MIA

going to MIA for at least 1 week... 

this time round, I would miss Singapore because of the network. 

as inu mentioned, I would feel depressed when I return.

I know I would

damn it

Give myself a trouble (ye!)

There is something troubling me. There is something I could avoid but I didn't. There is something I shouldn't think of it but I made. Human being will never gain wit from the lessons, including me (what a shame :p). I know what to do but interestingly I like to hear your nag-ing before I make the first move. (he.. he) as you say, "skin itchy"... 

Anyway, I wouldn't let what shouldn't happen happen again... 

note: when I am schooling, I write the posts regularly. Now, what am I doing? he..he... Search me

我毕业了

2008.12.2，下午3pm，我将我大学生涯里，或许也是人生中？的最后一张考卷交了出去。我毕业了。

将考卷交出的那一刹那的感觉是无奈-时间不够充裕，答案没写得很完美。

接着，我开始感到开心，喜悦的泡泡不停冒了出来。。。与此同时，却又有着百感交集的矛盾。我终于毕业了；古人是十年寒窗苦读，现代人是二十年不分昼夜分秒必争的与时间，自己和世界竞赛。我完成了我人生中的其中一部分-education，我有松了一口气的感觉。我终于把人生中最重要也最耗时的一项任务完成了。I completed one task in my life. 当然往后的further study or self-development 又另当别论。失落吗？那是免不了的。害怕失去方向，害怕往后孤军奋战的日子，当然也有没好好把握什么什么的一些小失落。。。但是那又如何？！人活着就一定会有大大小小的挫折和磨难，反复不定的情绪波动，没再怕的！至少我不怕了。^^

将要迈向我人生中另一个新的里程碑，另一个人生的挑战；for sure, it would be tougher than the previous. However, I would strive up for it, for myself and for my beloved. 

Now, I have more time to look around; planning better for myself and the people surrounding me. Compared to the past, I feel that I have more missions to be done. Though they are challenging, I am looking forward the day of "conquering" them (he he he...). Moreover, I am not tied by the study anymore. So, I am sure I would be able to fully utilise my days and times to do what I want to do (now, let's game first he he he...) I am sure the schedule would function well on this time round.

whisper: hey, I am graduate. I am really graduate

I must say something to myself, 

"Thank you,  thank you for your perseverance. Well Done."

Good Bye NUS (National University of Singapore). Though you are the top university in Singapore, I am sorry, Singapore Polytechnic would be always my favorite. 

Note: 今天早上没有刺耳的闹铃声没有扰人清梦的吵杂声，我是笑着醒来的。可惜忘了我做了什么梦。。。^^不过，是个很开心的梦就是了。。。

My lovely amulet~

La la la, they come back tonight! La la la... 

Just realize, whenever they go to a country, there must be some big issue happened?! In Taiwan trip, Sichuan Earthquake; In Phuket trip, Thailand terrorist attack... Hmmm ahahha so happening anyway never shift the responsibility to others, problem lies on human being, not fate

失而复得

真的是太开心了！本想和爸爸妈妈去台湾的珍贵影片都没了（死小偷，死猪脑我），谁知，老天爷真的很疼我！原来我有烧碟让妈妈去冲印！！！更甚，笨笨的我不是只选择性的挑了几张，而是将我们出游时一路所拍的照片甚至所有影片都burned了一份给妈妈！（那时还被妈妈念说不会就挑几张上来哦）呵呵，太太开心了，花了一点时间把那些光碟挖了出来！（我承认我乱丢）现在重新看到那些珍贵照片和录影片段，真的觉得太幸福了。。。可爱的爸爸妈妈。。。

如果东西可以失而复得，人呢？可以吗？

失去的亲情、友情或是爱情呢？

我有答案，你（们）呢？

要跟我的一样噢！^^

26th first day - my amulet goes for holiday

the very first day, you are not here with me... I promised I would study but I broke it... Lying on the bed, missing you is the only thing I would like to do now... (T____T)

Not to worry, I said what I meant. I would catch up the progress and kept what I promised you... though I know you dislike me studying in the midnight... 

I ate your bento lol, mama! 

After 1st paper, SCM

Blur wen, how could you forget to charge battery? Ha-ha... gosh, it is so embarrassing... I can tell that Prof. Mabel >>> (=___=ll) ha-ha...

it is sux, but I think I still make it!!! Be Confident! (Yoi)

耍呆 =p

世界最远的距离是什么？

就是我在你身边，你却不知道我爱你。。。

好恶心。。！

其实世界上最“远”的距离是，

我不想看到，听到，知道你，你却一直来乱！！！

阴魂不散？呵呵呵

妈妈在身边

好开心，就算考试就在两天后，我还是好开心，没再怕的！因为我的爱，我的amulet在我身边！

真的是太开心的，就算是看着恐怖的老虎吃人的影片也不觉得害怕~！因为可以和妈妈一边讨论案情一边研究老虎到底咬哪里。。。

对了，新加坡动物园老虎咬死人的影片我有哦，谁要？MSN跟我拿。。。

虽然很悲伤，一条人命就这样没了（feel sorry to his family)，不过，谁是谁非显而易见，不要什么都怪在动物身上。。。

（被关着的）老虎为什么咬人？

老虎A：干嘛闯进来给我咬。。。

老虎B：犯到了我“小小天地”了

老虎C：不是新玩具哦？

老虎D：。。。吓到！

老虎E：u know, self protection

damn, it is 23th!

整个很没精神，算了，想跑去乱逛别人的blog。。。才发现，那些连接随着我的手提消失了，心情超不爽，有想砍人的冲动（吸气，呼气，再吸气！）

幸好还跟我其中一个最喜欢的朋友再要了他的blog address，刚刚跑去看看那只猪有没有write new posts？还真的有勒，呵呵。。。真的是超爱他选的音乐，就是很我的调调。不懂？就是对味啦！（什么时候你们才懂这些台湾用词勒勒？？

算了，应该就像我学广东话，怎么学都会被我姐笑。。。音调怎么怪怪的？（拜托，my gal有称赞过我的勒，正宗香港妹妹好不好，对吗，gal?）(Ye)

看着看着他的posts，就注意到他选的background picture，好美的天空，和树交错得好凄美。。一样，就像我拍的那些。。。(=''=) tmd，一把火又不小心被点燃了。。。这又想起我拍的照片也一起跟着手提死得无影无踪了。。。(T____T)（是怎样啦！？）（吸气，再吸气？）

一股脑地什么都被激上来了！！！因为真的是不见好多珍贵资料！academic, self development skills and knowledge, favorites, etc... 我所有所有的精华！！！好想好想把那个小偷的手砍掉！（然后我的脑也顺便拿去重新灌一灌，再丢三落四啊！最好是整个人可以落在迪拜啦！人家新酒店不是才刚开幕？！然后，“还可以绕去埃及看木乃伊！”呵呵）(=.....=)

My carelessness gives that of bad intention a chance to make a bad deed

However, the one asking him made such decision is himself

Greedy disgusts his humanity

I wouldn't forgive and wouldn't forget this Greedy in depth of humanity

呼~

Again, thanks Dr. VLoh

(^____^)v

目标

我不喜欢读书，可是为了让我爱的人开心，我读

我不喜欢吃菜，可是为了健康活着爱他们，我吃

我不喜欢笑，可是为了带给我爱的人快乐，我笑（最好不是起肖啦）

我也不喜欢说话，可是为了让他们知道我，我说

。。。

。。。

很多时候我是为了我爱的人而活^^a

活着，对我来说，是需要理由的

做什么事情都是需要有一个目标的（谁会吃饱没事花“大钱”特地跑台湾一趟？呵呵）

我无法想象没有目的地活着，活死人吧

给我一个目标，一个目的

我会为了这个理由好好活着

现在，我有理由好好活着，也有理由静下心来好好读书。。。

Ibu dan Bapa, keranamu, kehidupan saya bermakna.

