too!



Don't tell me they are ignorant, they are still too young! All are excuses! It should be a common sense: NEVER BULLY WEAKS, KIDS & WOMENS to those living in a peaceful society. what the x are these two boys thinking? What they did are so horrible and heartless!

如果一切属实，那真是超离谱

威廉王子把妹大排場　軍機降落女友家後院
http://tw.news.yahoo.com/article/url/d/a/080421/17/xni3.html

如果一切属实，那真是超离谱！（希望媒体不是在哈拉）

如果一切属实，那真是tmd的不懂人间疾苦的公子哥儿。

5千万英镑勒！！可以养活、救活多少在赤贫线上的小孩啊？不会去救济他们哦？拜托，没看新闻、没听说全球油价上涨哦！？还练习勒？睁眼说瞎话。全球缺粮啊，英国贵"zu"们！把你们那些奢华浮夸的省一省，多捐钱、积德。那会万福的哦！

Being rich is not his fault; Showing off while others are suffering is unbearable.

这个世界有点乱

global crisis : food shortage - a great impact to the poor
http://www.economist.com/world/international/displaystory.cfm?story_id=11049284&CFID=2612344&CFTOKEN=30465211

contrast:
http://tw.news.yahoo.com/article/url/d/a/080418/51/xk4b.html (what the hell?!)

global issue : love the Earth
http://tw.news.yahoo.com/article/url/d/a/080420/62/xmks.html (it is not a one-time event)
http://tw.news.yahoo.com/article/url/d/a/080420/11/xmwp.html (believe it or not, adopt it)
http://tw.news.yahoo.com/article/url/d/a/080419/4/xkeo.html (save power, save Earth)
http://tw.news.yahoo.com/article/url/d/a/080420/4/xm3i.html (save Tree, save Earth)
http://tw.news.yahoo.com/article/url/d/a/080418/1/xiyi.html (believe it or not, eat veggie)

we are losing it!
http://tw.news.yahoo.com/article/url/d/a/080418/16/xjzt.html (it is just one of symptoms)
http://tw.news.yahoo.com/article/url/d/a/080417/16/xhjq.html (usually they would not do so)

find out more:
global warming - Polar Bear's extinction
global climate change - extinction of species - birds, amazon species
disappearance of bees - the end of the world
the South Pole - the speed of ice melting is accelerating!

save the world:

• use paper wisely! re-use them twice, third times before you give them to karang guni. (PS: not to dustbin)
• consume less meat (refer to http://tw.news.yahoo.com/article/url/d/a/080418/1/xiyi.html )
• off the electricity when you do not use them (such as your laptop, washing machine, TV set), richness is your own business, save Earth is our, including you, responsibility.
• don't use recycled chopsticks because they are not environmental friendly! (do you know Japan "kill" how many trees per year just because of those chopsticks? Hygience issue? Your foot! 要卫生，自备餐具啦)
• save water
• use plastic bag wisely

China issue: Love China
http://tw.news.yahoo.com/article/url/d/a/080419/8/xlpi.html
http://tw.news.yahoo.com/article/url/d/a/080419/1/xll0.html
http://tw.news.yahoo.com/article/url/d/a/080420/2/xmgg.html
http://tw.news.yahoo.com/article/url/d/a/080419/4/xkeo.html

it is just a little edge of the iceberg.

Nationalism, Right of Tibet, Politic Filthy messed up Olympic. Olympic is the greatest event organized by human being, but is stained by human being too.

Ethnic issue : they are pervert!

http://tw.news.yahoo.com/article/url/d/a/080420/8/xmru.html (dog1)
http://tw.news.yahoo.com/article/url/d/a/080420/8/xmpg.html (cat1)
http://tw.news.yahoo.com/article/url/d/a/080420/8/xmoq.html (dog2)

Terrorism, social problem - poor, unfortunate, discrimination - race, sex, human right issue... I found that I can't find a piece of beauty from human being behaviors.