投篮

没什么，在stupidclown闲逛了一会儿，笑得好开心。。就想起了一件事

那天（哪天？礼拜一吧？）温书假的第一天就去学校报到。。。图书馆是挤得什么似的，人满为患，我还特地选了我们自己商学院的图书馆勒！还是一样多人！烦

真的是晃了很久还是找不到4人空座，还要附插头。。。没辙，只好坐在两个男生前的空位。。。等了朋友很久，谁叫那天下大雨，就开始读书啦！

重点不是读书啦！重点是坐在我前面的男生应该是读书读累了，要不然就是我们太吵？，一直会留意我们在做什么（吃饱撑着）。。。

就中间有一段，我手上有一团纸巾，离垃圾桶有一段距离，真的是很懒得走过去。。。就和我朋友打赌，看我能投篮成功吗？瞄了瞄那个距离，再看了看我坐的位子其实差不多是垃圾桶的死角（垃圾桶旁有个仪器挡着）她当然是看死我丢不进，还打赌请吃饭勒！我也不丢脸，就真的投不进！（汗）不过啊，再接再厉是我的座右铭，我就跑过去，把那团纸巾《捡》回来！哈哈，我看到那个男生竟然一副要笑不笑的样子和他邻座的朋友说着（==管你什么事啊？）我也不理会，就给他在投一次！

空心得分！我朋友惊讶得勒，那男生的表情更赞！被吓得哈哈哈。。。不过我也不欺负人，就好心透露我小学篮球就3分球超强！hohohoho，真的是有偷偷开心一下！（Ye）

exam is sux, making me feel miserable

we do whatever we want; we live independently; we move on after wipe off tears; but heart is still in pain; 

must smile! smile can wipe away the moody feeling! can change the cloudy day to a sunny day! learn to smile! learn to appreciate, cherish what we own! learn that we are blessed! learn to love and to be loved! 

拥抱

比起花言巧语，拥抱更实在

鼓励的，呵护的，疼惜的，安慰的。。。

拥抱，暖乎乎的，很窝心 ^^

当我们相/再/遇见时，记得给我一个拥抱

冲啊！存钱！出发！^0^

很感动也很开心

朋友的超热情邀约

不过却又感到害怕

不想让他感到失望

所以已经决定好了！

打工！存钱！加油！

我被他们的爱宠坏了

妈妈真的很疼我，不说别的，就今天，累到不行了还是特地上来看我（我有不肖的feel）

我一直要的就只是这一份看重吧

这是再多钱也买不到的

爸爸呢？参考http://0rz.tw/5458p  

有人问我，money, character and romantic 我会选哪一个为选择男友的主要条件？

应该问我，钱和重视。我一定毫不犹豫选择后者！ye!

警方没有通知我，手提应该是凶多吉少了。。。

联合晚报2008.11.15星期六page9

新加坡国立大学(NUS)一名24岁华族男大学生涉嫌干下超过20起校园窃案

嫌犯今早已在初级法庭第26庭被控偷窃罪，罪名一旦成立，将被判处3年监禁，或罚款，或两者兼施。。。

虽然不同意回教国理念，可是却深深同意他们对待窃贼的古回教律法

if we can't be together forever?

there is a famour slogan, "不在乎天长地久只在乎曾经拥有" i used to be its supporter. but today, let me despise it for a moment...

this is my last study week in NUS. we had a gathering, taking pictures non-stop, wishing to keep the moments in our memories. on the bus, gal was quite sad, telling us she had the urge to cry. i didn't. even i was, i wouldn't express, and i cldn't, especially in front of nic! wa-ha-ha...  

also, today my parents left after hugging, kissing and saying "take care" to me. the whole flat suddenly becomes silent, only left my sister and me. loneliness comes too fast and too strong...

if we can't be together forever, why we should know each other? forking out our feeling for a short period of time? if we can't be together forever, why we should love each other? to taste the pain of departure? 

in fact i know the answer. no matter how pain it was, i would still get myself in the swamp for that sweetest part of misery. so, what i can do? i choose to pretend. pretend we are not that close, pretend i don't love you, pretend i am not sad at all after the hurt ^^ cheers! 

《自寻烦恼》

烦恼本无形，悠然在心中

若无真心扰，忧愁自飘渺

U influenced M

never get hurt

no more pain

I want

no more pain

so get out of my life, dear ~

IT Skills

I am getting addicted to learn more and more, if I have more and more time

So spare me more time

once i graduate

i have to meet / thnk these ppl:

1. R. CJM
2. D.Loh - g
3. J. - d
4. P.W. - d
5. M.G. - g
6. OK - m only
7. Therry!! - KL
8. BizPolicy - K
9. HK? TW? :p secret

我想我不是人

人总要在失去以后才会后悔，我不会。

我在失去以前就一直努力经营，因为我不要后悔，所以当我失去以后，我对自己没有悔恨因为我尽力过了。放弃我的你（们）是笨蛋，所以现在后悔了吧！

人总要在失去以后才懂得珍惜，我不是。

我曾经几乎失去我最爱的人，可是老天爷给了我第二次机会。我知道，我一直都是幸运的。所以我更努力，珍惜我所拥有的，珍惜我最珍惜的。如果你要失去后才懂得珍惜。我想我也会给你第二次机会吧？

我很高兴我不是人因为后悔是最没必要的情绪。我要继续努力^^

All aunties asked me about my laptop = =

Today I had my report discussion in canteen. 

I met "you". This makes me feel down immediately.

note: I am very traditional! ha-ha...

这才叫美眉

In Singapore, this kind of girl is attractive. But in Taiwan, they are just normal girls!!!

People told me, they felt that Taiwanese girls are too "fake" - act cute, act innocent, act sexy, act act act ... However, I have a different viewpoint. 

1. 你说他们假，我倒认为他们是天生美。(至少我敢说，你能随随便便就在新加坡的街上看到这种Sweet, Cute babes?一个字-难！)不要给人家的妆骗了，他们的五官绝对是好看的！

2. 你说他们假，我倒认为他们是懂得表达自己。(听腻了自然就是美的屁话，除非你美得像天心还是林志玲，简单的说是天生的美人胚子，不然不要跟我说这些傻话ok?) 话说回来，就算是浑然天成的大美人还是得保养和呵护才能容光焕发呀！你以为美丽不用维持吗？总说自己崇尚自然，你的自然让我好想哭-明明是美人，却不懂珍惜！哀！

3. 你说他们假，我倒认为他们是懂得爱护市容。(很白话了，懒得解释) 美女走在路上不懂什么是妇容（不懂什么是妇容？自己查字典），那就是霉女了。

我相信新加坡也有"好看"的(虽然完全不到我的标准)不过还是好看的, at least, to Singaporeans. 不服气？不要说我严厉，你在新加坡找得到像上面女孩的standard,我就偷笑了！不过分：ONLY 3Fs - FACE, FIGURE & FASHION 很不幸也很真实，新加坡女生会输在最后一个F.

我好羡慕台湾阿伯宅男们哦！

That is the reason why I am so sian in Singapore... 

Sianzzz爆了！！！

不美就算了还到处乱跑出来吓人！！可怜我。。。

很喜欢这么一句话，世上没有丑女人只有懒女人！！

I found "you"

Google Chrome is really something.

I could find whatever information I am looking for. 

As long as I key in the correct keywords...

I keyed in.

And I found it surprisingly. 

I almost cry it out. 

Thanks for technology.

Everything is online. 

No one could hide. 

No one could be forgotten.

The pain last forever. 

Never mind, 

Let it be

因祸得福吗？

Cloudy Sunday
woke up around 9 plus, lying on the bed and staring at the ceiling
what I gonna do?
well, it couldn't help if I just keep doing so
crawled out from the blanket, opened the desktop (yuxx)
nobody gonna help, let's check it out myself
printer is getting crazy again (very hard to detect it as a recognized tool)
whose fault?
still indecisive...
should I or should not I?
I know I should but so many constraints hindered me
never mind, let's talk to my battery (to reach her, it is not an easy task manz - Jewelle is the cause)
"mum, ...." "......"
ha-ha... as you said, I just want to get a scolding from you.
OK, let's set off.
Time is around 1.
damn it, life is not always smooth.
Dell's Inspiron 1420 is not available.
I am in a loss again
what I gonna do?
luckily
Maliki recommended another 3 models
after consulted with Marcus
Acer wons again
though it don't have bluetooth
it fulfils my 3 requirements (net-surfing, report, Game!)
and most important
it has 3-years warranty and microsoft office software included in a very cheap price
OK (grinding teeth), buy it
time is around 1.23
money transaction is immediate
so "efficiently" the Challenger
but where is my laptop?
"well, you wait for a while. your laptop is setting up. you can collect it here (leading me to a corner) then, i go for my lunch first. OK?"
!!!
what I could say, then?
break your legs to stop you?
"OK."
wait wait wait wait... about 20 ++ min
"excuse me, may I check with you how's the progress of my laptop?"
"oh, we just get it and just start the set-up. please wait about 20 minutes."
(shocked) just get it?
"OK."
sat on the chair, and started STONEeeee
"hi, miss, it is already OK."
Hurray, my Buddha
stood up (though I want to jump) from the chair and walked (I wish I can run) towards the counter
another 10 + minutes on check-up...
when the IT staff is going to pack my laptop into the bag
"wait! let me check the shell, thanks"
"? oh ok... well, usually it is free of defective."
"to play safe." (no idea, just want to check)
in few minutes,
"... what is this?" (pointing on the crack at the edge of the top)
"erm.... (try to erase it) a dirt? erm, I think it is a scratch. let me get you a new one."
"hello, give me a new Acer Ex4630Z..."
well, what a BIG scracth
"OK, thank you."
another set-up time...
STONE on the chair, again
Time is about 3.
Haiz... half of my Sunday is goneeee
"sorry, miss, there is something wrong."
!!!
"what is it?"
"they gave me a wrong laptop to set-up. the model you want is unavailable now. could you come and collect tomo...OK?"
OK???
"I WANT REFUNDDDD!!!"
explanation continued till Maliki was back.
he went to understand what was happening
while I STONE again...
but in a helpless anger
my pathetic Sunday, you died in a misery
"yiying, I can get you a new one within 45 minutes... (my eyeballs popped out with fire) AND, to compensate your time, we would like to give you this and this..."
"................(helpless, listless and grumbling)"
"give me one more wireless mouse" (grinding teeth)
I know, he can make it.
I wandered around as I gave him 1 hour and 15 minutes
stupid me
toy shop Popular Jollibean Daiso playground...
damn it my poor legs
time is 6.06
finally, I get my laptop with those additional free gifts home
what are they?
let's wait for my laptop ready tomorrow...

To Dr. Loh

thank you

without you

what will happen?

thank you

You must learn from my dad

it is not because of the digits

it is not a huge amount, too

it is a token issue

he didn't say anything to me, too

scolding

grumbling

or nagging

NONE at all

just pass me the money

words are meaningless

a hug a eternity love

morale of the story: 这样的男人才是王道！

i lost my laptop after 5 months i lost my digital camera.

i always aware of the stealing issue spreading over the campus. in this semester, i never leave my laptop unattendable.

Murphy's Law broadly states, "if anything can go wrong, it will." It is also cited as: "Whatever can go wrong will go wrong, and at the worst possible time, in the worst possible way".

this time, i left my hand fully occupied with sandwiches and a cup of hot milo again. same as that time i lost my digital camera, assisting my mum handling my nephew and his baby chair.

because of my carelessness, i lost most important tools in my life.

if i am doing an analysis about the external factors affecting me, they would be:
1. physical exhaustion
2. mentally carelessness
3. distraction on external features surrounding me
4. timing constraint

policeman asked me the value of the laptop. the value? to them, they want to know its monetary value. 1.9+K about 2k. but to me, it is priceless.

it contains numerous of memorable, valuable information and materials

the most heartbreaking is those videos and pictures of my family. it makes me out of breath whenever i think of them
then the favorites!
and the relevant information in my life...

laptop is the tool, just like the digital camera. what they contain are more important to me.

mum said, po cai xiao zai. wen said, fate ends. but i would say, "ken go and die"

anyway, mum and wen, thanks. again, i have to learn to let go. and i am telling myself, perhaps, it is Buddha's hint - i should let you go.

nat, eileen, nic, jo, yenteng etc thanks for concern.

mum, i would do what you wish me to do...

快乐天堂

did anyone hear of this song before?

no reason, just bring up bits of my memorable childhood...

好想出去走走

虽公务缠身，仍想出去走走

海边！

博物馆！

理工学院！

我也想：

野餐！

唱K！

打篮球！

骑单车！

看电影！

打麻将！

哈哈哈

算了，就先去gym好了~凑合凑合着。。。

要笑得开心，活得快乐

变态？哈哈，我喜欢

不过我不是啦

很空。。。

很空。。。

要笑笑！

随缘吧！

会珍惜的就会珍惜

不用我去确认

电池要来了

终于。。。

不然我要死了

但是好好奇哦

谁会哭呢？

No Goal

Should go home

Shouldn't stuck here

Perhaps

Air Stewardess is the only way to get me out of this chaos...

Considering...

咩咩（4）巴士

总是一个人

跟着他/（她）朋友上了巴士

又一个人

坐在车后一偶

慢慢地滑下身子

双脚高高/（悄悄）地扳起

紧紧挨着前座

找到了最舒适的位子

打开车窗

头发一点也没被风吹乱（笑）/（吹得乱七八糟）（气）

专注地静静地看着窗外

是看着天空吧？

是吧？

有一天

他坐在她身边了

勇气却从她身上失踪了

什么都没说

他坐回自己那一偶/她继续看着课本

滑下身子

扳起双腿

打开车窗

眼睛却闭上了。。。/课本的字都是模糊的

End Time City

Retrieved from Amazon.com

Photographs by Michael Ackerman

秃鹰抢食，猴子被囚禁的豁达、无助、无奈和依赖，人类死亡的冲击

Mixture of feelings...

猴子的感情比人类还要赤裸裸的呈现出来。。。

first and last

011008-1125pm

好开心

朋友送我一首歌

萧敬腾的原谅我

好久没那么开心了

开心得掉眼泪

一直不会停

看来会开心很久。。。

希望不要太久

不然

我怕我很难再开心了

咩咩（2）- 你又知道？

你知道我在生气

你知道我不会主动说话

你也知道我在等你解释

但是你却能若无其事

“我知道你不会真的不理我。”

咩咩（1）- 原来

天空不是蓝的 

云朵不是白的 

太阳不是红的 

海水不是蓝的

草地不是绿的 

月亮不是黄的 

你的承诺是假的

我的泪水是真的

坚持

If you don't buy it, then leave it

我不是以前的我

I have my own principle

要想左右我？

we'll see

好闷的星期四

新形象-新包包-迟到-着急-摔坏手机-无聊-panda眼-累坏了

^______^

see doctor le... (finally =p)

though waited for more than 1 hour, tired and felt sleepy...

why simply feel happy?

ha-ha...

perhaps, i ate 2 main courses before seeing doctor?

(thanks Buddha, I still look presentable!) hahaha

Love can be weighed?