Indeed, the places where no human being are the most beautiful... (quoted by a journalist)

I found no reason to worry about those minor issue in my life while the world is in such a mess.

屠杀是人类最原始的暴力

闲逛ptt时不小心连接到。看了里面的内容后，勾起了我那时的回忆-悲愤的情绪。

http://blog.icxo.com/read.jsp?aid=17444&uid=3644#

虽然有乡民反映说有些照片并不是那时候的。不过，我敢跟你肯定，那些砍人头的是真的！因为那时的我看到的其中一篇报道的插图就是了！除了恶心，我更觉得悲愤，我记得那时我气到哭了。

那群没人性，没脑，活着浪费空气，米粮，土地的王八旦！！！还有那该死，没用的政府！连自己国家的子民（还是为国家带来建设的那一群）都保护不了（还是根本不想保护？），这种国家真是够了！

我满意外看到那些留言-没想到部分中国人会在乎我们这些海外炎黄子孙。就我所知，我的中国朋友可分得清了，我还记得那时他说的一句话，“管你什么事？你又不是中国人。”直接地，把我从小视中国为我的故乡、我的根的想法彻底磨灭。不过我不怪他，因为那是他受的文化带给他的想法；这并不影响我继续喜欢中国-那孕育了千年文化的古国，我的祖先的源头-的心。但我不会把自己归类于任何一国。我没那个兴趣。我比较有兴趣的是我是什么人，很高兴我是华人！

note:
I wouldn't say, there is no possibility that Chinese of Indonesia may be one of the main factor leading the happening of the disaster 98's in Indonesia. In fact, those Indonesians living in the LOWER class do not satisfy to their lifestyle while others, Chinese are mostly the richest in Indonesia. Moreover, as mentioned by an article I read in the past, it stated that most Indonesians would like to have a Kampung life as before rather than a modern lifestyle. So, development brought by Chinese could be the main WORRY to those PIGs thus leads to that disaster. On the other hand, they may be the victims too - been bullied by their Chinese bosses etc. In the end, they fought up. I don't know. BUT no matter what the reason is, KILLING especially to those armless, is a superb damn thing.

有胆就去单挑实力相当，一样有武器的壮丁呀！奸辱妇孺-跟入侵他国的日本侏儒有何不同？

Honestly, violence, sometimes, is unavoidable. Well, from here, you know I am not peacemaker in this kind of issue. I always believe that LOVE is the strongest power in this world. However, at the same time I also have a faith in 以暴制暴. BUT, the precondition is you should fight with the oen who is of equal strength, or stronger than you. Bullying the weak is so unbearable. It did not prove that you are strong, but DAMN BRAINLESS MORON - in this case, they prove it very well.

May Buddha bless those injured, been tortured, and died.

2nd Day

Well, I came to school but not for Mugging, there is a make-up lesson. At first, I thought we do not need to go since there will be presentations. BUT BUT BUT, I realised that exam tips would be given at the end of the class. Well, due to this reason, no matter how lazy I ammmm, I haveeee to go, isn't it?

During the whole lesson, I am bu-shuang to certain issue. But, this feeling of bu-shuang remains not more than 3 minutes (ho ho ho... if you know me, that's me) as I know that it is not worth it. However, it had undeniably affected my feeling AT that moment. Rarely, I thought of one idiom,

相由心生

Anyway, I was happy after the lesson~ (thanks "wen wen yaa...")

BUT BUT BUT after the lesson, I went to Chinatown. The damn thing happened. I went to SA tour agency, preparing to settle all remaining payment for my Taiwan trip. Everything is so smoothly processing except that damn "long" queuing time (please view from customer's perspective); when I was planning to close the case, I found that "Damn it, I didn't bring the credit card!" OMG~ it is so so so so awful! Because it means that all the times I spent (from the time I took the train till I planned to close the case) is totally not worth it! (I cry for you, my precious time~~) Again, I have to make another trip to Chinatown in next week when I have to prepare my papers! Arghhhhh....