I am not Saint, i love $, sometimes, materialist too

But, I am still unable to weigh my Love

MRT and sport car,

I would still prefer MRT

If you are the one...

appreciation

3th sis is lovely. 

exhausted still go buy food for me, thank you~ >______< (touched)

健忘

因为健忘，痛苦消失了

因为健忘，我遇见另一个你

因为健忘，走在另一个人生的路上

又健忘，我又痛苦了

这次，我选择健忘，把你和所有的你都遗忘

;>______<;

送机是史上超级无敌最“猪”的事！！！！！！

爱逞强

应该就是妈妈唯一的小缺点。。。

生病了：（体弱气虚）没事，只是头有点晕。吃药了啦！我还行！没有事啦！！！（信你的是笨蛋！）

累了：（满身大汗）不会啊！好好好，我去睡了，快了快了。。。（敷衍我！）

过劳：（提不上气）没事啦！只不过是血压不小心升了一点点。（= =）

生气了：没有啦！没事啦！跟你讲不要问不会听啊！！（好，不问。待会儿再问！）

提行李：（直接提了就走）不重，轻得很！（麻的，5-6kg的大箱子不重？还提着走楼梯！）

。。。

太多了，太多的逞强和爱。。。怕我们担心，结果我更担心。。。G!

经典！

妈妈，我以你为荣！

中秋节快乐

今年的中秋节，四个字：兵荒马乱

热闹也吵闹

生病在很不对的时刻。。。

帮不上忙，感觉很无力

幸好，没帮倒忙。。。

明天送机。。。

=惆怅=

生病了。。。

大脑无法function...

这个时候的我好像脑袋动得有些慢。。。

简单的说，就是笨啦！

哎。。。惨

...

ALL F**K!

never judge a book by its cover

I just realize, 

I am such a person, in his eyes. Perhaps, in eyes of those who don't know me....

Hahahaha....

Funny... and Irritating

Angel can be the most filthy, despicable feature

Satan can be as pure as white sheet

世人只肯相信眼前的假象

家人就不同。所以我找不到理由不爱他们耶。。。

Stand from another viewpoint, it's Satan's own fault. 

It's the one projecting its own image to people. 

Angel, such a cunning, filthy and despicable load, is happily spreading its "merry" and "blessing" to people who are willing to live in the fantasy

我曾经也深深相信。。。

再也不要叫我天使！

Time's Up

得偿夙愿

Just wonder, when when when when when when when when when when when when when when ?

I wouldn't give in!

难怪。。。

http://sg.news.yahoo.com/afp/20080904/tts-science-sex-love-genetics-behaviour-c1b2fc3.html   

AFP - Thursday, September 4

PARIS (AFP) - - Men tend to wind up with life partners who look like their mother, while a woman is lured to a partner who looks like her father, scientists reported on Wednesday.

Heterosexuals are deeply attracted to individuals whose faces are similar to that of their opposite-sex parent, they said, suggesting that this characteristic is rooted in an evolutionary drive.

A team led by Tamas Bereczkei at the University of Pecs in Hungary created a model of facial ratios -- width of jaw, distance between mouth and brow and so on -- comprising 14 facial zones.

They measured 312 Hungarian adults from 52 different families using this method. Each family included a couple, along with two sets of parents.

The researchers found a significant correlation in facial similarities between a woman's mate and her father, and also between a man's partner and his mother.

The team tested the model on faces that were randomly selected from the general population and repeated the experiment with a panel of judges, who also picked out the same pairings from randomly selected groups of photos.

Interestingly, men and women focused on different parts of the face when they home in on a potential mate, they found.

A man's lover and his mother tended to have similar fullness in the lips, width of mouth, as well as length and width of jaw.

But for women, the critical features were the distance between mouth and brow, the height of the face, distance between the eyes and the size of a man's nose.

The choices are driven less by psychology and socialisation and more by evolutionary pressures, suggests Bereczkei.

Too much genetic overlap -- as can happen with incest -- is an evolutionary no-no.

But seeking similar genetic traits "may confer individuals with additional adaptive advantages," he wrote.

It could increase the degree to which parents share genes with offspring, enhancing the genetic representation of future generations.

Finding similar partners might also help perpetuate genetic complexes that have evolved to adapt to a particular environment.

There may be an additional bonus, which probably has more to do with happiness than a genetic imperative.

"Human couples who are similar in physical and psychological characteristics are more likely to remain together than dissimilar partners, possibly leading to an increase in fertility," the study concludes.

The research appears in the journal Proceedings of the Royal Society B. The Royal Society is Britain's de-facto academy of sciences.

Your Praise, My Honor

I'm crude

I'm straightforward

Cauz' I don't lie to you

The closest we are, The more I hurt you.

I hurt you carelessly

But you still love me

Thanks for loving such imperfect me

I am honor to have your love and being proud of loving you too

Bitter Sweet Bitter

**********CHAOS**********

Friday -

Though something is wrong innitially, we did make it RIGHT at the end of the day

Saturday -

Though exhausted, I was ENJOYed.

Sunday -

the important day. We made it successfully! But, things went wrong due to exhaustion, impatience and misunderstanding. I bear all the responsibility to my own actions.

**********DRIVING**********

Driving does really tell a driver's personality.

Jxx988 - such a "NICE" driver who was "cutting queue" when we were speeding up! Fortunately he met us, we don't have spanner in the car.

reminder:

to All my friends who are interested to visit Malaysia, behave yourself when you are driving in Malaysia as kind-hearted drivers like my father is rare and unique in Malaysia! ha-ha... joking

**********CHILDREN**********

the mixture of Angel & Evil

they make you willing to sacrifice EVERYTHING for their smiley faces

though sometimes idea of strangling them does appear when they are nasty, it would not stop me to love them

**********KINSHIP**********

recognise the similarity and accept the difference

I am not perfect. They do so.

Thanks for loving me

Cauz' of you, I am still alive.

**********LIFE**********

Though most of the time is enjoyable, sweet and memorable, it is totally ........... to me

真的被刺伤了

如果感情是用钱就可以了结的。。。

除了血缘，我和你不过是陌路人

喜欢就是喜欢

喜欢西瓜（红的！）

喜欢草莓

喜欢蜜瓜、哈密瓜

喜欢水晶梨

喜欢榴莲

喜欢Sunkist鲜橙

最喜欢樱桃！！！

喜欢果冻

喜欢水果糖

最喜欢bitter chocolate！！！

喜欢curry chicken

喜欢curry veggie

喜欢curry fish head

喜欢tomyam soup

喜欢海鲜料理

喜欢鸡蛋料理

喜欢sushi, sashimi, teppayaki...

喜欢steak

最喜欢instant noodles！！！

喜欢Ribena
喜欢Marigold, Fruitree fruit juice
喜欢hundred plus
喜欢Qoo
喜欢Lemon Barley
喜欢Pokka Green Tea
喜欢全好plum juice
喜欢Heineken, Asahi
喜欢white wine
最喜欢Meiji Fresh Milk！！！

喜欢蛋糕

喜欢蛋塔

喜欢全麦面包

最喜欢CHEESE！！！

喜欢妈妈

喜欢爸爸

喜欢姐姐们 (included their spouses)

喜欢Ryan

喜欢Jewelle

喜欢Boyan

喜欢JW

喜欢NIC

喜欢Eileen

喜欢Viva

喜欢APC

喜欢Panda

喜欢eye candieS

喜欢好多好多朋友。。。

喜欢的，大多数都在我身边。。。嘿嘿

DAMN it

http://tw.news.yahoo.com/article/url/d/a/080823/5/14n6s.html
（中央社記者周盈成日內瓦二十二日專電）世界自然基金會（WWF）今天說，日前多隻北極熊被發現在阿拉斯加外海游泳，最遠的離岸超過六十英里，牠們和所有同類的命運在北極海冰融解情形下令人更加憂心。