1st day - 18 April

Mugging period comes again~

Today is so so so happening! Since morning, I couldn't catch a bus! As I forgot to top up my ezlink card, it is so so so embarrasing while you have to alight from the bus after that annoying beep sounds indicating that "hey, dude, you have no money". But I have, ok? They were kept "nicely" in my little lovely pouch (with a load of junk ha-ha...) and it was kept in my big bag. And I was holding laptop and textbook on my hand. So, I have no extra "hand" to open my big bag, searching for my lovely pouch among those notes, files, wires and jacket, then digging out those little coins from the bag. No choice, I took cab! There is only one word could describe my feeling - ABCDE... It is so expensive~ Could you imagine, that is just an approximately 10-minute distance, I spent almost S$6 for traveling. I could take MRT to at least 3 places. It is so so so not worth it...

Then, when reached campus, I had my last term paper of Purchasing & Material Management. Supposedly this misery would start later as our tutor offered us a 20-min break BUT there was a classmate (ABCDE...) suggested to have the paper right now! Oh my god! Does he know that preparation is always not enough? But I laughed after I heard his whispering "give us 2 hours for it (term paper), then." I think, this paper is a total disaster. Although it is an open-book test, I have some exact answers (well, please don't question me the source), I still could not answer other questions well. Arghh, the feeling was so yucks! Now, I am ok with it.

已经发生的事，你还想怎样呀？！

So, forget it and move on.

We took a picture for remembering today - our official last day of this semester, our last term paper (not for Wen Wen), our "gang" ha-ha...
Well, obviously you can tell who is trying to snatch into the picture :p

After the test, I thought that my misery is ended. Ha, fat hope. 好事或坏事都会接二连三发生的。 I strongly agree with it now. Due to carrying too much stuff on Thursday, trust me, the load is much larger than today > jacket, wires, multipurpose plug, TWO textbooks, fully filled water bottle, laptop and NOTES. Thanks for them, I hurt my shoulder. But the impact happens in the next day, which is Today. *sob* I could not raise up my arm~~~

Before we went into our APB classroom, we found that they are coincidentally carrying a sec-like school bag! ha-ha... All are heavy and bulky~

Although I could not raise up my arm, it does not affect me going to have my dinner with my dear friends - Wen Wen and Ah hua. But, before we move on, there is a weird feeling on my foot. I found that...

我的鞋带断了！My feeling was like 真的是悲喜交加呀~

喜的是终于把一双鞋穿坏了(still have 3-4 pairs left)。

悲的是干嘛选在这个时间这个地点断呀？(well, Wen Wen said, "you wear it to school what?" ya, she is right. It is impossible that it would happen in Bugis when its master is studying in campus)

But, 天啊！我穿的是夹脚凉鞋好不好！So, you could imagine how difficult I inserted the band back to the part where it should be. Fortunately, I have a pair of 巧手. I managed to walk on it but the pose is a bit stiff and unnatural, walking like a cripple (no offend).

Lovely ah hua, she is so serious... watching her online TV show - Legendary 7 Princesses

Finally, we had our study in the library. When I went down from second floor, it can't stand the pulling force generated by my walking. It stripped of. Anyway, I was lucky enough as I got the help from a librarian - Auntie Rada. She offered me a VERY BIG staple (used to bind those references), a roll of gummed tape, and a pair of scissors. By using these tools, I managed to walk back home. Haha...

Happiness is short. When I bought a can of drink to compensate Auntie Rada's kindness and friendliness, my M&M peanut chocolate was hanging in the air - in the vending machine. It was stucked! Arghhh... I tried shaking the machine while I was wearing so nicely! It totally tarnished my image! (I know I left no more) But I failed shaking it down from that stupid plastic spiral-shaped roll. When I gave up and went back, Wen Wen successfully persuaded me back to get back my chocolate by using a method - buy one more pack! It spent me another S$1.40. Arghh.. I totally waste a lot of money today. Those supposed-not-to-be... I feel so sorry to those money, as they sacrificed so not worth it.

Can you tell their difference? (hint: not the size, ok?)