WWF指出，美國礦產管理局的科學家十六日在阿拉斯加西北方的楚克奇海從空中進行海洋調查時，發現至少九隻北極熊在開放海域游泳，其中一隻離岸六十英里以上。而在這附近海域，衛星影像顯示海冰幾乎都已消失。

WWF北極熊計畫協調人約克說，當北極熊游得這麼遠，恐怕會難以安全登岸，有溺斃的危險。
他指出，當氣候變化持續嚴重干擾北極環境，北極熊據以棲息和獵食的海冰大量融化，牠們被迫游得更遠去尋找食物和棲地；「一次發現這麼多北極熊在海上是個極令人憂慮的警訊」，可能還有更多的同類也面臨相同險境。

WWF說，去年的北極海冰覆蓋區域縮小到有紀錄以來的最低點，科學家甚至預期今年海冰消失的情形會有過之而無不及。

以海冰消失威脅棲地為由，美國聯邦政府在今年五月已將北極熊列為受威脅物種。

我们会为我们的行为付出代价的

http://tw.news.yahoo.com/article/url/d/a/080823/19/14o4x.html

（法新社北京二十二日電） 日本漁業當局說，日本捕鯨船在西北太平洋進行三個月捕鯨行動中，撈捕了二百一十一頭鯨魚之後，明天將陸續返回日本。

漁業當局說，六艘捕鯨船組成的船隊中，八千零四十四噸的主船「日新丸」將在明天返抵東京，其餘船隻將在月底返抵港口。

漁業當局今天說，這支捕鯨船隊於六月六日出發以來，已捕獲一百頭鱈鯨、五十九頭小鬚鯨、五十頭布氏鯨和兩頭抹香鯨。

日本政府利用一九八六年的一項國際延期令，計劃一年撈捕約一千頭鯨魚。日本政府說，捕鯨是文化的一部分。一九八六年的延期令，允許對鯨魚進行「重要研究」。

日本今年稍早在南極海的捕鯨行動中，由於抗議人士的騷擾行動，捕獲的鯨魚量約只有一半多。

看了这篇报道，不理智的我：“死倭寇！鲸鱼都要绝种了，还吃？小心噎死！”

理智的我却想：政府[猪]，捕鱼人家要讨生活啊！能怎么办？

“可是，什么[重要研究]？吃的研究吗？文化？对要绝种的动物而言，人类的文化是什么？是比屎都不如的东西！”

日本人在环保上的不遗余力是有目共睹的；可是，不知变通、强词夺理却是大大的不可苟同！为后世人们着想，改掉文化上的陋习不仅为自己赢得环保美名也能为世人积德！

生命，环环相扣，知道Butterfly Effect的人都晓得，一个人或一件事，都能带来无法预见的影响。

虽然很难过，可是真的觉得没有（应该说，看不到人类足迹的地球真得很美）。人类或许真的是食物链上最应该消失的？

-
如果人类灭亡了，那一定是我们的报应！
-
如果星球停止呼吸了，那一定是他对我们长期恶意忽视的最后无言的叹息！

好好相处吧！

各种各样奇怪的理由，讨厌别人的理由。。。

“只要下地狱就好了。” “恶心。” “好讨厌。”

“就是看得觉得讨厌！下地狱吧！”

很多人都会这样想吗？

为什么要这样想？好好的相处不好吗？好好的相处

人们应该调整心态。。。

那被讨厌的人呢？

“怎样？你（们）能奈我何？” “我就是有钱有势！”

“为什么？为什么？明明就没做什么，为什么要这样对我？！”

有无辜的，有罪有应得的。。。

与其在那里自怨自艾，为什么不努力下去？！虽然不一定会得到回报，但至少对得起自己，不是吗？

不要让自己有后悔的机会

怨恨 · 无所不在

明明可以好好解释的；

有的选择放弃辩解

“谁也不会相信我的？” “解释？想都没想过。”

“有什么好说的？他们不会相信的！”

有的想说却没人愿意相信。。。

“为什么？为什么不肯听我解释？”

偏执

自我设限

自我

怨恨的源头是人心

不论是怨恨的还是被怨恨的，心都生病了。。。

有人的地方就有纷乱

“不相信地狱的确存在，世界变得堕落了。” - 轮入道

是不是真实存在，没“人”知道。不过，信念不是更重要吗？心存善念，以地狱之恶起阻吓作用。那有没有就根本不重要了

Regardless what may come, Strive Up!

做身为人就应该做的事！

Be humble, Be considerate

Vengeance

Initially Light Tagami is the correct one - Kill the evil for the sake of good. But he chose a wrong path in the end.

Emma Ai is the correct one - If she can choose who should be killed and who shouldn't be. But she couldn't.

Buddhism does not advocate taking revenge.

Buddhism believes that Karma does exist.

Obey it.

Wholeheartedly.

哈哈哈吓死吧！

我说我的心很完整。

其实，我没心



I am just a walking zombie~

(Can I be a vampire? then I can suck beauties' blood~<3 yummy)



我明明知道，却还明知故犯，不知死！

算了，就这样吧

the tragedy comes

my feeling, it tells the difference.


note: go buy 4D

不能说

我今天睡午觉时，突然惊觉有个秘密一直深埋心中（奇怪，怎么今天冒了出来）（或许是天气好的关系哈哈哈）

一个应该是永远都不能说的秘密（;^__^;）

就算是知道我所有的，我也不能告诉

只能写在这里







原来我喜欢_ _ _ _ _ _ _！！！！（惊吓指数破表）

Hell Girl

does Karma really exist? If so, when? After death?

Take revenge, have to pay the price. Theory of Equal Trade does apply here...

Hell Girl, an Japanese animation, takes revenge for the sake of those been ill-treated, bringing the one hatred to the hell immediately. The price is, you will go to the hell, too, after you die.

害人终害己 we used to advise people to be good to people. But, it is used in the animation to those victims.

We wish those whom we hate go and die immediately regardless the price we have to pay - go to the hell after die. But what kind of vengeance brings us to do so?

And if Hell Girl does exist, will you call her?

What goes around, comes around. Karma does exist.
善有善报，恶有恶报；不是不报，是时辰未到。
It is pointlessly taking revenge ourselves for the sake of punishing the evils by sacrificing our lives. One day, they will be punished. And not to worry is, we can testify it. hehe

May Buddha bless me, and my beloved.

开心的笑

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我不想哭

panda-723

死亡的美丽

美丽的死亡

死亡的美丽

天使、恶魔、人类

你相信那一个？

以前书本上说死亡是平等的

错了

那要看你如何看待“死”这个字

死亡也是不平等的

死前受的痛苦程度不一

死前的惊悚、痛苦扭曲、凄厉惨叫、加剧了人对死亡的惧怕

死后平等了吧？

我不知道！

你死过后，也不要来跟我说，自己知道就好

我没什么兴趣

“不求苟活，但求好死”

这是所有人的奢望吧

*******************************************

面对死亡

有谁能坦然面对

特别是对身边的人来说

死，可以是痛苦的

心痛，真的没药医

不过

如果抱着有一天我们还是会再见面的

他不过是先停下来休息

死，可以是种解脱

to my dear friend - PJY

******************************************

尘归尘、土归土

不断的循环来造就美丽的大千世界

妇德

傻眼，没想到我那深藏在记忆深处的、束缚着女性千年的古老道德价值观又出笼了！

三从四德

现代女性有几个还记得呢？

正确地说，本地有多少人听说过呢？

听说过，却能正确解释吗？

啊！离题！今天不是来探讨本地中华文化的堕落和翻译老祖宗的“智慧”结晶的研讨会

只是想聊聊它给我的震撼

三从是指未嫁从父、出嫁从夫、夫死从子，四德是指妇德、妇言、妇容、妇功。

小时候虽然觉得这三从四德啊！食古不化！可是我个人还是蛮喜欢这概念。

只可惜却被那些（男）人滥用成为衡量女性的金科玉律，成了打压女性的戒律，更成了休妻的借口！

= =

啊！又离题！只是想说，如果在现实中遇到一个还遵守三从四德的女人，不懂我会怎样？

应该是。。。傻眼？钦佩？生气？还是羡慕？不了。

不过可以肯定的是，我喜欢婉约的微笑！！

不要以为那很容易？！我的要求很高的！要正统婉约、不假仙、不虚伪、不市侩！

到现在，我只看过一个女生有！（不是我）（如果我没识人不清）

胡言乱语

人们记得什么？又忘了什么？

记得自己并不是一无所有、记得自己是幸福的？

可是，是不是忘了呢？

幸福不是必然的

我们的幸福和最亲的人的幸福是环环相扣的

不要只会要求！试着付出，会得到更多！

AND provided you put in the right effort on the right people!

Bless you

*******************************************************

人们喜欢天使因为她代表着光明、纯真、善良

人们讨厌恶魔因为她代表着黑暗、阴险、邪恶

这就是（宗教？）童话故事所常常描绘的 - 善与恶

目的是为了透过（宗教？）寓言的渗透力循循善诱人们

但是，时代变了

天使不一定是善良的

恶魔也不一定就是阴险和邪恶的

天使的伪善，人们看得到吗？

还是看到了却选择视而不见？

只为了保留自己心中想要保留的？

恶魔，是邪恶的？为什么？

因为她用试炼考验人心

证明了，人是贪婪的（狡辩者说那是经不起诱惑）

所以

人们讨厌她因为她将人们隐藏的黑暗面曝露在阳光下

诚实的曝露。。。不留情面

天使，“善良”的她带着温暖的笑接纳人们那污秽的心

惩罚她认为不合规格的人们，带着笑容·惩罚

天使，用她的标准衡量人们

恶魔，反过来，也只是用她的标准试炼人们

不同的是，人们认同天使的标准，因为她是笑着、温暖的笑着。惩罚

裹着糖衣的鞭子

从另一个角度来看

人们的心比恶魔还黑暗，还有恶魔没有的污秽

黑暗渴望光明

所以人们渴望光明的代表 -- 天使

天使般的恶魔是诚实的

恶魔，不是邪恶的代名词

why did we become like this?

Headache comes again

as

I am sad

I am stressed

I am frustrated

I am irritated


by


many of you

and


many of me

是我太笨

一直都是庸人之扰！

不，开始时不是这样的。

我很乖的，呆呆地做我的宅女

现在真的是自寻烦恼

一句话！

瞎！

每个人都说我笨！不会想！

国大读成GOTAK了！

是咯！我也很赞成耶！

可不可以买聪明药给我？

勉强维他命M也可以啦。。

原来什么都不是？

是我太笨

如果這樣做，能救一個人或一個家庭就值得了

http://tw.news.yahoo.com/article/url/d/a/080628/2/125dn.html

Scary M

As usual, I would only go to downstairs on Sunday for the sake of sundry of next week.

But, today I am in a good mood. I decided to shop for a while.

After handing over my broken glasses for repair, I wandered to Gio. I found that I have none of white T although I have a lot of Black. So I picked up both of Size L and M to fitting room, not as usual.

In the past, I could only wear either size XL or even bigger. Now, I know that I can wear size L. hahaha...

In the fitting room, I realized that size L doesn't suit me well! Gosh, in mandarin, "doesn't fit me well" is called "穿不下". But now, my situation is "穿太下"!

I have to wear size M!! It is such an incredible size number to me!! Regardless the material, cutting or what, the T I am going to buy is the same as what I bought in the past. So, it means that I did achieve what I want?

I should feel happy, right? But, why I am not?

就只为了让我记住

上次去了那里，很可惜没见到该见的，却认识了不该认识的。

回来后，心里想着：“这么样我都会再去一次”。

是为了海阔天空-一生的梦想

也为了该见的就要见

可是，那目的竟悄悄地多了一个。。。

后来，因为不同人的意见，想法和观点，心情上一直不断遭受变化。。。

起伏不定

可是，想出国的想法越来越强烈；不一定要再去那里，哪里都好

让我远离这里

本来是有个机会的，结果，却又去不成了。

香港，怎么这么难去？

海洋公园、大屿山、黄大仙。。。

接着，又有一些不切实际需要别人更大配合度的机会降临

肯定的，更加不可能了

大环境的因素更让我寸步难行

等了又等，终于机会又来了！

好不容易！好不容易！

开心不已的定下了可以海阔天空的临时合约

满怀喜悦的大声分享

结果呢？

答案却是令人气愤难过的

不过

这也让我明白了解到

你真的不真实

虚拟，空洞

临时合约是需要束缚的

站着、看着、想着

突然觉得

空

竟然忘了我最初的目的

变成好像只为了赌一口气

心境不一样了！

我不想带着这种烂心情去！

犹豫不决的，终于还是放弃了履行合约的机会

是上天的旨意吗？

让我在犹豫时遇见了

或许真的还不是时候

一个人旅行

问了这么多人讯息，给了这么多空头支票

麻烦了好多朋友

真的对不住

老业

陈医师

雪莉gal

eileen gal

derrick

wen

。。。

还有我的家人

让你们费心了

不过没去成你们一定很开心的咯！

算了

我会期待澳洲之旅

如果计划还是赶不上变化

我不会再去顾虑了

到时

我会一个人旅行的

Sorry I am wrong

I learnt a real-life lesson from this company's HR department. At first, I thought they are different. In fact, they are indifferent.

Again, I am the one to be blamed. I made a wrong step. In the future, I would not feel shy anymore. I would "bombard" those whoever I should do so!

SO, JIA U JIA U !!!

be yourself, be your own lord

i just watch the TV programme - myworldmyblog regarding to the stories of teenagers in Singapore.

today, the story is about a teen who loves to be alone. he has been treated as a weirdo by his friends surrounding him, even his parents (i think this is the saddest part). so, he tried his best to change himself to suit others. however, he failed.

there is a sentence he said in the show caught my attention,

"if i can't be me (myself), what can i be?"

that is the point!

luckily, he accepted being himself and been accepted by others too. that is the end of the story. regardless its accuracy, the point is clearly stated.

don't push yourself too hard for the sake of others! unless they worth it! from my viewpoints, they are those of my family, so far. but the funniest part is, the one who understands me better is my best friend. hahaha... cool!

气

从来，不觉得生为这里人，或是那里人因为都没什么了不起！

不想是这里人

更不想是那里人-自私自利，自我中心，以为小小一个岛国犹如千年古国般了不起-井底之蛙。

当然，生活在这里或那里都好，家里认为那里更安全。

第一次，有点恨，

为什么我生长在这里，生活在那里

为什么我要在他处遇见你？

可恶！！！

明明知道知易行难，为什么还来招惹我

What a "happy" Saturday

I gave my mum the "best" gift. I lost the digital camera she gave me. Dxxx it!

Mum said, 破财消灾

Part of me agreed with her. But the remaining of me think of karma. Is it because of my 幸灾乐祸 towards unpleasant and embarrassment of those whom I dislike? I should forgive them regardless what they have done on my parents?

On the other hand, I think of more rational side. I am careless because of tiredness. I used to pay my utmost attention on my stuff and I kept them as simple as possible while I was in Taiwan. But when I return, I didn't raise up my awareness at the same time the stuff are too bulky and messy with me.

I lost it. Mum didn't scold me as she knew, I tried my best finding it. But I couldn't forgive myself. That is her gift, and memoriable pictures and videos of the day are in the camera.