Jiang jiang jiang jiang~ It is about the shape! this m&m peanut chocolate (which is now staying in my stomach) "was" heart-shaped! So lovely~ and yummy~

This is my first day of mugging diary in campus. I will update more and more if I have time. Cheers~

Prompt Heart"Ache"

After I read my bro, Nic's message on Facebook, my heart is filled with the sweetest honey.

But, the sweetness was stopped when I went into MSN. I saw your offline message.

Eileen said I should happy, at least you remember my birthday and think of me at the moment you sent me the message.

Sorry, I felt hurt only.

很感动

谢谢你们：

Eileen gal，Ya ling mui mui, Pexxx, Beauty Kaiwan, Sweetest Grace and many many friends who "bombard" my mobile phone inbox and MSN.

Your Blessing, I received! ("swallowed" into my heart)

Because of you, I have a very happy Birthday of 2008!

心灵上的感动足以支撑我度过这“艰难又恶心”的时期！

Because we care, So we hurt

everything is in a mess.

I understand why celebrities felt so angry and upset whenever those reporters wrote rubbish about them Because they felt they are misunderstood by public.

That is why she cried

I also understand how powerful the impact is when you said a thing which does not matter to you could mean a lot to others.

That is what I did

But not what I want.

It is up to u

to be Positive or be Negative, it depends on you.

Sometimes, undeniably, a lot of things make our life in a difficulty, leading us to pessimistically think and act. However, most of the times we are and should optimistically think and do our stuff.

Like what my ES tutor always says, "Life must move on" although I personally feel that she is likely a pessimist.

Besides adopting our positive thinking into our life, we are unavoidably facing different kind of people surrounded in our environment.

Sometimes, they feel negatively just like what we will feel. At that time, giving them a hand of help is necessary. It is not easy and sometimes you may not be able to give them help. However, when you did, it is not only good to them but also benefit yourself by learning lesson from them. So, although sometimes I am in "negative" mood, I avoid revealing it at the same time I help others solving their "negativeness".

But, I met a person. I must admit that, it is a totally extremely pessimist who possesses a very strong energy. By using physics term, I would say that It is like a strong gravitational force of Neutron Star, devouring its companion star in a binary system. I tried adjusting or neutralizing its negativeness, hopefully turn it to a positive sign. However, I failed because of its extremely negativeness energy. Moreover, it overwhelm others, radiating its negativeness energy to its environment - influencing others while it is unaware.

I think, it realize that its own problem BUT never think of a way to work it out! It is unbelievable to me. Anyway, I tried but sorry I failed to help. Now I give my best blessing to it - being positive or negative is totally up to you.

Dementia

When you think of someone, it is the most precious memory you have.

When people think of you, you know that is the sweetest moment.

Tell him/her, when you think of him/her.

If you never say, he/she would never know.

Because

One day you may not be able to tell him/her anymore,

One day he/she does not have the chance to know it anymore

One day you or he/she are unable to remember anymore

Everything is too late

Touched by Korean drama series 刀手吴水晶

属于我的记忆

Just get these scripts from a Korean drama series, 刀手吴水晶,

“总有一天，想记住也会记不住的”

“为什么硬要把珍贵的记忆删除呢”

“爱的时候说爱他”

“这份记忆是属于你的”

Memories, nobody can take them away from me. Vice versa, I could not take away yours. So, let's give each other the most beautiful and happiest memories. I wish to keep them till the end of my life.

Please remember me, and those happy hours we had or have shared together. They are precious to me. I hope it does apply the same to you too.

The Peak Interlude

如果你想看血流成河，我会为你铺出最美的血腥大道。但是为什么你不要？

I can smile to the world but only cry in front of you

I can lose the whole world but I can't live without you

I can tell the world I am strong but I can't bear leaving from your hug

I think I am strong, but tear is flowing when I hear you

***
I start missing you.

It is incredibly regularly think of you

It is about once per month, the lock is loosen and then, you will appear on my mind

I have to re-seal it with the most powerful incantation

As you are forbidden, forever