一字诀：悟

醒悟了

不记得是从哪里听过的，

“闭上眼，想一想那个你可能永远无法再见到的人们，睁开眼，会让你伤心永远不能再见、流泪不止的就是你最爱的人”

我傻傻的试了，也狠狠的哭了

心中的答案果然是最最最诚实的。

原来一直只有她

对读书、对人生、对待人处世，对一切的一切，都觉悟到不行！

悟哦哦哦哦~

（说的是挺了了，但真悟透了吗？旁人不以为然。我也有几分。哇罢了）

以爱我之名，我说你想听，做你想我做；我喜欢大家都开心。

可是，我会继续坚持我所坚持、执著我所执著、爱我所爱（就算其中一个是错的）

讨厌我的请继续讨厌，你的讨厌让我感觉到我的存在是你最大的威胁（爽）；

喜欢我的请继续喜欢，你们的存在是我继续活下去的最大理由（感恩）

May Buddha bless my beloved

ES2002

Before the exam starts, everyone is walking towards the "hell"

When she said "time's up", camera comes~ hahahaha

os: time is insufficient!

4th day - 21 April - theory of 热胀冷缩

After 20th Apr, I mugged at home till the next morning, which is today 6+am, now I am mugging at HSSML. It is crowded with muggers as I expected. Unfortunately, I could not find a table near to any power plug. Anyway, I would survive without it.

不要用电脑咯

But I am very "sui" as I am sitting behind a pair of couple! I must say, they are kind enough as they just whisper. But they are whispering non-stop! It did affect my study. Thanks to them, I realise how irritating Nic and I were in the last semester.

比他们更吵吧 :p

Besides, thanks for my superb sharp nose. I smelled cigarette (from a guy sitting behind wen wen yaa, natural body smell from an Indian girl who is sitting behind me etc!) OMG! Help yaaa!

editted: the weird smell is not from that Indian girl, in fact she smells nice. BUT from that guy of that pair of couple! OMG~~~

note: wen wen enjoying her music while studying... *pout*

wen wen's blur look while studying ha-ha... did you see that guy behind her? he has a very long hair yaa! I bet his fringe is even longer than mine.

Do you know what is theory of 热胀冷缩? Here is the illustration

Her hands are cold; the ring seems so loose on her finger...

Arghh.. stucked!

(wahahaha...just kidding)

它活生生被烧死

原来的它-无辜的它

因为“他”-它
还有它-左边的
小白变成了。。。
变成了这样。。。

谢谢乡民：boogoo将烧狗的張x程和施辰叡照片备份于自己的相簿

http://www.wretch.cc/album/album.php?id=is8taelgold&book=9

新闻：國中生虐殺狗？　愛狗人5萬緝兇

http://tw.news.yahoo.com/article/url/d/a/080420/8/xmoq.html

http://w116.news.tpc.yahoo.com/article/url/d/a/080420/69/xmwb.html

我了解了为什么古代有以命抵命的惩戒。庆幸新加坡，中国都仍然有死刑，如果可以的话，这两个家伙应该也尝尝被火烧的滋味！

以其人之道还治其人之身。公平公正

在这时候不要跟我说人权，死刑不人道的瞎话！人类tmd有什么了不起？猴子也是用两只脚走路，它们还会爬树勒！

道德沦亡！！！！

They treat it as A Game, A joke in their boring life! This is not a one-time sin; they are habitual offenders. Some videos are uploaded in one of their girlfriends' wretch album too!



Don't tell me they are ignorant, they are still too young! All are excuses! It should be a common sense: NEVER BULLY WEAKS, KIDS & WOMENS to those living in a peaceful society. what the x are these two boys thinking? What they did are so horrible and heartless!

如果一切属实，那真是超离谱

威廉王子把妹大排場　軍機降落女友家後院
http://tw.news.yahoo.com/article/url/d/a/080421/17/xni3.html

如果一切属实，那真是超离谱！（希望媒体不是在哈拉）

如果一切属实，那真是tmd的不懂人间疾苦的公子哥儿。

5千万英镑勒！！可以养活、救活多少在赤贫线上的小孩啊？不会去救济他们哦？拜托，没看新闻、没听说全球油价上涨哦！？还练习勒？睁眼说瞎话。全球缺粮啊，英国贵"zu"们！把你们那些奢华浮夸的省一省，多捐钱、积德。那会万福的哦！

Being rich is not his fault; Showing off while others are suffering is unbearable.

这个世界有点乱

global crisis : food shortage - a great impact to the poor
http://www.economist.com/world/international/displaystory.cfm?story_id=11049284&CFID=2612344&CFTOKEN=30465211

contrast:
http://tw.news.yahoo.com/article/url/d/a/080418/51/xk4b.html (what the hell?!)

global issue : love the Earth
http://tw.news.yahoo.com/article/url/d/a/080420/62/xmks.html (it is not a one-time event)
http://tw.news.yahoo.com/article/url/d/a/080420/11/xmwp.html (believe it or not, adopt it)
http://tw.news.yahoo.com/article/url/d/a/080419/4/xkeo.html (save power, save Earth)
http://tw.news.yahoo.com/article/url/d/a/080420/4/xm3i.html (save Tree, save Earth)
http://tw.news.yahoo.com/article/url/d/a/080418/1/xiyi.html (believe it or not, eat veggie)

we are losing it!
http://tw.news.yahoo.com/article/url/d/a/080418/16/xjzt.html (it is just one of symptoms)
http://tw.news.yahoo.com/article/url/d/a/080417/16/xhjq.html (usually they would not do so)

find out more:
global warming - Polar Bear's extinction
global climate change - extinction of species - birds, amazon species
disappearance of bees - the end of the world
the South Pole - the speed of ice melting is accelerating!

save the world:

• use paper wisely! re-use them twice, third times before you give them to karang guni. (PS: not to dustbin)
• consume less meat (refer to http://tw.news.yahoo.com/article/url/d/a/080418/1/xiyi.html )
• off the electricity when you do not use them (such as your laptop, washing machine, TV set), richness is your own business, save Earth is our, including you, responsibility.
• don't use recycled chopsticks because they are not environmental friendly! (do you know Japan "kill" how many trees per year just because of those chopsticks? Hygience issue? Your foot! 要卫生，自备餐具啦)
• save water
• use plastic bag wisely

China issue: Love China
http://tw.news.yahoo.com/article/url/d/a/080419/8/xlpi.html
http://tw.news.yahoo.com/article/url/d/a/080419/1/xll0.html
http://tw.news.yahoo.com/article/url/d/a/080420/2/xmgg.html
http://tw.news.yahoo.com/article/url/d/a/080419/4/xkeo.html

it is just a little edge of the iceberg.

Nationalism, Right of Tibet, Politic Filthy messed up Olympic. Olympic is the greatest event organized by human being, but is stained by human being too.

Ethnic issue : they are pervert!

http://tw.news.yahoo.com/article/url/d/a/080420/8/xmru.html (dog1)
http://tw.news.yahoo.com/article/url/d/a/080420/8/xmpg.html (cat1)
http://tw.news.yahoo.com/article/url/d/a/080420/8/xmoq.html (dog2)

Terrorism, social problem - poor, unfortunate, discrimination - race, sex, human right issue... I found that I can't find a piece of beauty from human being behaviors.

Indeed, the places where no human being are the most beautiful... (quoted by a journalist)

I found no reason to worry about those minor issue in my life while the world is in such a mess.

屠杀是人类最原始的暴力

闲逛ptt时不小心连接到。看了里面的内容后，勾起了我那时的回忆-悲愤的情绪。

http://blog.icxo.com/read.jsp?aid=17444&uid=3644#

虽然有乡民反映说有些照片并不是那时候的。不过，我敢跟你肯定，那些砍人头的是真的！因为那时的我看到的其中一篇报道的插图就是了！除了恶心，我更觉得悲愤，我记得那时我气到哭了。

那群没人性，没脑，活着浪费空气，米粮，土地的王八旦！！！还有那该死，没用的政府！连自己国家的子民（还是为国家带来建设的那一群）都保护不了（还是根本不想保护？），这种国家真是够了！

我满意外看到那些留言-没想到部分中国人会在乎我们这些海外炎黄子孙。就我所知，我的中国朋友可分得清了，我还记得那时他说的一句话，“管你什么事？你又不是中国人。”直接地，把我从小视中国为我的故乡、我的根的想法彻底磨灭。不过我不怪他，因为那是他受的文化带给他的想法；这并不影响我继续喜欢中国-那孕育了千年文化的古国，我的祖先的源头-的心。但我不会把自己归类于任何一国。我没那个兴趣。我比较有兴趣的是我是什么人，很高兴我是华人！

note:
I wouldn't say, there is no possibility that Chinese of Indonesia may be one of the main factor leading the happening of the disaster 98's in Indonesia. In fact, those Indonesians living in the LOWER class do not satisfy to their lifestyle while others, Chinese are mostly the richest in Indonesia. Moreover, as mentioned by an article I read in the past, it stated that most Indonesians would like to have a Kampung life as before rather than a modern lifestyle. So, development brought by Chinese could be the main WORRY to those PIGs thus leads to that disaster. On the other hand, they may be the victims too - been bullied by their Chinese bosses etc. In the end, they fought up. I don't know. BUT no matter what the reason is, KILLING especially to those armless, is a superb damn thing.

有胆就去单挑实力相当，一样有武器的壮丁呀！奸辱妇孺-跟入侵他国的日本侏儒有何不同？

Honestly, violence, sometimes, is unavoidable. Well, from here, you know I am not peacemaker in this kind of issue. I always believe that LOVE is the strongest power in this world. However, at the same time I also have a faith in 以暴制暴. BUT, the precondition is you should fight with the oen who is of equal strength, or stronger than you. Bullying the weak is so unbearable. It did not prove that you are strong, but DAMN BRAINLESS MORON - in this case, they prove it very well.

May Buddha bless those injured, been tortured, and died.

2nd Day

Well, I came to school but not for Mugging, there is a make-up lesson. At first, I thought we do not need to go since there will be presentations. BUT BUT BUT, I realised that exam tips would be given at the end of the class. Well, due to this reason, no matter how lazy I ammmm, I haveeee to go, isn't it?

During the whole lesson, I am bu-shuang to certain issue. But, this feeling of bu-shuang remains not more than 3 minutes (ho ho ho... if you know me, that's me) as I know that it is not worth it. However, it had undeniably affected my feeling AT that moment. Rarely, I thought of one idiom,

相由心生

Anyway, I was happy after the lesson~ (thanks "wen wen yaa...")

BUT BUT BUT after the lesson, I went to Chinatown. The damn thing happened. I went to SA tour agency, preparing to settle all remaining payment for my Taiwan trip. Everything is so smoothly processing except that damn "long" queuing time (please view from customer's perspective); when I was planning to close the case, I found that "Damn it, I didn't bring the credit card!" OMG~ it is so so so so awful! Because it means that all the times I spent (from the time I took the train till I planned to close the case) is totally not worth it! (I cry for you, my precious time~~) Again, I have to make another trip to Chinatown in next week when I have to prepare my papers! Arghhhhh....

1st day - 18 April

Mugging period comes again~

Today is so so so happening! Since morning, I couldn't catch a bus! As I forgot to top up my ezlink card, it is so so so embarrasing while you have to alight from the bus after that annoying beep sounds indicating that "hey, dude, you have no money". But I have, ok? They were kept "nicely" in my little lovely pouch (with a load of junk ha-ha...) and it was kept in my big bag. And I was holding laptop and textbook on my hand. So, I have no extra "hand" to open my big bag, searching for my lovely pouch among those notes, files, wires and jacket, then digging out those little coins from the bag. No choice, I took cab! There is only one word could describe my feeling - ABCDE... It is so expensive~ Could you imagine, that is just an approximately 10-minute distance, I spent almost S$6 for traveling. I could take MRT to at least 3 places. It is so so so not worth it...

Then, when reached campus, I had my last term paper of Purchasing & Material Management. Supposedly this misery would start later as our tutor offered us a 20-min break BUT there was a classmate (ABCDE...) suggested to have the paper right now! Oh my god! Does he know that preparation is always not enough? But I laughed after I heard his whispering "give us 2 hours for it (term paper), then." I think, this paper is a total disaster. Although it is an open-book test, I have some exact answers (well, please don't question me the source), I still could not answer other questions well. Arghh, the feeling was so yucks! Now, I am ok with it.

已经发生的事，你还想怎样呀？！

So, forget it and move on.

We took a picture for remembering today - our official last day of this semester, our last term paper (not for Wen Wen), our "gang" ha-ha...
Well, obviously you can tell who is trying to snatch into the picture :p

After the test, I thought that my misery is ended. Ha, fat hope. 好事或坏事都会接二连三发生的。 I strongly agree with it now. Due to carrying too much stuff on Thursday, trust me, the load is much larger than today > jacket, wires, multipurpose plug, TWO textbooks, fully filled water bottle, laptop and NOTES. Thanks for them, I hurt my shoulder. But the impact happens in the next day, which is Today. *sob* I could not raise up my arm~~~

Before we went into our APB classroom, we found that they are coincidentally carrying a sec-like school bag! ha-ha... All are heavy and bulky~

Although I could not raise up my arm, it does not affect me going to have my dinner with my dear friends - Wen Wen and Ah hua. But, before we move on, there is a weird feeling on my foot. I found that...

我的鞋带断了！My feeling was like 真的是悲喜交加呀~

喜的是终于把一双鞋穿坏了(still have 3-4 pairs left)。

悲的是干嘛选在这个时间这个地点断呀？(well, Wen Wen said, "you wear it to school what?" ya, she is right. It is impossible that it would happen in Bugis when its master is studying in campus)

But, 天啊！我穿的是夹脚凉鞋好不好！So, you could imagine how difficult I inserted the band back to the part where it should be. Fortunately, I have a pair of 巧手. I managed to walk on it but the pose is a bit stiff and unnatural, walking like a cripple (no offend).

Lovely ah hua, she is so serious... watching her online TV show - Legendary 7 Princesses

Finally, we had our study in the library. When I went down from second floor, it can't stand the pulling force generated by my walking. It stripped of. Anyway, I was lucky enough as I got the help from a librarian - Auntie Rada. She offered me a VERY BIG staple (used to bind those references), a roll of gummed tape, and a pair of scissors. By using these tools, I managed to walk back home. Haha...

Happiness is short. When I bought a can of drink to compensate Auntie Rada's kindness and friendliness, my M&M peanut chocolate was hanging in the air - in the vending machine. It was stucked! Arghhh... I tried shaking the machine while I was wearing so nicely! It totally tarnished my image! (I know I left no more) But I failed shaking it down from that stupid plastic spiral-shaped roll. When I gave up and went back, Wen Wen successfully persuaded me back to get back my chocolate by using a method - buy one more pack! It spent me another S$1.40. Arghh.. I totally waste a lot of money today. Those supposed-not-to-be... I feel so sorry to those money, as they sacrificed so not worth it.

Can you tell their difference? (hint: not the size, ok?)

Jiang jiang jiang jiang~ It is about the shape! this m&m peanut chocolate (which is now staying in my stomach) "was" heart-shaped! So lovely~ and yummy~

This is my first day of mugging diary in campus. I will update more and more if I have time. Cheers~